“Why don’t they stop?” Galina’s voice dissolved into a whine, her hands over her ears. “Don’t they know we’re not the enemy?”
Filip stared at her. How could anyone be so naive? She had never before been so prone to hysteria, so perpetually close to tears. It must be the child, he decided. My child. “We don’t matter. To anyone.” He lit a cigarette and sat, elbows on knees, to smoke it.
In the morning, the factory was gone. Several trucks were salvaged, and those people who were nearest the doors escaped outside, running for their lives as tons of stone, iron, and timber collapsed in a vast cloud of smoke and ash. Those inside, workers and guards alike, perished, their bodies crushed by falling slabs or incinerated beyond recognition in the ensuing fire.
The runners, too, were far from safe. Bombs rained randomly from the sky for another twenty minutes, until the planes swooped in a wide arc and disappeared into the night, leaving few survivors on the ground.
At the camp, no one knew why they had been spared. For hours after the attack, fires burned all around, lighting up the sky and obscuring a timid dawn. At the command house, there was a frenzy of activity. Telephone lines were down, telegraph communication intermittent. Confusion reigned until the highest-ranking surviving officer ordered all remaining inmates to the scene for rescue and salvage operations.
It was too soon. The rubble was still too hot to touch; dislodging any stone was likely to reignite the embers, causing new fires to spring up, fanned by the frosty air. More than once, moving a cooled piece made a fresh avalanche of debris descend on the would-be rescuers.
They worked for hours, shifting what could be moved, sorting what could be salvaged, all very much aware of the ultimate futility of the work. “They’re waiting for orders,” Filip clarified, helping a dozen or so men move a pile of rocks from one spot to another just like it. “They do nothing without orders.”
By midafternoon, the orders came. The captain read the dispatch, conferred briefly with his staff, and turned to the expectant workers. He looked a moment at the blackened faces streaked with runnels of limestone dust, the impassive eyes like beacons in the smoke.
“Halt,” he said, climbing onto a pile of charred timbers, his expression inscrutable. “Stop and listen. This Arbeitslager has been closed. You may return to gather your things. Everyone is to be gone by morning.”
Gone? Gone where? The question buzzed through the crowd, the workers looking first to each other, then back at the German, who suddenly seemed smaller to them, less self-assured. Something that might have passed for compassion flickered in his eyes and disappeared.
“You all have work papers. Go where you want.” He jumped to the ground and turned to Filip. “You, interpreter. You ride with us.” He moved off in the direction of the waiting jeep.
Filip followed, pulling Galina by the hand. “Thank you, Herr Kommandant. But my wife, she is—”
“Ja, ja. I see. All right, then, but no one else.”
But Galina broke away, refusing to ride while her parents walked.
They set off, a pathetic-looking crowd, filthy, hungry, thirsty, disheveled, confused. All knew they would not reach the camp before dark, and to have food, any food waiting for them was a miracle none expected to happen. They followed the dust of the retreating jeep until it disappeared around a bend in the road. Rounding the bend, they saw a man in the road, shoulders hunched, hands in his pockets, waiting.
No word was spoken. When they reached him Galina took her husband’s arm, keeping her head down to conceal her tears. She had not meant to shame him, but was gratified to see that he, too, could not ride while the others walked.
As the trek wore on, the crowd spread out along the road, afraid at first to leave its relative safety for the unknown perils of scorched fields and denuded woods. Some stopped to rest; others, weighing the value of their paltry belongings against the chance to get an early start on their liberty, cut away, vanishing into pine thickets or turning onto roads leading who knows where.
The rest, walking as in a trance, watched the country come into view like images projected by a magic lantern onto a dusky sky: a village, people moving in blurry silhouette against still-burning buildings; a family sitting in a barren field, surrounded by scattered possessions including, inexplicably, a bed; a tractor, its rear wheels buried under a fallen tree, the smoldering engine gasping its last puffs of fumes. The desolate, eerie silence was broken by the sudden crash of a collapsing roof, or the mournful lowing of an abandoned cow. Now and then, a dog howled. Once, Filip was sure he heard the plaintive notes of a harmonica. He raised his head to listen, but the sound was gone; only a chill wind remained, carrying a prickling of early snow.
The family reached the camp well after midnight, among the last ones to arrive. Ilya’s cough had worsened, aggravated by smoke and exertion. Time and again, they had stood with him while he struggled to regain his breath, unable to offer him help or comfort. Predictably, the barracks had been ransacked. In their haste, it seemed, the thieves had left—or overlooked—most of the things Ilya, Ksenia, Filip, and Galina cared about.
Galina examined the scattered contents of her suitcase. “They took my extra shoes and my green dress. But they didn’t take our pictures.”
“Why would they?” her father replied. “Here’s a piece of luck—they missed my toolbox.”
That thing is heavy as six bricks, Filip thought. Who would want to lug it around?
“Let’s sleep a little now,” Ksenia suggested. “We can pack up in the morning and decide what to do.”
In the morning, early, they gathered in the camp kitchen. Filip took charge.
“We can’t stay here. This area is too industrial; the Allies are sure to come back to finish the demolition job. As you see, most people are already gone. Berlin is out of the question. Do I have to explain why?”
“It’s the seat of government, a primary target.” Ilya sat back in his chair, arms crossed.
“Right. Frankfurt is a transportation center. Also not a good place to be.”
“Where, then? And why go to a city?” Ksenia, rummaging in the bare pantry, emerged with half a jar of soured milk. “Aha. Breakfast.”
“That’s where the work is. And there are more people; it’s easier to blend in.”
“Maybe Herr Doktor Blau could help us.” Galina held the cup her mother offered, sipped at the bitter stuff with unconcealed distaste.
“Blau? Blau’s long gone. Don’t ask me where. I don’t know.” Filip read the shock on his wife’s face. “I thought you knew.”
She turned pale, then burst into tears. “He was kind. And those sweet little girls…”
“Maybe they’re safe somewhere, with relatives,” Ilya said. But no one believed it.
“Well. So,” Filip resumed, “the place to go is Dresden. They make porcelain and cigarettes. It’s a cultural center, historic but not strategic. Even the Germans say it’s a safe city.”
“How do you know so much?” Galina, still sniffling, dried her eyes on her sleeve.
“I have ears. Germans may bark at us, but they like to talk among themselves.”
“We go north, then, and east.” Ilya rose to look out the window. The last few stragglers were at the gate, hoisting their bundles onto their backs, calling to their children not to fall behind. “It’s as good a plan as any.”
“Yes.” Filip pushed his cup toward Galina. “You drink this. You need it more than I do.”