They broke and parted. Jon-Joras had achieved the first fall, but Thorm, the first blood; and as they were engaged, not in a wrestling match but a duel to the death, progress so far was definitely his. One thing was clear: Jon-Joras must henceforth concentrate, not on his opponent’s shoulders, but on the wrist of the hand holding the knife.
What followed was a nightmare. The thud of body against body, the smell of sweat, the fear, the trembling, the scramble towards safety, the eye ever on the bloody knife…
… the bloody knife which once more, then twice more, then a third time more, grew bloodier yet from his own torn flesh.
It happened thus: Thorm had left himself open and Jon-Joras jumped him, had — almost — his fingers upon the wrist of the knife hand, felt his foot turn upon a pebble, swerved without meaning to or being able to prevent it, was seized by Thorm and carried backward, downward, backward — Then he partly righted himself, did, indeed, grasp the dangerous wrist. And so they found themselves, half-crouching, half-kneeling, unable to move one the other. But it was Jon-Joras, held fast by Thorm’s arms and legs, whose back was to the fire. And his back was very close to the fire, and soon the smell of his singed tunic came to his nostrils, and after that began the pain. Pain unbearable.
He did not later remember doing what he knew he must have done. All he remembered was, suddenly, in the sudden silence, seeing — over Thorm’s shoulder — the handle of the knife buried in Thorm’s back. Thorm never said a word nor made a sound as he slumped, sagged, sank with all his weight into Jon-Joras’s arms. Who, his back seeming all afire, screamed, gave a mighty thrust forward, felt himself staggering backward—
— and was grasped by many willing hands and pulled away. His smoking tunic was torn from his bleeding body. Voices cried, “Take! Take!” He stared at them, stupidly.
“Take what?” he asked.
For answer, someone seized the knife from Thorm’s hand (the body lay where it had fallen, on its back, the prominent blue eyes staring at the starry sky, mouth open on a note of unutterable surprise), someone ripped open tunic and pulled up shirt, someone parted the pale skin of the chest with the knife, reached in, twisted, tugged, hand emerging with something dark-red and dripping. It was in an instant skewered on a long stick and someone handed the stick to Jon-Joras.
He grasped hold of it automatically and uncomprehendingly. “What… what do I do with it?” he asked.
There was a huh? of astonishment; then the man who had whittled the sharp end to the stick, this man said, “Do with it? Why, what else would you do with your enemy’s heart — except grill it and eat it?”
Body shuddering, face twitching, Jon-Joras held it at arm’s length, as far away as he could, straining to be quit of it. But it didn’t vanish, it stayed where it was, and it dripped. “No…” he said. “No… No… I can’t…”
“You can’t? But — why not?”
Neither could he vanish himself. He forced himself to answer. “It. Is. Against. My custom.”
At length the puzzled silence was broken by Henners. He took the stick with the pierced heart out of Jon-Joras’s clenched, stained hand. “Well, if you can’t, you can’t,” he said. “Of course, one must keep one’s custom. But… Still… Well, all I have to say is, in that case, you’ve wasted a damned good man.”
Had Jon-Joras wisdom to know and freedom to choose, he could scarcely have selected anything better for him just at that time than that which was selected for him. No sooner was his back dressed with scented oil and his wounds medicated and bandaged, than Henners and Trond asked if he felt well enough to ride.
“It won’t be very far,” the older man said, a hint of constraint in his voice. “Then we’ll take water.”
Jon-Joras said that he did. “I’d appreciate it,” he added, “if my pony could be returned, with my thanks, to Ma’am Anna. I don’t want her to worry about where I am.” She might worry about other things connected with his leaving her custody, but he could not help that.
Henners nodded, and they were on their way. The camp-fires had died down and the camp was sunk in sleep. Of Lora, there was no sign. The moon was low on the horizon as they rode along the trail — trail which must have begun to follow water quite some while before Jon-Joras noticed it — which was only when they suddenly swerved and startled to splash across the ford. The splashing must have been signal enough to alert the three men who came out of the moon-mist and darkness to meet them on the other side.
In the low-voiced talk which followed, he took no part until Henners broke off and spoke to him. “That’s right, isn’t it — you’ll pay the expenses of the boaters, the watermen, as well as ours?”
“Yes.”
He followed them along the narrow beach south of the ford, trees and bluff overhanging closely, the air very dark and cool and damp, the water widening, the water mumbling and cooing to itself in a low, slow, confident voice. “Best dismount now,” someone said. “Take my hand,” someone said. There was a shoving and straining in the darkness deep into the banks and suddenly there was a boat upon the water and they were in the water and it rose over their feet and onto their legs. “Take my hand… here… gently…” And they were in the boat.
For yet a little while the moon sent silver ripples and silver mist to mark their passage as they glided (with only now and then the plash of a paddle, so it seemed) straight down the water into the huge and ghostly moon. Then, slowly, then, rapidly, it sank into the water and was gone. For a while all seemed so black. Later, starshine showed them their way. And then the stream disembogued into a wider water which Jon-Joras knew must be the great river itself; it shook the long, low and narrow craft for a moment; then the boaters lifted their paddles in unison. Ssss… the paddles plunged into the bosom of the water… ssss… they rose again… And so, hissing the rhythm, the watermen guided their craft steadily out into the quiet water of the clear channel. And all of his sickness, his sorrow, his disquiet and his pain seemed to leave him, seemed to sink into the broad and watery plain he rode upon, seemed to wash away. And a cleanness and a quiet took a hold of him, and he floated off into a sleep.
He awoke into a misty, pearl-gray dawn. Henners sitting upright looked as trig and elegant as ever; Trond sprawled on a gunwhale, snoring loudly. Now for the first time Jon-Joras was able to a clear look at the boaters — all of a family, seemingly, or perhaps their looks were all of a clan — race — caste — rufous, long-haired little men, with skinny legs tucked under them as they tirelessly plied their paddles.
Well before the sun had done its work of burning the concealing mist off the water, the watermen had taken the boat off the main stream and up a narrow inlet leading into a still narrower, winding creek; and moored her to a skeleton tree near a tiny clearing. Quickly, they cut brush for a lean-to, trimmed the short and springy-twiggy sprigs of an evergreen for bedding. Trond half-scrambled, was half-pulled ashore; like a sleep-walker, began to snore before he sank down again. And they with him.
Once, springing stiff and terror-stricken from the slackness of dreamless slumber, Jon-Joras heard a dragon sounding its deep and melancholy mating call. But it was not near, and when next it came it was farther yet away. And the fatigue, and the ability of his young and healthy body to respond to it, was strong upon him; and he slept again. Not always restfully, to be sure: for once he waked to think he smelled again the ancient reek of the castle, and once he dreamed he woke to see a great, gaunt Kar-chee shadow in the moonlight…