Susan smiled.
“Experience,” Susan said.
“The very word,” Hawk said.
“He thinks it’s someone close to the family,” I said.
“It usually is,” Susan said.
“Talk to me about symptoms,” I said.
“Of childhood sexual abuse?” Susan said. “Low self-esteem, dependency, promiscuity, and at the same time trouble with intimacy, a kind of frantic aimlessness, fear of the unknown. Some or any of these, or none, or other symptoms, depending on the person.”
“Do people get over it?”
“You mean without help?” Susan said.
“Yeah.”
“If they do,” Susan said, “we never see them and thus don’t know. I would guess that it would be unusual.”
“Her mother came and took her home as soon as she could leave the hospital. Weiss recommended therapy,” I said. “Any way to know if she’s seen a shrink around here?”
“Other than asking her, or her mother,” Susan said, “none that I can think of.”
“Family doctor, maybe,” I said.
“If the shrink went to her,” Hawk said, “be a security log on him.”
I stared at him for a moment.
“The Tashtego patrol,” I said.
“Uh-huh.”
“Security log,” I said. “And all this time I thought you were just another ugly face.”
Hawk ignored me.
“What’s for supper,” he said to Susan.
“We begin with a wedge of iceberg lettuce with ranch dressing. Then a recipe I saw in the Times. Noodles with ground lamb, pistachio nuts, oregano, and a béchamel sauce.”
Hawk said, “Wow!”
“It will be delicious,” Susan said.
“You think?” Hawk said.
“I will stake my reputation on it,” Susan said.
“As a cook?” Hawk said.
“Absolutely.”
“Susan,” Hawk said. “You ain’t got no reputation as a cook.”
“I will,” she said, “after you wrap your chops around this meal.”
“That good,” I said.
“That good,” Susan said. “Maybe better.”
And incredibly, it was.
49
Hawk and I were in Providence in the offices of Absolute Security, talking to Artie Fonseca.
“Security logs?” Fonseca said.
“You saying you didn’t keep any?”
“Well, sure,” he said, “we kept them. But they are for our internal use only. I couldn’t release them to you without explicit instructions from Mrs. Bradshaw.”
“How many of your people got killed,” I said, “when the wedding thing went down?”
“Four,” Fonseca said. “You know that.”
“And what did you say to me about that?”
“Sure, I know. I said anything I could do to help… but the cops already got the whole wedding list. What good will the daily logs do you, going back five years?”
“I want to see if there’s a shrink that was treating Adelaide.”
“The daughter? Why?”
“If there is one,” I said, “I’d like to talk to him.”
“Man,” Fonseca said. “I can’t…”
I looked at Hawk.
“Four of his people,” I said to Hawk. “Killed without a chance. Didn’t even get the holsters unsnapped.”
“Man don’t seem to care,” Hawk said.
“There’s a confidentiality clause in the contract,” Fonseca said. “I violate it, we lose the account. I gotta think of the guys working for me now. They’d be out of work.”
“No,” I said. “You violate it, and they find out, you might lose the account.”
“And you won’t tell them.”
“No.”
“How about him?” Fonseca said, nodding at Hawk.
“Hawk? He doesn’t tell anybody anything,” I said. “Even when he should.”
Hawk smiled happily.
“Jesus, Spenser,” Fonseca said. “You got me in a bind.”
“Simple business,” I said. “Either you let somebody gun down four of your people like vermin and walk away from it, or you do what you can to even it up.”
Fonseca stood and walked across the room. He got a bottle of water out of a small refrigerator.
“You guys want any water?” he said.
Hawk and I shook our heads. Fonseca walked back to his desk and sat down. He unscrewed the top on the bottle of water and drank some.
“Gotta stay hydrated,” he said.
I waited. Hawk waited. Fonseca looked at the water bottle. Then he looked out his window at the Providence River. Then he looked back at me.
“Okay,” he said, “we got the logs computerized. You can read them off the screen. You know how to use a computer?”
“Sort of,” I said.
Fonseca sat down, clacked around with his computer for a moment, and then nodded at the screen.
“You know how to scroll through?” he said.
“Yes,” I said.
Fonseca stood and gestured to his chair.
“Be my guest,” he said.
50
Wearing jeans and a fluffy jacket, Susan came into my office in the middle of the afternoon. With her came the barely discernible scent of her perfume, and the apparent force of her self.
“No patients?” I said.
“Teaching day,” Susan said, “every Wednesday.”
“Oh, yeah,” I said. “Classes over?”
“They are.”
“You want to sit on my lap?” I said.
“No,” Susan said. “I looked into your Dr. Rosselli.”
“And?”
Susan took off her fluffy jacket and settled in to one of my client chairs.
“He’s not a psychiatrist,” Susan said. “His training is in urology. But he does emotional counseling and therapy.”
“Dr. Feelgood?” I said.
“That seems the consensus,” Susan said. “Dispenses and administers psychopharmacologic products to an elite list of wealthy clients.”
“And I’ll bet he makes house calls,” I said.
“He does.”
“Is he doing anything illegal?” I said.
“Not on the surface. My colleagues are contemptuous of him, but any licensed physician can counsel and prescribe.”
“But he can’t call himself a psychiatrist?”
“Not without a psychiatric residency,” Susan said.
“How about psychopharmacology,” I said. “Is it effective?”
“Often,” Susan said. “Depends on the patient and the disorder.”
“But,” I said.
“Not all disorders are manageable by drugs, and if they are used anyway, they can at the very least impede a cure by masking the symptoms.”
“How about a kid who’s been sexually molested?” I said.
“It is debatable,” Susan said.
“Would you use drugs in such a case?”
“I’m a psychologist,” Susan said. “Not a psychiatrist. So I can’t prescribe. When it’s indicated, I have a psychiatrist prescribe for me.”
“Would it seem indicated in the case of Adelaide Van Meer?”
She shifted a little in the chair and crossed her legs. Her jeans fit her as if they’d been personally designed for her by Levi Strauss himself.
“I am not being cautious,” she said. “It’s you and me. But I honestly can’t say. I’ve never talked with Adelaide Van Meer. I saw her briefly and unfortunately at the wedding. My only information is third-hand, originating with a shrink who is guessing.”
I nodded.
“He could be helping, he could be hurting,” I said.
“Yes,” Susan said. “But all of us in the, ah, healing business run that risk.”
“He seems to have gone regularly to the island,” I said, “ever since her attempted suicide.”
“He’s obviously doing something out there,” Susan said. “It would do you no harm to find out what.”
“I will,” I said. “Now do you want to sit on my lap.”
Susan smiled.
“Maybe later,” she said.
51
Emil Rosselli, M.D., had some very nice office space in a professional building on Route 9 in Chestnut Hill. There was a soft smell of flowers, the sound of quiet music. There was expensive carpeting, and a receptionist with excellent thighs. She and I were both pleased about her thighs, I think. And she allowed me to look at them for a while as I waited for the doctor.