He said nothing.
“Gods are lies. Only the Truth prevails. Do you know why all religions eventually crash and burn? Because they aren’t the Truth. Unlike these myths, the Truth has always been there.”
Ash tried not to roll his eyes.
“What’s your name?” she asked him.
“Ash.”
“Ash what?”
“Just Ash.”
“How do you know Holly?”
He said nothing.
“You may know her as Dee Dee.”
He still said nothing.
“You pulled up with her, Ash. You dropped her off.”
“Okay.”
“Where were you two?”
“Why don’t you ask her?”
“I already have. I need to see if she is telling the truth.”
Ash stood there. Mother Adiona moved closer to him. She gave him a mischievous smile and said, “Do you know what your Dee Dee is doing right now?”
“No.”
“She’s naked. On all fours. One man behind her. One man in front of her.”
She smiled some more. She wanted him to react. He wouldn’t.
“Well? What do you think of that, Ash?”
“I’m wondering about the third man.”
“Pardon?”
“You know. Truth, Volunteer, Visitor. So if one is having her from behind and the other one is in the front, where is the third?”
She still smiled. “You’ve been played for a fool, Ash.”
“Wouldn’t be the first time.”
“She offers her favors to many men. But not you, Ash.”
He made a face. “Did you really just call them ‘favors’?”
“This is wounding you deeply, I know. You love her.”
“Very insightful. Can I go back to my car now?”
“Where were you two?”
“I’m not going to tell you.”
Her nod was barely discernible. But it was enough. Guard One stepped forward. There was a baton in his hand. Two things happened simultaneously. One, Ash recognized that the baton was a cattle prod or stun baton of some kind. Two, the prod touched down on his back.
Then all thought closed down in a tsunami of pain.
Ash collapsed to that hardwood floor, writhing like a fish on a dock. The electricity shooting through him hit everything. It paralyzed the circuitry from his brain. It singed his nerve endings. It made his muscles spasm.
He started foaming at the mouth.
He couldn’t move. He couldn’t even really think.
There was panic in the woman’s voice. “I... What setting did you have that on?”
“Highest.”
“Are you serious? That will kill him.”
“Then we might as well get it over with.”
Ash saw the end of the baton heading for him again. He wanted to move, needed to move, but the electricity coursing through him had short-circuited any commands involving muscle control.
When the baton touched down again, this time on his chest, Ash felt his heart explode.
Then there was only darkness.
Chapter Twenty-Three
No change.
Simon was so tired of hearing that. His chair was pulled up right next to Ingrid’s bed. He held her hand. He stared at her face, watching her breathe. Ingrid always slept on her back, just like this, so that coma looked amazingly like sleep, which may seem obvious or perhaps not. You expect a coma to look different, don’t you? Sure there were tubes and noises and Ingrid liked wearing spaghetti-strap silk negligees to bed, which of course he loved too. He loved the coil of her body, the broad shoulders, the prominent collarbone.
No change.
This was purgatory, neither heaven nor hell. There were some who argued that purgatory was the worst — the suspended, the unknown, the wear and tear of the endless wait. Simon understood that sentiment, but for now he was okay with purgatory. If Ingrid’s condition darkened in even the slightest way, he’d lose it completely. He was self-aware enough to realize that he was hanging on by a fraying thread now. If he got bad news, if something more went wrong with Ingrid...
No change.
So block.
Right, pretend she was asleep. He kept staring at her face, the cheekbones so sharp the surgeons down the hall could use them as scalpels, the lips he’d gently kissed before he sat down, hoping to get some kind of reaction out of them because even when Ingrid was deep in sleep, her lips would react instinctively, in some small way at the very least, to his kiss.
But not now.
He flashed back to the last time he’d watched her as she slept — on their honeymoon in Antigua, days after they’d officially tied the knot. Simon had woken up before sunrise, Ingrid sprawled next to him on her back, like right now, like always. Her eyes were closed, of course, her breathing even, and so Simon just stared, marveling at the fact that this was how he’d wake up every day from now — next to this wondrous woman who was now his life partner.
He had watched her like this for only ten, maybe fifteen seconds, when without opening her eyes or moving at all, Ingrid said, “Cut that out, it’s creepy.”
He smiled at the memory, sitting now at her bedside with her still yet warm hand in his. Yes, warm. Alive. Blood flowing through. Ingrid didn’t feel shrunken or sick or dying. She was just asleep and soon she’d wake up.
And the first thing she’d do is ask about Paige.
He had some questions about that too.
Simon had called Elena after leaving Sadie Lowenstein’s and filled her in on Paige’s interest in genetics and ancestry. Elena usually played it close to the vest, but this meant something to her. She’d peppered him with follow-up questions, only some of which he could answer.
When Elena ran out of questions, she asked for Eileen Vaughan’s phone number. Simon gave it to her.
“What’s going on?” he asked.
“Maybe nothing. But not long before he was killed, Damien Gorse also visited one of those DNA sites.”
“So what does that mean?”
“Let me run down a few things before we get into that. Are you going to the hospital?”
“Yes.”
Elena promised to meet him there and then she hung up.
The children seemed okay. Anya was home with Suzy Fiske, and Simon thought that was probably best for now. Sam had befriended some medical residents who were working the floor — Sam was good at that, always able to make friends quickly — and he was in their lounge right now, trying to study for his upcoming physics exam. He’d always been not only a smart kid but an industrious one. Simon, who’d been a do-enough-to-get-by student, was constantly amazed by his son’s work ethic — up early in the morning, exercising before breakfast, getting his homework done days ahead of time — and unlike most fathers, Simon sometimes worried that he should encourage his son to ease off the gas pedal a bit and smell the roses. Sam was almost too driven.
Not now, of course. Now it would hopefully be a nice distraction.
No change.
So block — though right now, he was blocking on more than Ingrid’s condition.
Simon didn’t consider himself to be an overly imaginative guy, but whatever imagination he had, it had shifted into overdrive after hearing about the DNA test, careening him down this dark, ugly road, one with barbed wire and land mines, one he’d never wanted to travel, but there seemed to be no other choice at the moment.
Eileen Vaughan’s words kept echoing: “Problems at home.”
Yvonne slipped into the room. “Hey,” she said.
“Is there any chance Paige isn’t my child?”
Boom. Just like that.
“What?”
“You heard me.”
Simon turned toward her. Yvonne was pale, shaking.
“Is there any chance I’m not Paige’s biological father?”
“My God, no.”
“I just need to know the truth.”