Feet stepped around my head as we grappled in the dirt, the referees watching to see we did nothing illegal.
His right hand was still caught by mine, so I tried pushing back on his fingers. He was far too smart to let me do that. He pulled back his right hand to protect the fingers while snaking his left up underneath my armpit, over my shoulder, and across my throat. That was bad; if he got a firm grip on my throat, I was done for.
I rolled us over to get on top, then pushed myself up to an unsteady crouch, putting all the weight I could on my left leg. The right was in agony.
I wanted to kick him while he was down, but he jumped up in the blink of an eye. He held his fists before him, knees bent, head down, and punched me hard-one, two, three-in the diaphragm. I bent over and coughed all the air from my lungs. He aimed a flat, open palm straight at my nose. I panicked and swerved my head. His palm glanced off my cheek, but in a trice he kicked my feet out from under me. I went down once more, face-first, and he threw himself on my back. His forearm locked around my throat. I couldn’t breathe. Both my hands scrabbled upward. I had to prize off his arm, but it was like trying to bend an iron bar. I could feel my carotid artery throbbing. I flailed about, hoping for a miracle that wouldn’t come. Little black dots appeared in my vision. They grew larger. The lack of air could kill me at any moment.
In desperation and despair I raised my arm high as I could.
The pressure on my throat eased at once. Timodemus rolled away, leaving me to flop over on the ground. He breathed hard, and there was a sheen of oily perspiration on his sandy body, but otherwise he looked at ease when he sprang to his feet. I felt like I might die at any moment. Had the fight broken anything inside me?
Lying still took the least effort. I opted for that and stared up at the sky.
The crowd dispersed now that the fun was over.
After a while a face appeared, upside down, blotting out the blue. I didn’t recognize the face but had no doubt he needed to wipe his nose.
“Are you Nicolaos, son of Sophroniscus?”
My diaphragm hurt too much to speak.
The face studied me in mild curiosity. “His eyes are open, but he’s not moving. Is he dead?”
A voice replied, “Nah, he went a pankration round with Timodemus.” It was Dromeus the trainer.
“Ahh.” That was explanation enough. The face with the nose thought about it, then asked, “How come he ain’t dead then?”
“Only a practice round, it wasn’t a serious fight.”
“Ahh.” He prodded me with his foot. “Can you hear me?” The nose dripped on me.
This was one indignity too many. I nodded slightly, tried to speak, and instead gasped at the fire in my throat. It felt like acid had been poured in. “What do you want?” I rasped, pushing myself off the ground.
“Here, let me help you.” Timodemus grabbed my arm and hauled me up.
I winced for a moment when I put pressure on the injured knee, but it took my weight. I tried a few practice steps, limping with Timo’s support, that took us away from the group of spectators. I said, “At least the kneecap isn’t broken.”
“I deliberately hit you slightly to the side so it wouldn’t break.” Timo shrugged. He seemed embarrassed.
And there I was thinking I’d been lucky.
He slapped me heartily on the back, and I almost went down again. “Good fight, Nico. It’s lucky you never trained, or I might be facing you at these Olympics.”
“The Gods spare me that,” I said hoarsely but with a grin. I rubbed my throat. “I pity any man you face in a real fight.”
Timodemus suddenly looked serious. “They all practice the way I do. Even if they let me stay in, it’s going to be rough.”
“Not too rough for you,” I assured him. “All of Athens says you’re the best pankratist in a generation.”
“They would,” he replied, glum. “They expect me to win for them.”
“Hey!” The man with the dripping nose begged our attention.
Timo and I both turned to look at him.
“I got a message for Nicolaos. My master, Pericles, son of Xanthippus, requests a meeting at your earliest convenience. He says to emphasize ‘earliest.’ ”
“What does he want?”
“How should I know? I’m only a slave.” He turned to go but halted for a moment and said to my friend, “Good luck, Timodemus. I hope they let you fight. All of Athens is behind you.”
“That’s just it,” Timo muttered as the slave departed. “They’re all behind me.”
I hobbled over to a bench where we sat down.
“Feeling lonely?” I asked.
“Yes.” He put his head in his hands. “I’ve trained all my life for the Olympics, Nico. It was fine when I was doing it for myself; I enjoyed the challenge. If I failed, the only person I’d disappoint would be myself. Now that I’m here, I feel I’m fighting for everyone, and if I fail, I fail for everyone, not only my family but all of Athens.”
“Is that why you attacked the Spartan? Looking for a way out?”
“No. That was my anger speaking. Maybe a touch of nervousness too. But here we are talking only of me, when I’ve barely seen you these many months. How have you been, Nico? What’s been happening to you?”
I grinned. “That’s my big news. I can’t wait to introduce you to Diotima!”
Timo looked puzzled. “Who’s Diotima?”
“My wife,” I said.
“Your what?”
“My wife. Well, fiancée, I suppose, I’m not sure. It’s not official yet; there are still one or two little details to sort out, but as far as Diotima and I are concerned, we think-why are you laughing?”
“Who is this lucky girl?”
“She’s the stepdaughter of Pythax, chief of the city guard of Athens.”
“Perfect. He can help you with your work as an investigator, or an agent, or whatever it is you do these days.”
“No, he can’t. Pythax probably wants to kill me.”
“That’s ridiculous, Nico, you’ve only just married his daughter. What could you have done to upset him so quickly?”
“I married Diotima without his permission. That’s the little detail I mentioned.”
Timo’s laughing halted abruptly. “You’re a dead man.”
We both nodded glumly.
“Couldn’t you have run off with the daughter of someone less likely to hurt you?”
“It had to be this girl.”
“When in Hades did this happen? Why didn’t you invite me to the wedding?”
“It was last month, while you were in training at Elis, and Diotima and I were in Ionia on the other side of the Aegean Sea.”
Besides which, I didn’t add, we’d only married because we were in a tight spot where neither of us had expected to live long enough to suffer the consequences. We’d survived by the will of the Gods and some outright trickery, only to face the wrath of our fathers when we returned.
Timo looked down at his hands and said, “Do you want my help with this? What if Pythax seeks to punish you?”
“I don’t think he will. Pythax likes me, sort of. I hope. Anyway, you’re in enough trouble over violence, Timo.”
“Yes, you’re right,” he said, and sighed sadly. But then he looked up at me. “Hey, you’re a married man!” He clapped me on the back. “I can’t believe it. What drove you to do something crazy like that? Did you get her pregnant?”
“No. I love her, Timo, seriously love her.”
Timo winced. “No dowry?”
“None. No contract either. No one’s happy.”
“Couldn’t your fathers work it out now between them?”
“They could, except mine refuses to acknowledge the marriage.”
“Why?”
“Because Diotima’s mother is a … er … she was a hetaera.”