I blinked at them. The sun had set, and it wasn't easy to see them in the gloom. Still, there wasn't anything wrong with my ears. My mom had just asked me where my brother was. Not where I had been. Where my brother was.
Was it possible that I was not in trouble for going out after all?
"You mean Douglas?" I asked stupidly, because I still could not quite believe my good fortune.
"No," my father said sarcastically. He wasn't worried enough, apparently, to have lost his sense of humor. "Your brother Michael. Of course we mean Douglas. When's the last time you saw him?"
"I don't know," I said. "This morning, I guess."
"Oh, God!" My mother started pacing the length of the porch floor. "I knew it. He's run away. Joe, I'm calling the police."
"He's twenty years old, Toni," my father said. "If he wants to go out, he can go out. There's no law against it."
"But his medicine!" my mom cried. "How do we know he took his medication before he left?"
My dad shrugged. "His doctor says he's been taking it regularly."
"But how do we know he took it today?" My mother pulled open the screen door. "That's it. I'm calling the—"
We all heard it at the same time. Whistling. Someone was coming down Lumley Lane, whistling.
I knew who it was at once, of course. Douglas had always been the best whistler in the family. It was he, in fact, who'd taught me to do it. I could still only manage a few folk songs, but Douglas could whistle whole symphony pieces, without even seeming to pause for breath.
When he emerged into the circle of light thrown by the porch lamp, which my mother had hastily turned on, he stopped, and blinked a few times. From one of his hands dangled a bag from the comic book store downtown.
"Hey," he said, looking at us. "What's this? Family meeting? And you started without me?"
My mother just stood there, sputtering. My dad heaved a sigh and got up.
"There," he said to my mother. "You see, Toni? I told you he was all right. Come on, let's go inside. I'm missing the ballgame."
My mother, without a word, turned and went into the house.
I looked at Douglas and shook my head.
"Ordinarily," I said, "I'd be truly pissed at you for going off like that and not telling them where you were going or when you'd be home. But since they were so worried about you, they forgot to be mad at me, I will forgive you, this time."
"Well," Douglas said. "That's gracious of you." We went up the porch steps together, and he looked down at the pompons in my hand. "Who do you think you are?" he wanted to know. "Marcia Brady?"
"No," I said with a sigh. "Madame Zenda."
C H A P T E R
10
It didn't work, of course.
The pompons, I mean. All I got from them was a big fat nothing … and some of those streamery things up my nose, from when I tried sniffing them.
This isn't as weird as it sounds, since the vision I'd had about Shane seemed to have had an olfactory trigger. But what had worked with Shane's pillow most definitely did not work with Heather's pompons.
Maybe because I had actually liked Shane, and had felt responsible when he'd run away from the cabin we'd shared.
But Heather? Yeah, don't like her so much. And don't really feel responsible for her disappearing, either.
So why couldn't I fall asleep? I mean, if I felt so damned not responsible for what had happened to Heather, why was I lying there, staring at the ceiling?
Gee, I don't know. Maybe it was because of all the phone calls I'd gotten that evening, demanding to know why I hadn't found her already. Seriously, if I'd heard from every single member of the pep squad—with the exception of Heather and Amber, of course—I would not have been surprised. My mom, who was already in what could in no way be described as a good mood, on account of Mrs. Hankey's pending lawsuit against me and Douglas's sudden streak of wanderlust, threatened to disconnect the phone if it rang one more time.
Finally I was like, Go ahead, because I was sick of telling people I didn't know anything. It was bad enough the entire student population of Ernest Pyle High seemed to think I was still in full possession of my psychic powers. Now they apparently thought that I was refusing to use them for certain people, because I resented their popularity.
"Oh, no," Ruth said when I called her to tell her what was going on. "They did not say that to you."
"Yeah," I said. "They did. Tisha came right out with it. She was all, 'Jess, if you're holding back on us because of what Heather said to you in the caf the other day, may I just point out that she has been on the Homecoming court two years running, and that it would behoove you to get to work.'"
Ruth said, "Tisha Murray did not say the word 'behoove.'"
"Well," I said. "You know what I mean."
"So I guess this means Mark didn't kill Amber after all." I heard a scratching sound, which meant that Ruth was filing her nails as she talked, as was her custom. "I mean, if he was with you when Heather disappeared."
"I guess," I said.
"Which means, you know. He's Do-able."
"He's not just Do-able," I said. "He's a hottie. And I think he kind of likes me." I told Ruth about how Mark had squeezed my hand and winked before leaving me to my fate with my parents. I did not mention that he seemed to have no goals other than making it to the pros. This would not have impressed Ruth.
"Wow," Ruth said. "If you start going out with the Cougars' quarterback, do you have any idea what kind of parties and stuff you're going to get invited to? Jess, you could run for Homecoming Queen. And maybe even win. If you grew your hair out."
"One thing at a time," I said. "First I have to prove he didn't kill his last girlfriend, by finding the guy who did. And," I added, "besides. What about Rob?"
"What about Rob?" Ruth demanded. "Jess, Rob's totally dissed you, all right? It's been three whole days since you got back, and he hasn't even called. Forget the Jerk. Go out with the quarterback. He's never been arrested for anything."
"Yet," I said.
"Jess, he didn't do it. This thing with Heather proves it."
There was a click, and then Skip went, "Hello? Hello? Who's using this line?"
"Skip," Ruth said, with barely suppressed fury. "I am on the phone."
"Oh, yeah?" Skip said. "With who?"
"With whom," Ruth thundered. "And I'm talking to Jess, all right? Now hang up. I'll be off in a minute."
"Hi, Jess," Skip said, instead of hanging up like he was supposed to.
"Hi, Skip," I said. "Thanks again for the ride this morning."
"Jess," Ruth roared. "DO NOT ENCOURAGE HIM!"
"I better go, I guess," Skip said. "Bye, Jess."
"Bye, Skip," I said. There was a click, and Skip was gone.
"You," Ruth said, "had better do something about this."
"Aw, Ruth," I said. "Don't worry about it. Skip and I are cool."
"No, you are not cool. He has a crush on you. I told you not to play so many video games with him, back at the lakehouse."
I wanted to ask her what else I'd been supposed to do, since she had never been around, but restrained myself.
"So what are you going to do now?" Ruth wanted to know.
"I don't know. Go to bed, I guess. I mean, by morning I'll know. Where Heather is, I mean."
"You hope," Ruth said. "You know, you've never looked for somebody you didn't like before. Maybe it only works with people you don't hold in complete contempt."
"God," I said before hanging up, "I hope that's not true."
But apparently it was, because when I did wake up, after seeming to have nodded off somewhere around midnight, I did not even remember I was supposed to be finding Heather. All I could think was, Now what was that?
This was because I'd wakened, not to the sound of my alarm, or the twittering of birds outside my bedroom window, but to a sharp, rattling noise.