I’d been twelve years old and the idea that he would never be there again was apocalyptic. It felt like my world had ended.
And then Mom somehow picked us all up and made it okay. It took me nearly half a decade to realize Mom herself was not okay.
My mother had spent months as a POW in the Bosnian Conflict. It left her with a permanent limp and enough invisible scars to last a lifetime. She never dealt with it because her husband became sick, so she’d had to go from being deployed six months out of a year to being a full-time parent, and the sky was falling. It came back to haunt her at the worst possible moment. She lost her PI license and the only way she could provide for us. Nevada had to become the breadwinner before she even finished high school. My mother was no longer a soldier or a PI. It made her feel helpless.
The conversation we were about to have would make her feel helpless again, and there was nothing I could do to avoid it. She’d climbed my ladder with her limp and she wouldn’t go away until I leveled with her.
“Catalina?”
I got up off the floor and opened the door.
“Let me see that hip,” Mom asked.
I turned and pulled down my sweatpants. “It’s just bruised. Look, I can put weight on it and everything.” I heroically stood on one foot.
“Are you sure?”
“Yes. Nothing broken.”
“Your grandma took your sister and two guards and left. She said something about two Guardians at the Keystone Mall.”
That was exactly the line of questioning I was hoping to avoid. “Uh-huh.”
Mom pinned me with her stare. “Why are there Guardians at an abandoned mall?”
To lie or not to lie? I hated to lie to Mom.
“You went to Diatheke and then what happened?”
“I left.”
“Did someone follow you? Is that why you went to Keystone?”
Crap. My short answers clearly didn’t work. “Yes.”
“Why didn’t you come home?”
Because I was followed by twenty highly trained killers who would’ve carved through our security and stormed the warehouse with children inside. “I wasn’t thinking clearly.”
My mother’s face fell. She knew.
“I’ll ask you one more question, but I want an honest answer. If Rogan’s people were here, would you have come home?”
I shut my eyes. “Yes.”
She stepped close to me and hugged me. If I had any tears left, I would’ve cried.
“Was it bad?” she asked quietly.
“Yes.”
Mom let go of me. “I’ll fix this. I promise you. It will be fixed tonight.”
She turned around and went down the ladder.
I looked at the little dog. “I suck.”
The little dog squatted and peed on the floor. Right.
“It’s okay,” I told her. “You’ll figure it out.”
I cleaned up the mess and took her downstairs. At the kitchen table Bern, Leon, Runa, and Ragnar crowded around Bern’s laptop. On it, Celia was paused in mid-leap.
I got some rotisserie chicken out of the fridge, pulled a generous chunk of the breast meat off the bone, and shredded it into a small bowl. The dog spun in circles at my feet.
The sounds of a chain saw came from the screen.
I put the dish on the floor. The dog attacked it like her life depended on her victory over the cold chicken. I got myself a plate and set about assembling two tacos.
“Pause it. Right there,” Leon said.
“It just . . . appears in his hand,” Ragnar said, his voice full of wonder. “How is he doing that?”
“It seems completely subconscious,” Runa said. “He needs a weapon and poof!”
“Poof?” Bern said.
Runa turned to him. “Yes. Start it for a second. Notice how he’s looking at the chain saw. He’s clearly never seen it before.”
“So, you think it’s a passive field effect?” Bern thought out loud.
“It would make sense,” Runa said.
“What would an active effect of this look like?” Bern wondered.
“It doesn’t matter if it’s passive or active.” Leon leaned closer to the screen. “I want to know if he’s teleporting items he has seen before, or does he snatch them up within a certain area of effect.”
“Why?” Ragnar asked.
“Because I need to know if I have to worry about this asshole teleporting my guns into his hands when I fight him.”
Everyone pondered that.
“Maybe he doesn’t teleport them,” Ragnar said. “Maybe his magic duplicates them.”
“That would be a hell of a thing,” Leon said.
“What kind of magic is it anyway?” Runa said. “I thought he was an Antistasi.”
“He is,” I said.
They turned to me.
I put my plate down. I wasn’t hungry anyway. “The Antistasi magic occurs roughly five times as often as truthseeking. It’s not the rarest, but Antistasi Primes are exceptionally rare. There are three truthseeker Houses in the entire continental US, and only two Antistasi Houses. There are five Houses in the whole of the European Union, two in Africa, we don’t know how many in China, and another three in the Russian Imperium. Of all of these, House Sagredo is the oldest.”
“Your stalking of Alessandro is truly impressive,” Runa said.
She had no idea. “The point is, we know what the Antistasi can do because of what they choose to reveal to us. Perhaps whatever Alessandro is doing is the ultimate expression of that talent and the handful of Antistasi Primes are keeping it secret. Perhaps he’s in a league of his own like Rogan. What matters is, he’s dangerous.”
Leon smirked. Oh no, you don’t.
“Forget Instagram,” I said. “Forget all the yachts, and cars, and women. It’s a smoke screen. This man is lethal. Diatheke sent an experienced, well-armed strike team after me. I watched Alessandro kill eight of them. He impaled two of them with a piece of broken pipe, murdered the remaining pair with a knife, and then he shot the four people I beguiled. One shot, one kill, every bullet in the T-zone.”
If you drew a rectangle around both eyes and another around the nose, you would get a target area in the rough shape of a T. Shots to the T-zone were almost always fatal.
“From how far?” Leon asked.
“About twenty yards. He’s precise, calm, and he can use a wide variety of weapons. And he can negate our magic whenever he feels like it. The Antistasi are only supposed to negate mental magic, but when I asked him if he could nullify the metamorphosis mage, he said, ‘Not in her current form.’ Which means he could have nullified her prior to transformation. Metamorphosis is arcane, not mental. If you see him, do not engage him alone. He’ll kill you. I mean it, Leon. Don’t get into a pissing match with him alone. Take it as an order.”
He smiled at me.
“Leon!”
He raised his hands. “Okay, okay. So did you figure out what happened to the two million?”
He changed the subject way too fast. He would try to take on Alessandro the moment he saw him and then die trying to outshoot him. Leon was lethal, but Alessandro was versatile, more experienced, and stone cold.
They were waiting for an answer.
“They’re claiming Ms. Etterson withdrew the two million dollars in cash.”
“In cash?” Bern asked.
I sighed. “Yes. We need to look further into Diatheke. It’s not what it seems.”
I slipped out of the kitchen and headed to my office. The little dog trailed me. I really had to give her a name. I was just about to duck into my office when I heard my mother’s voice coming from the conference room through the half-open door.