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'Yes. A girl. The staff are caring for her.'

'The staff? What's Alice doing?'

'The caller described her as extremely agitated. I'm sorry, Jon.' He lowered the handset and stared at the wall. Rick's voice sounded behind him.

'Jon, what is it? Is Alice OK?'

He hung up. 'I've got to go. Alice isn't well.' He was in a tunnel, the only visible things were the doors he was marching towards. Voices were around him, exact words unintelligible. He was about to grab a door handle when he realised he didn't have his car keys.

Summerby collared him as he returned to his desk. 'Jon, is there a problem?'

'It's my wife. I have to go.'

Summerby clicked his fingers. 'DS Saville, go with him.'

Jon waved a hand. 'It's all right.'

Footsteps followed him down the corridor. He glanced over his shoulder to see Rick, his mouth beginning to open. 'Come on mate, I'll drive you.'

'It's all right, honestly.'

'Jon, just let me drive, OK?'

Anger flared and he started to turn. But as he did so a sense of nausea welled up. He wanted to sit down. 'All right,' he swallowed.

Once in his partner's car, Jon leaned back in his seat. What has happened? Has she gone mad? Have I lost her forever? He saw Alice in a white hospital gown, rocking back and forth. Oh no. Gritting his teeth, he got out his mobile and phoned home.

'Mum, I'm picking Alice up. Bringing her home.'

'Where is she?'

'I'll explain later. Please, stay there just a little bit longer. Thanks, Mum.'

He flipped the phone shut, then directed Rick to the Liberal Democrat's office. When they pulled into Gill Bent Road ten minutes later they immediately saw two patrol cars, blue lights flashing in the dimming afternoon light.

Oh my God, what has she done, he thought, opening the car door before it had rolled to a stop. He approached the office, holding up his badge to the uniform standing there.

The constable looked surprised. 'Didn't expect you guys to come out to this. It's only some hysterical witch.'

Jon had him pinned against the doorframe before he knew what he'd done. His voice came deep and low. 'That's my wife.' The officer's eyes were bulging in his head, skin going rapidly purple. Jon released his grip on the man's throat and entered the building. Staff had gathered in the corridor, nervous whispers rippled around him.

In a side room a woman was crouched by their buggy. Holly was inside, a little hand wrapped round the woman's finger. From the end of the corridor he heard a strained moaning, as if someone was struggling with a heavy weight.

With a sense of dread he set off towards it. As he got nearer to the open door he could hear a man speaking, effort twisting his voice. He entered an office strewn with papers. Alice was face down on the floor. A female officer was sitting on her legs, hands clamped over her ankles. A male officer with black hair was crouching at his wife's side, one knee in the small of her back. Alice's arm was bent backwards by his grip, her face pressed into the carpet, strands of hair around her head. 'It's simple, love. You calm down and I'll release my grip. Or do you want us to spray you again?'

Jon felt his vision tunnel again. He grabbed a fist full of the male officer's hair and bent his head back so their eyes met. 'Get your hands off my wife.'

Noise to his side. He turned his head. A third officer. He was lifting an arm, bringing a small can up towards Jon's face. He shot out the heel of his hand. It connected with the man's chest and he flew backwards over a desk. Rick's voice. 'Easy! Easy! We're police officers. Jon, let go. Let go!'

He looked down, saw the officer's face screwed up in pain. He unclenched his hand, strands of hair falling from his fingers as the man sank to the floor. The female officer moved warily back and Alice scrabbled to a sitting position.

With streaming red eyes, she looked round the room. 'Jon? Jon? Is that you?'

He held out his hands and knelt down. 'Shush, Alice, it's

OK.'

Her face softened and he wrapped his arms about her, taking her weight as she collapsed against his chest. He heard Rick's voice again. 'You OK, mate? Can you stand? Good.'

Jon turned to see the officer he'd slammed over the desk getting back on his feet. Keeping one eye on Jon, he leaned down to retrieve his can of pepper spray from the floor. 'You're well out of order. That… that was assault. I'll report this.'

Jon looked at his face. He was in his early twenties, outrage all over his young features. 'Piss off out of it.' He swept his eyes over the other officers. 'All of you. Fuck off.'

The black-haired one got up, massaging his scalp with the fingertips of one hand. 'She had flipped out. She was wrecking the place.'

'So you fucking pepper-sprayed her? Get the fuck out.'

Rick stepped forward. 'It's OK you lot, we'll take it from here. Everything's cool.' He guided them from the room and as they went down the corridor, Jon heard the female officer say,

'Was that his wife?'

The door gently shut and Jon lowered his head, pressing his cheek against his wife's hair. 'Alice? Are you OK?' he whispered.

She didn't answer. He continued to cradle her, listening as her breathing began to slow. The office was a total mess. Files were pulled from shelves, sheets ripped from the binders. What the hell had she been doing?

There were footsteps outside and the door half opened. Rick looked in. 'She OK?' he whispered.

Jon shrugged.

'Holly's down here. I think she's hungry. What can I do?'

'Is there a red bag by the buggy?'

'Yes.'

'There'll be a half full bottle in there and a little pot of formula. Tip it in and heat it in a microwave. About ten seconds, just so it's lukewarm. Got that?'

Rick nodded.

'And you've got my home number in your phone?'

'Yes.'

'Call it. My mum's there. Tell her to ring Doctor Shaw and ask her to come round to our house.'

Jon looked up from his armchair as Dr Shaw entered the room. His mum and younger sister Ellie were on the sofa, Rick was half sitting on the windowsill, sipping from a cup of tea. The curtains were open and the glass in the windows shone black.

Jon started to get up, but the doctor gestured to him to sit down. 'I'm fine.' She placed her bag on the floor, strands of long brown hair falling over her face as she did so. With the tip of a thumb, she pushed them behind one ear. 'You should have rung me weeks ago.'

Jon felt a blush rise in his cheeks. 'I couldn't work it out. She insisted she was just tired. I wasn't sure… is she awake?'

'No. I've given her some sleeping pills. She'll be out until the morning.' Her eyes turned to Holly, who lay in Jon's lap. 'Your baby will have to make do with bottles of formula. I wouldn't normally advise this, but it may be better if Alice gives up breastfeeding all together. She really needs total rest.'

'What about medicines?'

'Well, I think it's best I come back to see her tomorrow. If she needs something to calm her nerves, that's not a problem. As regards anti-depressants, let's talk first. There are many other options before we turn to pills.'

Jon caught a glimpse of his sister's face. Seeing her on the verge of tears brought a lump to his throat.

'Now,' the doctor continued. 'You take care of that gorgeous little girl. I'll be back tomorrow, ten o'clock.'

'Thanks for coming out.'

'No trouble.'

Jon handed Holly to his mum and showed the doctor to the door. When he walked back into the front room, the others were talking. Jon looked at his sister and suddenly thought about his brother, Dave. 'Mum, did anyone else call you today?'

She looked up. 'No. Should anyone have?'

That little bastard, Jon thought. 'No, I just wondered if Dad was OK.'