only from ancient textbooks, could be mimicked through skilled
manipulation of the genes of insects.
Fault-lines could be shattered from orbit by dropped projectiles, leaving light flooded patches of pack ice. They could experiment on a dozen cracks at once, adapting rival ecosystems
through trial and error.
It would take centuries. Once again, Gomez took the burden
of the years upon himself. "Biodesign is still in its infancy," he
said. "We must face facts. At least, with the Queen, the Martian
Kluster will have wealth and safety for us. There, at least, our
only enemies will be the years."
Lindsay lurched forward abruptly and slammed his iron fist
into the. table. "We must act now! This is the moment of crux,
when a single act can crystallize our future. We have our choice:
routines or miracles. Demand the miraculous!"
Gomez was stunned. "It's Europa, then, Chancellor?" he said.
"Wellspring's plans seem safer."
"Safer?" Lindsay laughed. "Czarina-Kluster seemed safe. But
the Cause moved on, and the Queen moved with it, when
Wellspring took her. The abstract dream will flourish, but the
tangible city will fall. Those who can't dream will die with it.
The discreets will be thick with the blood of suicides.
Wellspring himself may be killed. Mech agents will annex whole
suburbs, Shapers will absorb whole banks and industries. The
routines that seemed so solid here will melt like tears. ... If we
embrace them, we melt with them."
"Then what must we do?"
"Wellspring is not the only one whose crimes are secret and
ambitious. And he's not the last to vanish."
"You're leaving us, Chancellor?"
"You must handle distress and disaster yourselves. I'm past
any use in that capacity."
The others looked stricken. Gomez rallied himself. "The
Chancellor Emeritus is right," he said. "I was about to suggest
something similar. Our enemies will focus attacks on the
Clique's Arbiter; it might be best if he were hidden."
The others protested automatically; Lindsay overruled them.
"There can't always be Queens and Wellsprings. You must trust in your own strength. I trust in it."
"Where will you go, Chancellor?"
"Where I'm least expected." He smiled. "This isn't my first
crisis. I've seen many. And when they hit, I always ran. I've
preached to you for years, asked you to dedicate your lives. . . .
And always I knew that this moment would come. I never knew
what I would do when the dream faced its crisis. Would I
sundog it as I always have, or would I commit myself? The
moment's here. I must defy my past, just as you must. I know
how to get you your miracle. And I swear to you, I will."
A sudden dread struck Gomez. He had not seen such resolution in Lindsay for years. It occurred to him suddenly that
Lindsay meant to die. He did not know Lindsay's plans, but he
realized now that they would be the crux of the old man's life. It
would be like him to exit at the climax, to fade into the shadows
while some unknown glory still shone. "Chancellor," he said,
"when may we expect your return?"
"Before I die, we'll be Europa's angels. And I'll see you in
Paradise." Lindsay cycled open the scaled door of the discreet;
outside, the free-fall corridors were a burst of sudden crowd
noise. The door thunked shut. He was gone. Thick silence fell.
The old man's absence left a hollowness behind. The others sat silently, savoring the sense of loss. They looked at one another.
Then, as one, they looked to Gomez. The moment passed; the
uneasiness dissolved. Gomez smiled. "Well," he said. "It's miracles, then."
Lindsay's rat leaped spryly onto the table. "He's left it be-
hind," Jane Murray said. She stroked its fur, and it chittered
loudly.
"The rat will come to order," Gomez said. He rapped the
table, and they set to work.
CHAPTER ELEVEN
CIRCUMTERRAN ORBIT: 14-4-'54
Three of them waited within the spacecraft: Lindsay, Vera Constantine, and their Lobster navigator, who was known simply as
Pilot.
"Final approach," Pilot said. His beautiful synthesized voice
emerged from a vocoder unit hooked to his throat.
Strapped in before his control board, the Lobster was a chunk
of shadow. Me was sealed within a matte-black permanent
spacesuit, knobbed with lumps of internal machinery and dotted
with shiny gold input jacks. Lobsters were creatures of the
vacuum, faceless posthumans, their eyes and ears wired to sensors woven through the suits. Pilot never ate. Me never drank.
The routines of his body were subsumed within the life-
supporting rhythms of his suit.
Pilot did not like being within this spacecraft; Lobsters had a
horror of enclosed spaces. Pilot, though, had put up with the
discomfort for the thrill of the crime.
Now that they were dropping from orbit, the drugged calm of
weeks of travel had broken. Lindsay had never seen Vera so
animated. Her open delight filled him with pleasure.
And she had reason for gladness. The Presence was gone. She
had not felt it since the three of them had been scaled within
the spacecraft. They'd come so far since then that she believed
she had escaped it for good. She found as much happiness in
this relief as in the fulfillment of their long conspiracy.
Lindsay was happy for her. Me had never had true proof of the
objective existence of the Presence, but he had agreed to believe
in it for her. And similarly, she had never doubted him. It was a
contract and a trust between them. Me knew she might have
killed him, but that trust had saved his life. Long years since
then had only strengthened it.
"Looks good," the Lobster sang. The spacecraft began to buck
as it hit the entrance window of the Earth's atmosphere. The
Lobster emitted a burst of static, then said, "Air. I hate air. I
hate it already."
"Steady," Lindsay said. He tightened the straps of his chair and unfolded his videoscreens.
They were coming in over the continent once known as Africa.
Its outlines had been radically changed by the rising seas: archipelagos of drowned hills trailed clouds above a soup of weed-
choked ocean. Along the dark shore, rivers poured gray topsoil
into water streaked reel with algal blooms.
The white-hot flare of entry heat obscured his vision, flickering
over the diamond-hard hull lens of the forward scanner. Lindsay leaned back in his seat.
It was an odd ship, an uncomfortable one, not of human
manufacture. The egg-shaped hull had the off-white sheen of
stabilized metallic hydrogen, built only by gasbags. Its naked
interior floor and ceiling bore the rounded, scalloped segmentation marks of its former pilot, a gasbag grub. The spacefaring
grub had been packed within the hull as tightly as expanding
dough.
One of the gasbags had alluded to the astronaut's death in a
"conversation" with Vera Constantine. With its keen sensitivity
to magnetic flux, the unlucky grub had perceived a solar flare
whose shape and substance it found somehow blasphemous. It
had expired in despair.
Lindsay had been looking for just such a chance. When Vera
told him of the accident, Lindsay acted at once, lie recruited
the Lobsters through their business contact in Czarina-Kluster, a
Lobster they called "the Modem."
A complex deal was worked out, in utter secrecy, with the
anarchic Lobsters. One of their lacy, airless spacecraft used
Vera's coordinates to track down the dead grub. Lindsay allowed them to dissect it and appropriate its alien engines. In