Norton wheeled me up the row of chairs and positioned me on the end, next to Green. He then marched to the ranks and took up his position in the troops. As he stood at ease he winked at me and gave the smallest of shrugs as if to say ‘I know, what a farce.’
Once Norton was in place, Bates stood. He looked even worse than he had when I’d last seen him. Although he was clean shaven his face was a mess of red spots and slashes where he’d cut himself. It wasn’t hard to see why — his hands, which gripped a swagger stick behind his back so hard that his knuckles had turned white, were shaking. His eyes lacked focus; as he spoke he never seemed to be looking directly at anything or anyone, but to a point slightly to their left or right, or somewhere through and behind them.
Mac stood to attention in front of the troops, facing Bates. He stared straight into Bates’ eyes, unwavering. Bates never met his gaze.
The boys stood to shambolic attention at Mac’s instruction, and Bates began to speak.
“At ease, men. Stand easy.” The boys, many unsure what this meant, shuffled nervously in the cold. “When I was a boy my grandfather used to tell me tales of the Second World War. Stories of heroes and derring-do, secret missions, cunning generals, evil Nazis. It all seemed so simple. Good against bad, good wins, bad loses, everyone’s happy…”
He lapsed into silence and stared off into space. As the seconds ticked past it became clear that this was more than just a dramatic pause. It soon became a very awkward silence, and then people started looking at each other out of the corners of their eyes and grimacing. Embarrassment set in, and then genuine discomfort. It must have been about a minute before he started again and everyone’s shoulders relaxed.
“But the world isn’t like that, is it men?” His voice was harder now, more assured. He started to increase his volume until he was on the verge of shouting. “Now it’s just survival. Kill or be killed. It’s hard and cruel and violent and wrong, but it’s the world we have to live in and we have to be as hard as it is if we’re to survive.
“We’ve all lost people, I know that. But they won’t be forgotten. As we build our perfect home here in the grounds of our beloved school we carry with us the memories of those who have fallen before us, to the plague or the madness that followed it.”
He paused again, but this time, thank God, it was a dramatic flourish.
“My colleague Mr Hammond, who has given his life to this school, has constructed a monument to our fallen dead. Mr Hammond…” He gestured for Hammond to take his place, and sat down.
Hammond rose and walked to the same spot Bates had spoken from.
“Um, thanks Bates.” He paused a second to collect his thoughts and then, to my surprise, he looked up at the crowd with a strong, clear gaze. There was a sense of purpose in his eyes and his jaw was set with determination. The feeble pensioner we’d rescued on the driveway had been replaced by the firm disciplinarian of old. “But I’m afraid I can’t agree with your sentiments.
“You see, I remember the war. I was only a boy at school but even I could see that it wasn’t glorious. When my parents were burned alive in their house they weren’t heroes, they were victims of indiscriminate slaughter. Hundreds of thousands of people died in England during the Blitz, died in their beds, died at their breakfast tables, died on their way to work or in the pub or in the arms of their lovers. And that was hard and cruel and violent and wrong. But do you know how we fought it, hmm? By rising above it! We chose decency and kindness and community, we cared for each other. We refused to become the thing we were fighting and that’s why we triumphed.”
This was rousing stuff. Blitz Spirit! Triumph through adversity! Battle of Britain! Never in the field, etc. I was sitting there thinking of all the bombs we dropped on German cities — what can I say, I’m a cynical sod sometimes — but I was more interested in the reaction of Bates and Mac to this diatribe. Mac’s face gave nothing away, but Bates’ eyes were finally focused, and he looked furious.
“But you, Bates, what are you offering these children in the face of all this horror? More death! You can’t meet violence with violence; you can’t fight plague, fear, panic and desperation with a gun! If you want to build an army you need to arm them with knowledge that can help them rebuild, that can help them to help others to rebuild. Then maybe you can hold back the tide. But what you’re offering us here, with your uniforms, guns and marching is nothing but an opportunity to die for no reason when we should be looking for a way to live!
“And that’s why I made this.”
He turned and pulled the sheet off the sculpture to reveal a figure made of white plaster that shone in the reflected snowlight. It was a boy of about twelve, dressed in school uniform. Under one arm he carried a pile of books, and in the other hand he held a satchel with a vivid red cross on it. Beneath the figure was a plinth bearing the inscription ‘Through wisdom and compassion, out of the darkness’, and underneath that a list of the dead.
We all stared at this gleaming statue, amazed. It was beautiful and awful. I didn’t think Hammond had it in him to produce something so good. And judging by the expressions on everyone’s faces, nobody else did either.
“This school has been a home to me all my life,” said Hammond. “It represents everything I believe in and cherish — kindness, duty, learning and respect. Turning it into an armed camp cheapens everything it stands for, and I will not allow that to stand.”
Someone started to clap. It was Matron. She rose to her feet and applauded. Then the four other grown-ups followed suit, and then the Dinner Lady.
Bates was crimson with fury, staring at these insubordinate ingrates, but he was frozen by the moment, shocked into inaction by the open defiance of what he was trying to achieve.
And then one, then two, then ten, then most, then all of the boys began clapping as well. This could be it, I realised. This could be the moment when we pulled back from the brink, abandoned the army game and reclaimed a little bit of sanity and humanity; the moment we pulled the rug out from under the feet of Bates and Mac and took charge. Everything depended upon how our glorious leaders responded to this insurrection.
Bates rose to his feet and strutted towards Hammond, who stood his ground.
“Oh shit,” I whispered. “Here we go.”
“I should shoot you here and now for insubordination,” he hissed. The applause died away as people noticed that Bates’ hand was wrapped tightly around the handle of his still-holstered sidearm.
“Insubordination?” mocked Hammond. “I’m not subordinate to you. I don’t take orders from anyone, let alone a deluded history teacher who thinks he’s Field Marshal Montgomery.”
I could have hugged him for that. It was all I could do not to cheer. Still Mac was unmoving, at attention, staring straight ahead. The officers, who had not clapped, also stood still, but I could see they were nervous, uncertain what to do. They looked to Mac for a lead, but he was giving them nothing, letting the scene before him play out uninterrupted. The situation, and the school’s future, was balanced on a knife edge.
“These boys need a strong hand, they need to be protected.” Bates was trying not to shout, but even so his words carried clearly in the sudden silence.
“Yes they do. From you, and that psychopath there!” He pointed at Mac, who didn’t move a muscle. “Look at what you’ve achieved since you’ve been in charge, eh? Two boys hanged in Hildenborough, two more shot and wounded in a stupid act of military adventurism. Your second-in-command has murdered four people that I know of in the last two weeks. And this school, which is supposed to be a haven of safety and learning, which could be offering sanctuary and succour to all the lost children wandering around out there in the chaos, has been turned into a bloody fortress. We should be sending out expeditions to retrieve children not armaments. Can’t you see that?”