I have rambled on so long that I have no time left to tell you of the second meeting of our Lesbian Society, which was so delicious and exciting that I must reserve it for another letter. I will send you a copy of " Le Demi Monde " when I have time to get one, as I am sure it will be a perfect revelation of naughtiness to you, and yet it is said to be a very fair picture of the fast society girls here in Paris.
Ever your loving Blanche.
LETTER III
My dearest Ethel
I told you in my last letter that I will describe the second meeting of our " Lesbian Club", but now I come to think of it, it was very little more that a repetition of the first, with the exception of the fact that being no longer the innosent " Saint " that I was on the first occasion, I was better qualified to play my part as a giver,as well as a receiver, of pleasure. The third meeting, however, was of a very different kind, and well need a description, which I will now endeavour to give you.
The Sunday started well,for being a very fine day, we had taken exceptional "care" with our Church costumes, wich, as yori tnay well believe, caused somewhat of sensation during the service, to Madame's great delight.
When we went to our rooms to dress for dinner, we found that Madame's feeling of satisfaction had shown itself in placing a lovely corsage-bouquet of flowers in each of our rooms; and when we reached the dining room, duly arrayed in our strongly scented bouquets we found that a still further surprise was waiting for us for Madame had ordered up a plentiful supply of Champagne-a luxury hitherto almost unheard of in the establishment!
Thanks to the fact that Madame plied us as well as herself liberally with this fascinating beverage we we're all very lively by the time dinner was ended '* and I was therefore a good deal suprised when immediately after dinner, Madame proposed that we should all, herself.included, go at once to bed. On Sunday nights, I must tell you, we are let off everything in the way of " night toilette," which was the reason why the " Lesbians " chose that night for their meetings.
When I got to my room I quickly undressed, but to my surprise the other girls did not arrive for nearly half an hour;
Throwing off their hastily put-on dressing gowns, they explained that the reason for their delay was that they were waiting to give Madame time to get to bed., so that she might not come and disturb us. They were all crowding round in a naked groups admiring my figure, etc., when to my horror, in walked Madame, wearing a lovely pink and white opera cloak, instead of a dressing-gown and bearing in her hand a birch-rod To my surprise the other girls, on seeing her, did not seem in the least astonished or dismayed,but took her arrival quite as a matter of course.
" What is the meaning of this, girls? '* she asked in a severe voice "Not only do I find you in Blanche's room, but you are all huddled together naked, which is most indecent." Immediately the girls ran to the bed, and bent over it, with their backs to Madame^ motioning to me to do the same.
She then applied the birch to the plump " cheeks*' and thighs of each of us in turn but it was done so gently that, without hurting in the least, it made the blood run towards our " pussies," making us feel awfully hot and naughty. When we were all writhing, not with pain but with randiness and lust, she put down the birch, saying: "There, that will do for the present.'
Saying this the threw off her opera-cloak and disclosed a costume which amazed me more than anything in the world. It consisted of silk open-worked tights of a deep violet hue, the open-work being so wickedly arranged as to leave her upussie,with its fringe of flame-coloured hair completely exposed to view. Above the tights she wore a tiny evening-corset of white satin, above which her large rounded breasts stood out firm and high like twin hills of snow. A pair of high-heeled white satin shoes, and white satin garters just above the knee completed the costume, except for her hands and arms, which I now for the first time perceived were delicately gloved in white kid, sewn with broad violet stitching at the back, to match the tights.
Nothing could have displayed her magnificent figure to better advantage, and I found it hard indeed to realize that this glorious looking " Angel of Vice," with the gleam of lust, fired by champagne, in her eye, was really the school-mistress, whom I had looked upon as a model of propriety and virtue! — From a pocket inside the opera-cloak, one of the girls produced a large marocco case which, with a smiling permission from Madame, she proceeded to open. The contents consisted of three rods of ivory of various sizes, rounded at one end, while to the other end were attached two india rubber balls, like small tennis-balls.
I was at a loss to imagine what these could possibly be, when my friend Bertha exclaimed; "Oh Madame, you have brought the dildoes! How charming of you! "
At this you may be sure I pricked up my ears, for Bertha had several times explained to me the nature of a " dildoe," which is nothing more nor less than an artificial model of a man's¦" dolly."
The smallest was only about three inches long, and not much thicker than my forefinger, and had a much sharper point than the others. This I gathered was nicknamed " The Baby," for it was evidently not the first time the girls had seen and handled these treasures.
The next one, known as " The Schoolboy," was about half as large again, being covered all along its length with obscene carvings in low relief, the object of which was to cause a greater amount of tickling than a smooth surface would have done.
The third was " The Captain," which was quite twice as long and more than twice as thick as " The Baby," being covered like the last with carvings, while the balls were of a considerably larger size.
Bertha, after a short consultation with Madame,darted, off to.the latter's bed-room, whence she returned, bearing a lighted Etna, which evidently contained same steaming liquid.
Under her arm she carried another leather case, this time looking like a large pistol case, at the sight of which Madame pretended to be much displeased, but she nevertheless opened it, and displayed its contents to all of us, the evident astonishment of the girls clearly showing that this, at any rate, was something they had never seen before.
It was a dildoe, made exactly like "The Captain," but of such gigantic proportions, that it positively took our breath away. It was at least ten inches long, and quite as thick as my wrist, the balls being about the size of cricket-balls.
" Surely, Madame," said one of the girls, no one in the world has a "cunt " large enough to admit that? "
It gave me rather a shock of surprise to hear her use such a naughty word as "cunt" in speaking to Madame, but I soon found out that the latter could be the smuttiest of us all, when she felt inclined, as it was evident she did on the present occasion:,in fact she only smiled at the question and said,
" It comes from South America, where the women are accustomed to being poked by negroes, who, as I daresay you know, have far bigger " pricks " than European men."
"But surely no European girl could use it? "
"That all depends on the way in which it is done," she answered, " Of course, if a girl in cold blood were to thrust this into her "cunnie," she would simply fail to get it in, in the first place, and in the second she would about kill herself if she succeeded, But if the "cunt " had previously been excited, first of all by Lesbian kisses, and then by an ordinary dildoe,you would find, I think, that, with the help of some vaseline, and a good deal of pressure, " The Giant " as I have named it, would not only go in, but would cause the most exquisite pleasure to the " pussie" in which it would undoubtedly be a moat amazingly if he fit! "
While she was saying this, Bertha had taken out " The School-boy," and had filled the balls with the hot liquid, which, I gathered, was a mixture of milk and isingglass.