Summoned to defend against a counter-offensive from the Germans, he’d been cursing the cold, lack of supplies, disorganization, and general piss poor mood since he’d arrived.
Around him sat regulars and replacements for the companies he’d deployed the night before. The men already looked tired, and they were all cold. Taylor had ordered more clothing and blankets be brought up for his men, but requests were slow in reaching the lines.
The townspeople had been helpful in providing some warm—and more importantly, dry—blankets, but they weren’t enough for the hundreds of men of the 101st who waited out in the cold.
He crumpled a message he’d received from command. Then he thought better of it and carefully smoothed the paper out, folded it and placed it in his pocket. Damn the SS to hell. Damn every one of them.
“Not much we can do about it, sir. We got the call so we got the duty,” his orderly, Corporal Krantz, said.
The kid wasn’t much younger than Taylor, but he had a smooth face and looked like he belonged in a high school classroom instead of sitting in Belgium taking care of him.
Taylor was waiting for someone, anyone, to arrive with a situation map. He’d been stuck out here, blind as a goddamn bat, while his men arrayed themselves against the Germans. His map was outdated and he wasn’t even sure of the disposition of all troops in the Ardennes. Now this news had come down.
“What’s the word on the 28th battalion, sir?” Krantz asked.
“Heard a few guys made it here. It was a massacre. Some companies suffered seventy-five percent casualties,” Taylor said. He didn’t speak of the other thing he’d just become aware of, because it was too heinous to contemplate. Inside, though, his blood seethed.
He frowned at the thought of so many men lost. Now he hoped the 101st didn’t suffer the same fate. His men were spread thin, and they were all under-supplied.
“That the word from them or from higher up?”
“Both,” Krantz said, and stared at the ground.
He was probably thinking one thing: Glad I wasn’t in that grinder. Men were brave, even stupid brave, but when you’re facing an overwhelming force with little ammo, you start praying to God and wishing you were anywhere but between gunsights or sitting in a tiny hole in the ground while the world exploded around you. It made the bravest of men want to run.
“How many made it to sick call?”
“About a dozen. Most are suffering frostbite, but one of the guys in Charlie took some shrapnel to the face. He’s not doing so good.”
“Who was it?” Taylor asked.
“Clines.”
“Christ.”
Clines had been with the division since Normandy, and had been in the thick of fighting. He’d shown exemplary bravery when his company had been tasked with taking out a battery of 88s. Taylor had recommended him for the Silver Star. He had an East Coast accent, and attitude to go with it. The fiery Italian had been begging to get reassigned to a division moving on Italy over a year ago, but his training had been far from over.
Captain Taylor hoped he wouldn’t be sending home another letter tomorrow morning—assuming the Krauts didn’t overrun this location in the night. If they were overrun and taken prisoner, what would that mean exactly? The men he’d just heard about had surrendered in good faith, and look at what had happened to them.
“The replacements got here yesterday, and they’ve been dispatched to the front lines,” Krantz said.
“Did we get enough men?”
“Not nearly, but they’ll help bolster defenses. Could be worse, sir. Could have gotten nothing. We had the typical foul-ups: guys sent to the wrong companies, or with the wrong ratings.”
“Sounds like business as usual in the United States Army,” Taylor said.
Mortars sounded in the distance, but it was hard to tell which side was taking a pounding.
“Be back soon, sir. Off to get some mess,” Krantz said and saluted.
Taylor returned the salute and took out his orders once again, even though he’d read them five times in the last twenty-four hours. Then he read the other message again. The men would know soon enough, so it might as well be he who passed the word.
The mornings here had started and with miserable blasts of frigid air and the sun making rare appearances. At least the clouds stayed overnight. If they cleared off, it would be at least ten degrees cooler, and he was already getting reports of soldiers freezing to death in the night. He’d slept fitfully himself, under a tent that barely qualified as an overhanging of cloth to keep fresh snow off the tiny chunk of ground he’d called his bed.
God curse this cold. His orderly had informed him the night before that it was going to be below zero degrees today. After twenty hundred hours, he’d given up worrying what the temperature was, because he couldn’t feel his face anymore.
The scraps of wood they’d scavenged was damp. It was hard to come by any that was dry because the people of this area had been burning what they could for months before the 101st had arrived.
Still they’d tried to get a roaring fire going, but it had popped and sizzled until early morning. At this rate, he was never going to be warm again. One of the villagers had offered his home, but Taylor slept in the on the ground, like his men.
A pair of GIs stormed out of the woods. They carried their M1s low, but they glanced over their shoulders as they advanced on the Captain’s position.
“Cooper, Wayne, what’s happening out there?”
Cooper had dark eyes that were large and always animated when he spoke. His face bore a six o’clock shadow underneath dirt and gunpowder discharge.
“Krauts hit us an hour ago with some artillery. Then a force of fifteen or twenty, but we managed to flank them. We killed a few, but the rest ran back toward Berlin,” Cooper said.
“Casualties?”
“That’s the thing, Captain,” Cooper said. “Didn’t take any. The Krauts didn’t shoot at us.” He tilted his helmet forward and scratched the back of his head. “It was like they were shell-shocked or something. We hit them, knocked out the whole force, but some got back up and kept coming at us. Took a whole lot of ammo to finish the job. Anyway, we captured one.”
“Good work. Any intel?”
“No sir. This is where it gets weird.” Cooper looked at Wayne.
Wayne shrugged and shook out a Chesterfield.
“Oh?” Captain Taylor said.
“The Kraut didn’t speak at all, sir. We even brought in Big Hoss to intimidate the guy, but he just sat there,” Cooper said.
“Then it got weirder,” Wayne interjected.
Taylor remembered Wayne for one reason in particular: he’d partially lost his voice in a battle, thanks to an unlucky encounter with some artillery shelling, and although he spoke loudly, his words had a hiss to them, like he’d been yelling for an hour.
“Okay,” Taylor said, and waited.
Cooper and Wayne exchanged glances again. Wayne lit his cigarette and inhaled deeply, then blew a stream of smoke upward.
“Well, it was his eyes, sir. They weren’t right,” Cooper continued.
“His eyes weren’t right? What in the hell are you tying to say, Private? Are you suddenly a doc now? Able to see a man’s eyes and know he’s not right?” Taylor asked. He was getting tired of these two pussyfooting around the subject.
“It’s not like that, sir. Wayne saw it too. His eyes turned white, sir. Like white as snow.”
Either these two had been in the field for too long, they were drunk, or they were looking for some R and R.
Playing the crazy card wasn’t going to work with Captain Taylor. He understood that men got scared when they came under fire from the enemy and sometimes their eyes played tricks on them. But Wayne and Cooper had been with him since Normandy and weren’t easily shaken, but a man could break after a while. He’d seen it too many times. Been on the edge himself too many times.