Will pulled a receipt from his wallet and tossed it on the table. “Radio Shack memory stick, bought today, postincident.”
“So we know you stashed it somewhere in the city,” Frazier said contemptuously.
“It’s a big city. On the other hand, I could have dropped it in the mail. Or, I could have given it to someone who may or may not have known what it was. In any event, I can guarantee you that if I don’t regularly and frequently make personal contact with one or more unnamed parties, the memory stick will be sent to the media.” He forced his mouth into a thin smile. “So, gentlemen, don’t fuck with me or anyone I care about.”
Lester massaged his temples. “I know what you’re saying and why you’re saying it, but you don’t really want this ever to get out, do you?”
Will put his glass down and watched its sweaty bottom make a wet ring on the wood. “If I wanted that, I would have sent it to the papers myself. It’s not for me to say whether the public should know. Who the hell am I? I wish I never learned about it. I haven’t had a chance to give it a lot of thought but just knowing it’s there changes-everything.” He suddenly chuckled, punch drunk.
“What’s funny?” Lester asked.
“For a guy named Will, the concept of free will is kind of important.” On a dime, he turned serious again. “Look, I don’t know if free will even exists now. It’s all laid out in advance, right? Nothing’s going to change if your name comes up. Am I right?”
“You got that right,” Frazier said bitterly. “Otherwise you’d be in a thirty-thousand-foot free fall as we speak.”
Will let the man’s venom slide off him. “You’ve lived with this. Doesn’t it affect the way you go about your life?”
“Of course it does,” Lester snapped. “It’s a burden. I’ve got a son, Agent Piper, my youngest boy. He’s twenty-two and he’s got cystic fibrosis. We all know he’s not going to have a normal life expectancy, we accept that. But do you think I like knowing that the date of his death is set in stone? Do you think I want to know that day, or have him know? Of course not!”
Frazier had a different take, one that left Will chilled to the bone: “For me, it makes things easier. I knew that Kerry Hightower and Nelson Elder were going to die when they did. All I did was pull the trigger. I sleep okay.”
Will shook his head and had another drink. “Therein lies the problem, don’t you think? What the hell would the world be like if it was out there and everyone thought like you?”
The high-pitched whine of the engines was the only sound until Lester gave a politician’s answer. “That’s why we go to the lengths we do to keep the Library a secret. We’ve had a remarkable track record for over six decades, thanks to the work of dedicated men like Frazier here. We only mine the data for geopolitical and national security purposes. We don’t willy-nilly make person-specific queries unless there’s an overriding security reason. We are responsible stewards of this miraculous resource. There have been minor-I’d say trivial-breaches and indiscretions in the past that have been dealt with surgically. This Shackleton affair is the first catastrophic breach in Area 51’s history. I hope you understand that.”
Will nodded and leaned as far forward as the table would allow. He bore into the Secretary. “I understand completely. I also understand leverage. If you ever get your hands on my copy of the database, you’ll stick me in the deepest hole you can dig, and to be on the safe side, you’ll make sure everyone I’m close to disappears too. You know it, I know it. I’m just protecting myself. I’m not a theologian or a philosopher. I’m not interested in big moral issues, okay? I didn’t ask to get involved in your world, but it happened, because thirty years ago I was randomly assigned to be Mark Shackleton’s roommate! All I want is to be left alone, retire, and live my puny little life until at least 2027. Your big adversary is a good old country boy who just wants to go fishing.” He reclined and watched Lester’s sagging face fixed in a passive frieze. “Which one of you boys wants to freshen my drink?”
Back in Washington, he was voluntarily held for a two-day debriefing by Frazier and a group of sweethearts from the DIA who made Frazier seem like a humanitarian. They got him to regurgitate everything he knew about the affair, everything except the whereabouts of the memory stick.
When they were done with him, he agreed to execute the same daunting confidentiality agreement that all Area 51 employees had to sign, and he was released, free and clear, into the waiting arms of his brethren at the FBI.
The FBI director ordered that he not be required to undergo further agency questioning or file a report on the last days of the Doomsday investigation. Sue Sanchez, flummoxed and clueless, offered him a package-paid administrative leave until he had his twenty years, then full retirement. He accepted the deal with a smile, and on her way out he gave her a playful pat on the bottom, and winked when she turned in anger.
Will sat back and listened to the dinner table conversation with quiet satisfaction. There was a domestic feel about it, something traditional and archetypal that put his internal rhythms in harmony. There hadn’t been many Piper family dinners when he was growing up, nor could he recall them during the brief time he provided his daughter with a nuclear family.
He slowly chewed his steak and listened to the repartee. His apartment was a pleasant wreck, piled with moving boxes, suitcases, women’s clothing, new pieces of furniture, and bric-a-brac.
Laura tried to refill his wine but he put his hand over the glass to stop her.
“Are you feeling, okay, Dad?” she joked.
“I’m pacing myself,” he said smugly.
“He’s definitely cut down,” Nancy said.
He shrugged. “The new me. Same as the old me but slightly lower blood alcohol levels.”
“Do you feel better for it?” Greg asked.
“Off the record?”
“Yes, sir, off the record.”
“Yeah, I do. Go figure. What’s up with the book, Laura?”
“All systems go. I’m waiting on the galleys and preparing myself for a life of fame and fortune.”
“As long as you’re happy, I’m okay with whatever the future’s got in store for you. Both of you.”
Greg lowered his eyes, nonplussed by the kindness. The reporter in him still had a burning curiosity about the Doomsday case. He had asked Laura the questions out loud, rehearsing them in case he got the nerve to try to interview Will, but knew the subject was taboo. He seriously doubted he’d ever be told, even if he became Will Piper’s son-in-law.
Why had Will been removed from the investigation and declared a fugitive? Why had the case faded from official discussion with no arrests and no resolution? Why had Will been rehabilitated and gently put out to pasture?
Instead he asked, “So what’s in store for you, Will? You going to do a little fishing, put your feet up awhile?”
“No way!” Nancy interjected. “Now that I’ve moved in, Will’s going to be taking in plays, museums, galleries, good restaurants, you name it.”
“I thought you hated New York, Dad.”
“I’m already here. Might as well give it a try. Us retirees got to keep our minds active while the womenfolk solve bank robberies.”
Later, when they were leaving, Will gave his daughter a kiss on the cheek and pulled her out of Greg’s earshot. “You know, I like your guy. I wanted to tell you that. Hold onto him.”
He knew for a fact that Greg Davis was BTH.
Will lay on the bed watching Nancy personalize his bedroom with pictures, a jewelry box, a stuffed bear.
“You okay with this?” she asked.
“It looks nice.”
“I mean, okay with us? Was this a good idea?”
“I think it was.” He patted the mattress. “When you’re done redecorating you should come here and check out your new bed.”
“I’ve slept in it before,” she said, and giggled.
“Yeah, but this is different. It’s communal property now.”