She drifted in a world of gray, where only a thin charcoal line marked the horizon. A cry, shrill and mournful, pierced her confusion. She blinked when the sleek monochrome shape coalesced into streaks of white, black, and powder gray—a seagull.
Sera blinked again, and the gray became heavy clouds over sullen water. The gull surfed the wind off the lake, frozen a moment before it tilted its wings and soared away over a domed building as gray as the water and sky.
She blinked a third time—third time’s always the charm.
Last she remembered, she’d been hunched over a pot of black coffee, trying to decide whether to bother with a mug. Now she was freezing her ass off again, this time halfway down the spit of land that held the wa terfront planetarium, one sleepwalking step away from drowning.
She took a shuddering breath and a careful step back from the water. How had she gotten here? God, what day was it? Had she taken too many happy pills when she’d sworn she wouldn’t take any? Her world was being taken away one piece at a time. Her strength, her job, her poor father. Now her mind.
She backed away from the edge of the jetty and crouched in the shelter of the concave retaining wall. She passed a shaking hand over her hair. Her fingers tangled in knots. The thought that had haunted her longer than she cared to remember slipped unbidden from her tongue: “Am I trying to kill myself?”
“Too late for that.”
She bolted to her feet at the low voice with its soft Southern lilt, as ill fitted to this bleak panorama as to the hard, cold features of the man who spoke.
“You,” she said. “So much for third time’s the charm.”
“Third time?” He shook his head as if sorry for asking. “How are you feeling?”
She opened her mouth to issue a curt snubbing, then stopped. “A little odd, which you already guessed.”
“I suspected.”
“Your fault,” she shot back. “After last night . . .” Had it been last night?
“I waited for you on the bridge to warn you.” His eyes flickered between her and the jetty’s edge where corrugated steel and tumbled boulders held back the gray chop of the lake.
As if he too suspected she wasn’t very stable.
She took a sideways step closer to the water. “I meant later, in my bedroom.” At the memory of his hands on her, a reluctant warmth flushed through her.
He stiffened. “I wasn’t in your bedroom.”
“Like I’m going to believe anything a stalker says.” She stumbled another step toward the edge.
“Sera.” Her name was a warning. “Come back from there.”
“Get away from me.” She let her voice rise in panic.
He held up one appeasing hand. A black tattoo marked his knuckles. “I won’t hurt you.”
She stepped back again, heel to the jagged steel. For good effect, she windmilled her arm.
“Sera.” He leapt, reaching for her.
Sucker. She pivoted, planted a helpful palm between his shoulder blades, and launched him toward the waves.
Anyway, that was her intent. He shouted out a curse. Through his back, she felt his muscles seize, every fiber locking. He teetered impossibly over the rocks.
She fled.
She ran with the lake on one side and the head-high retaining wall on the other. People always walked around the planetarium to snap pictures across the water of the cityscape. If she could get to them before he got to her . . .
The wind whipped tears from her eyes. As if she had a chance with her limp.
Then she realized she was running flat out, no hitch in her step. No pain. Fear was an awesome motivator.
Just not enough to save her.
She felt a jerk at her coat. She clawed the zipper halfway down, slithering free as she ran. But the zipper jammed. The coat slipped down to her thighs, hobbling her. He had an iron grip now, and the coat slid down to her knees.
With a shriek, she tripped and rolled, taking the brunt of the fall on her shoulder so she landed facing him. Kicking violently, she drove him back.
He leaned out of harm’s way, twisting the coat around her knees to bind her legs. All her efforts barely ruffled the black shirt underneath his unbuttoned trench coat.
“Sera,” he roared, “cease at once.”
She landed a weak-ass punch somewhere in the vicinity of his left nipple. He jerked the coat around her knees, and she fell back, panting.
He scowled. “Are you done?”
She bared her teeth. “Come a little closer and ask me again.”
He wrapped another loop of the coat around his big hand, hiding the tattoo she’d glimpsed there. “I did not come to your bedroom last night.”
She kicked with both legs, though the tight binding hampered the blow. “Oh, my mistake. Must’ve been some other tall, dark, and handsome Southerner in exile with a bigger wardrobe budget and better taste than mine.”
“Better taste? I couldn’t say.” His half-lidded gaze lingered on her lips.
The heat in her rose a notch—equal parts exertion, embarrassment, and improvident arousal. “You didn’t say much in my bedroom either, since your tongue was in my mouth.”
That brought his eyes up to hers. His grasp on her coat slackened.
They stared at each other.
“The eyes were wrong,” she murmured. She couldn’t suppress a shiver as she met his gaze, dark with a hint of earthy color, like a blackened bronze. “I knew it then. And fell for it anyway.”
The buttoned vee of his shirt revealed a sprinkling of dark hairs. The man in her room had been smooth skinned, with unmarked hands, as if he hadn’t gotten the details quite right.
“The demon takes the form of temptation.” He shifted back onto his heels, dropping the coat. “That’s the nature of demons.”
She rallied her attention to scowl. “Demon? You mean the drugs? But I hadn’t taken any.” Her conscience pricked her. “Lately.”
“You’re an addict?” Ignoring her sputtered protest, he nodded once and rose to his feet, lithe despite his size. “That does make possession easier.”
“I have a prescription.” She staggered up. “I can’t be charged with possession of illegal drugs.”
“I don’t care what you possess, but what seeks to possess you.”
“Never mind the drug charges.” She kicked away the traitorous coat. “Who was in my room?”
“As I said, the demon.”
She sagged against the wall. The concrete leached the last of her warmth. Nothing made sense—not his words, not her sudden physical well-being, not the strange rock that had appeared out of nowhere in her shower. “Demon?”
His sigh deepened with frustration. “A circular conversation going nowhere. This is why I don’t handle newly possessed talyan.”
She pictured those white eyes pierced with infinity, the odd stone glowing in her palm. “Was he your twin?”
“I have no brothers. And it wasn’t a he. An it. A demon escaped from hell.” He angled his gaze down at her. “You thought I was with you?”
She ignored that. “Part two. Who are you?”
“Ferris Archer. I followed the emanations from the demon realm, which led me to you.”
“Do you really expect me to believe any of this? That I’ve been possessed by a—a demon?”
“Belief is beside the point. It is true.”
It was like being told she would soon be killed by a falling piano. Of course she didn’t believe him. And yet she couldn’t help looking up. “Demons don’t exist.”
“Not corporeally, not in this world. Which is why it has clothed itself in your flesh.”
The lake wind swirled, and an inadvertent shudder ripped through her. She wrapped her arms around her waist, as if she might feel different. “And what if I’m not interested in sharing my flesh?”
A muscle in his jaw tensed. “You can cast it out, before it ascends, before it sets roots in your soul and its mark on your skin. But the price is high.”