One morning shortly after their return from St. Louis, she came home with baskets of her clean laundry to find Luc standing on her porch waiting for her. The mountain was out, and the sky was the same warm blue as his eyes. His dark blond hair was finger-combed and he looked like he should come with a warning labeclass="underline" Hazardous to your health. He kissed her hello and helped her carry her laundry inside. Then he led her to his motorcycle parked by the curb.
“No one will see your face,” he said as he handed her a helmet. “So you don’t have to worry about my bad reputation.”
If she didn’t know better, she’d think his feelings were hurt. “It’s not your reputation that worries me as much as people assuming I slept with you to get an interview.”
“I’ve been meaning to talk to you about that article.”
“What about it?”
He fixed her chin strap and his fingers brushed her throat. “You said I was aloof.”
“So?”
“I’m not aloof. I just don’t give interviews.”
She rolled her eyes at him. “What did you think of the rest of the article?”
He ducked his head and kissed her. “Next time you mention my fast hands, you could say something about how big they are. And my feet too.”
She laughed. “Big feet. Big hands. Big… heart.”
“Exactly.”
Jane hopped on the bike behind him, and they headed for Snoqualmie Falls. It was fifty-eight degrees, and Jane wore jeans, a sweatshirt, and a pea coat for the thirty-minute ride. The falls were nothing new to Jane. She’d seen them many times, mostly on field trips in grade school, but she never got used to the awesome power and beauty of the 270-foot falls.
They were alone on the observation platform, and Luc stood behind Jane and wrapped his arms around her. The noon sun shot rainbows into the spray rising from the mist below. Beneath their feet, the platform shuddered with the force of nature. Within Luc’s embrace, Jane’s heart shuddered too, helpless against the natural force that drew her to him. She melted back into his chest as if she belonged there, wrapped in his arms.
He rested his chin on top of her head, and they talked about the falls and about the hockey season. The Chinooks had won forty out of sixty-one games and unless they totally unraveled before April 15, they were pretty much assured a playoff position. Luc’s goals against average had risen to an impressive 1.96, the best of his career.
They talked about Marie, who seemed to be making friends and adjusting a bit to life in Seattle with a brother she hadn’t known until a few months ago. They talked about boarding school, and how he still hadn’t made a decision concerning that. And they talked about growing up, and to her surprise, Luc hadn’t been rich and famous all his life.
“I drove a rusted-out truck,” he said. “I saved for a whole year to buy a stereo and brand-new Playboy mud flaps. I thought I was something. Too bad I was the only one.”
“Don’t tell me you didn’t get a lot of action in high school.”
“I played too much hockey to get any action. Well, not any good action. You probably had more dates than I did.”
She laughed. “I had bad hair, bad clothes, and a Mercury Bobcat with a wire hanger for an antenna.”
He squeezed her against his solid chest. “I would have dated you.”
She doubted it. “No way. Even I didn’t go out with losers with Playboy mud flaps.”
They ate lunch at the Salish Lodge, made famous by the television series Twin Peaks. Beneath the table he held her hand while he whispered inappropriate things just to see her blush. And on the drive home, Jane stuck her hands underneath his leather jacket and spread her fingers across his flat belly. Through his shirt, she felt his muscles, and through his Levi’s, she felt his full erection.
When they reached her apartment, he helped her off the bike and practically pulled her through her front door. He tossed their helmets and his jacket on the couch. “You’re going to be sorry you decided to tease me for the last half hour.”
She made her eyes go wide as she shucked her coat and tossed it by his. “What are you going to do? Feed me my lunch?”
“I already fed you lunch. What I’m going to feed you now is better than lunch.”
She laughed. “What could be better than Salish burgers?”
“Dessert.”
“Sorry, I don’t eat dessert. It makes me fat.”
“Well, I’m going to have some.” He took her face in his hands. “I’m going to have your sweet spot.”
And he did. Several times. Two nights later, he invited her to his condo for dinner with him and Marie. While he cooked salmon, Jane helped his sister with her English homework. Throughout the evening, there was only one tense moment when Luc made Marie drink her milk.
“I’m sixteen,” she argued. “I don’t need to drink milk.”
“Do you want to be short and stumpy?” he asked her.
Marie’s eyes narrowed. “I’m not short and stumpy.”
“Not now, but look at your aunt Louise.”
Evidently, Aunt Louise must have been an osteoporosis nightmare, because without further argument Marie picked up her glass and drank her milk. Luc then turned his attention to Jane. He looked at her full glass and then at her.
“I’m already short and stumpy,” she said.
“You’re not stumpy-yet. But if you get any shorter, you’ll only be waist-high.” Then a beautiful smile curved his lips, and without a word, he reached for her glass and downed her milk.
He was such a bad man.
The night before they were to leave for a ten-day grind, he came to her apartment. When he knocked on her door, she was in the middle of her latest Honey Pie story, and not having a lot of success. Mostly because she was thinking of Luc and trying very hard not to write him into the story again. She shut her laptop and let him in.
A heavy rain had wet his hair and the shoulders of his jacket. He dug into the pocket and pulled out a white box about the size of her hand. “I saw this and thought of you,” he said.
She had no idea what to expect when she lifted the lid off the little box. She really wasn’t used to men giving her gifts, except perhaps cheap lingerie. Which she’d always figured was more for them than for her.
Inside the box, nestled on white tissue paper, was a crystal shark. Neither edible nor crotchless, it was the most thoughtful present any man had ever given her. And it touched her more than he would ever know.
“I love it,” she said and held it up to the light. Multicolored prisms shot across the front of Luc’s jacket and the hollow of his throat.
“It’s not much.”
He was wrong. So wrong. She closed her hand around the shards of light, but she could not contain the love she felt clear down to the very center of her soul. As she watched him unzip his jacket and toss it on her sofa, she knew she should tell him about the Honey Pie column. She should warn him and put a good spin on it. But if she told him, she could lose him. Here. Tonight.
She couldn’t tell him. If she did, he’d probably end their relationship, and she couldn’t afford for anyone to have that kind of information about her. So she kept quiet. Kept it inside, where it ate at her conscience, while she tried to convince herself that perhaps he’d be okay with the article.
She hadn’t taken a look at the column since she’d sent it off. Maybe it wasn’t as obvious as she remembered. She wrapped her arms around his neck. She wanted to tell him she was sorry and that she loved him. “Thank you,” she said, “I really love it.” Then she took him to her bedroom and apologized the only way she could.