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To finish that which they did not begin:

Their fate must always be the same as yours,

To suffer the loss they were afraid of, yes,

Holders of one position, wrong for years.

November 1929 ,,

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Consider this and in our time

As the hawk sees it or the helmeted airman:

The clouds rift suddenly—look there

At cigarette-end smouldering on a border

At the first garden party of the year.

Pass on, admire the view of the massif

Through plate-glass windows of the Sport Hotel;

Join there the insufficient units

Dangerous, easy, in furs, in uniform

And constellated at reserved tables

Supplied with feelings by an efficient band

Relayed elsewhere to farmers and their dogs

Sitting in kitchens in the stormy fens.

Long ago, supreme Antagonist,

More powerful than the great northern whale

Ancient and sorry at life's- limiting defect,

In Cornwall, Mendip, or the Pennine moor

Your comments on the highborn mining-captains,

Found they no answer, made them wish to die

—Lie since in barrows out of harm.

You talk to your admirers every day

By silted harbours, derelict works,

In strangled orchards, and the silent comb Where dogs have worried or a bird was shot. Order the ill that they attack at once: Visit the ports and, interrupting The leisurely conversation in the bar Within a stone's throw of the sunlit water, Beckon'your chosen out. Summon

Those handsome and diseased youngsters, those women

Your solitary agents in the country parishes;

And mobilise the powerful forces latent

In soils that make the farmer brutal

In the infected sinus, and the eyes of stoats.

Then, ready, start your rumour, soft

But horrifying in its capacity to disgust

Which, spreading magnified, shall come to be

A polar peril, a prodigious alarm,

Scattering the people, as torn-up paper

Rags and utensils in a sudden gust,

Seized with immeasurable neurotic dread.

Financier, leaving your little room Where the money is made but not spent, You'll need your typist and your boy no more; The game is up for you and for the others, Who, thinking, pace in slippers on the lawns. Of College Quad or Cathedral Close, Who are born nurses, who live in shorts Sleeping with people and playing fives. Seekers after happiness, all who follow The convolutions of your simple wish, It is later than you think; nearer that day Far other than that distant afternoon Amid rustle of frocks and stamping feet They gave the prizes to the ruined boys. You cannot be away, then, no Not though you pack to leave within an hour, Escaping humming down arterial roads:

The date was yours; the prey to fugues, Irregular breathing and alternate ascendancies After some haunted migratory years To disintegrate on an instant in the explosion of mania Or lapse for ever into a classic fatigue. (

March 1930

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This lunar beauty Has no history Is complete and early; If beauty later Bear any feature It had a lover And is another.

This like a dream Keeps other time And daytime is The loss of this; For time is inches And the heart's changes Where ghost has haunted Lost and wanted.

But this was never A ghost's endeavour Nor finished this, Was ghost at ease; And till it pass Love shall not near The sweetness here Nor sorrow take His endless look.

April 19 30

To ask the hard question is simple; Asking at meeting

With the simple glance of acquaintance

To what these go

And how these do:

To ask the hard question is simple,

The simple act of the confused will.

But the answer

Is hard and hard to remember:

On steps or on shore

The ears listening

To words at meeting,

The eyes looking

At the hands helping,

Are never sure

Of what they learn

From how these things are done.

And forgetting to listen or see

Makes forgetting easy;

Only remembering the method of remembering, Remembering only in another way, Only the strangely exciting lie, Afraid

To remember what the fish ignored,

How the bird escaped, or if the sheep obeyed.

Till, losing memory, Bird, fish, and sheep are ghostly, And ghosts must do again What gives them pain. Cowardice cries For windy skies, Coldness for water, Obedience for a master.

Shall memory restore

The steps and the shore,

The face and the meeting place;

Shall the bird live,

Shall the fish dive,

And sheep obey

In a sheep's way;

Can love remember

The question and the answer,

For love recover

What has been dark and rich and warm all over?

? August 1930

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Doom is dark and deeper than any sea-dingle. Upon what man it fall In spring, day-wishing flowers appearing, Avalanche sliding, white snow from rock-face, That he should leave his house,

No cloud-soft hand can hold him, restraint by women;

But ever that man goes

Through place-keepers, through forest trees,

A stranger to strangers over undried sea,

Houses for fishes, suffocating water,

Or lonely on fell as chat,

By pot-holed becks

A bird stone-haunting, an unquiet bird.

There head falls forward, fatigued at evening,

And dreams of home,

Waving from window, spread of welcome.

Kissing of wife under single sheet;

But waking sees

Bird-flocks nameless to him. through doorway voices Of new men making another love.

Save him from hostile capture, From sudden tiger's spring at corner; Protect his house,

His anxious house where days are counted

From thunderbolt protect,

From gradual ruin spreading like a stain;

Converting number from vague to certain,

Bring joy, bring day of his returning,

Lucky with day approaching, with leaning dawn.

August 1930

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What's in your mind, my dove, my coney; Do thoughts grow like feathers, the dead end of life; Is it making of love or counting of money, Or raid on the jewels, the plans of a thief?

Open your eyes, my dearest dallier; Let hunt with your hands for escaping me; Go through the motions of exploring the familiar; Stand on the brink of the warm white day.

Rise with the wind, my great big serpent; Silence the birds and darken the air; Change me with terror, alive in a moment; Strike for the heart and have me there.

November 1930

"O where are you going?" said reader to rider, "That valley is fatal where furnaces burn, Yonder's the midden whose odours will madden, That gap is the grave where the tall return."

"O doyou imagine," said fearer to farer, "That dusk will delay on your path to the pass, Your diligent looking discover the lacking Your footsteps feel from granite to grass?"

"0 what was that bird," said horror to hearer, "Did you see that shape in the twisted trees? Behind you swiftly the figure comes softly, The spot on your skin is a shocking disease?"

"Out of this house"—said rider to reader "Yours never will"—said farer to fearer "They're looking for you"—said hearer to horror As he left them there, as he left them there.

from "The Orators": October 1931

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(TO MY PUPILS)

Though aware of our rank and alert to obey orders, Watching with binoculars the movement of the grass for an