“I’ve been blind since I was ten years old,” the Skinner said, “but my eyes are the only parts of me that don’t work well. Believe it or not, my girlfriend threw me out of her apartment.”
“In the middle of the night? Morning? Whatever? Hell of a thing to do to someone sight impaired.”
“It was mostly my fault. I picked a bad time to confess that once, in a moment of weakness, I made love to her… I’m almost ashamed to say this.”
“Go ahead,” the cabbie said. “I’ve heard everything. Taxis are like confessionals.”
“I had sex with her mother.”
The cabbie shook his head and laughed. “Pardon me. I know it ain’t funny. But I can see how it could happen. I mean, my mother-in-law had a body made me wish my wife took after her and not her father. Why the hell did you tell her?”
“Conscience,” said the Skinner. “I’ve always been plagued by my conscience. Don’t make the same mistake. You can see where it gets you.”
“Not to worry about me,” the cabbie said. They drove in silence for a while. “I gotta ask…”
“The mother,” the Skinner said.
The cabbie laughed again. “Makes sense. More experience.” He made a left turn and headed toward the park. “I guess you won’t make that mistake again, huh?”
“Neither mistake,” the Skinner said, easing over to where the cabbie couldn’t see him in the rearview mirror. He raised his tinted glasses and dabbed at his watering eyes with his shirtsleeve.
If he could make it into the park and stay out of sight, hide in the bushes or woods for a while, he should be able to wait until whatever Jane Nixon had sprayed in his eyes had worn off, at least to the point where he could see clearly and his eyes weren’t so itchy and watery. It wouldn’t hurt for it to be daylight out, either.
When the cab came to a stop and the cabbie called out the fare, the Skinner handed him what he thought was a twenty-dollar bill and told him to keep the change.
“You sure?” the cabbie asked.
“Sure,” said the Skinner, and opened the cab door on what he figured was the sidewalk side.
“You want some help?” the cabbie asked.
“No. I’ll just lean on that wall a little while and I’ll be fine. This is my neighborhood, so it’s familiar to me. I’ll be able to figure out enough to make my way on my own.”
“You positive?”
“Positive,” the Skinner confirmed. “I don’t want to seem stubborn, but I like to think I’m not completely helpless.”
“Okay. I can understand that. Good luck to you, friend.”
The Skinner waited until he heard the cab drive away; then he made his way not toward one of the apartment buildings behind him, but toward the park. Through his tears he could see oncoming headlights. They were some distance up the street, so he knew he’d be able to cross safely enough.
As for Central Park at night, that could be dangerous.
The Skinner had to smile.
Fedderman didn’t feel like getting out of bed and going to work. Mostly, he didn’t feel like leaving Penny. He looked over at her across the white plain of his pillow. It felt so natural waking up next to her, smelling her perfume, feeling the warmth of her. As if they’d been doing this for decades instead of days.
Penny was breathing deeply and evenly, her lips slightly parted. Fedderman couldn’t know for sure, but he thought she might be smiling in her sleep.
It was ironic, Fedderman thought, how something so tragic could be the source of something as wonderful as his relationship with Penny. It would seem, since he was part of the investigation into her sister’s murder, that the gruesome crime would be a barrier between them. Instead, it seemed to make them closer, as if sharing the knowledge of such a thing had created a bond. They understood intimately the fickle nature of death and appreciated each other all the more. That the death was so vivid and real made life all the more so.
His cell phone on the table by the bed began vibrating and buzzing loudly, bouncing on the smooth wood surface. Fedderman knew that if he didn’t grab it fast it would dance off the table. If it missed the throw rug, it might shatter on the hardwood floor.
He located the phone by touch almost immediately, closed his hand around it, and drew it close to him. It pulsed again, like a live bird cupped in his hand. He was aware of Penny, a pair of sleep-puffed eyes. She was up on one elbow, curious to know who was calling.
Fedderman looked at caller ID and pressed the talk button, silently mouthing work to Penny. She let her head fall back on the pillow.
“Where are you, Feds?” Quinn’s voice asked on the phone.
“Whaddya mean, where am I?” Not that it’s anybody’s business. Fedderman felt the light touch of Penny’s fingertips on his bare stomach, then his thigh.
“Never mind,” Quinn said. “Where you need to be is what concerns me. Come in to the office ASAP. Something interesting’s going on.”
Something interesting here, too. “What is it?” Fedderman asked.
But Quinn was no longer on the phone.
“Damn it!”
“Something wrong?” Penny asked.
“The only thing I know for sure is wrong is that I have to get dressed and leave.”
Fedderman wouldn’t mention it to Penny, but as he came more awake he felt a growing eagerness to learn the reason for Quinn’s call. There’d been something in Quinn’s voice, the controlled urgency of a predator closing in on its prey. Signaling the rest of the pack. Fedderman the predator had heard the message and caught the mood. Penny couldn’t be expected to understand that, when Fedderman didn’t himself.
He did know that over a week had passed since Tanya Moody’s body was discovered. It was about time for the Skinner to take another victim, spill more blood. He was following a classic serial-killer pattern, striking more often and with increasing viciousness.
Fedderman climbed out of bed, stood on the cool hardwood floor, and looked around. He even stooped to glance under the bed.
Where the hell…?
“What’s going on?” Penny asked, propped back up on her elbow.
“Jockey shorts,” Fedderman said, “if I can find them.”
“Go ahead and take your shower,” Penny said, getting out of bed. “I’ll find your shorts. If I don’t, you can wear something of mine.”
It took Fedderman a few seconds to realize she was joking.
Out on the sidewalk, he felt an exhilarating disconnection from the people around him. They were on their way to work, maybe some of them with night jobs coming home from work, doing normal things, thinking everyday thoughts.
Fedderman knew he looked like one of them, but this morning he was different.
Behind him lay the woman he loved, sexually sated and alone, and he was on the hunt. Ancient blood ruled his thinking. If the tone of Quinn’s voice was any indication, they were closing in on a killer.
Fedderman’s wrist brushed his thigh, and his shirt cuff came unbuttoned. He didn’t notice. He quickened his pace.
79
The office was warm but dry, and not much street noise filtered in from outside. Expectancy charged the air like high-tension electricity.
Quinn was waiting until Fedderman had arrived before going into detail for Vitali, Mishkin, and Pearl.
Fedderman entered the office and glanced around. “So where’s the suspect?”
Quinn looked at Fedderman’s eyes. He’s joking, but he’s locked in .
“You said on the phone you had something interesting,” Fedderman said. “I figured there’d been an arrest.”
“You seem pissed off,” Pearl said. “Is there some personal reason you didn’t want to come in a little early this morning?”
Pearl and her antenna, Fedderman thought. But then it didn’t take a genius to know what was going on. Penny was attractive.
Quinn, knowing what Pearl was thinking, smiled over at her.
Damned Quinn!
Fedderman walked over to the coffee brewer as if he hadn’t heard what Pearl said. He poured himself half a cup and added cream. Stirred with one of the plastic spoons.