Training will start soon, and I don't have the strength at all. I need to talk to my doctor about this.
Tired.
Day 13.
Today is Friday, January 13, 2069.
13: 11. Ail was urgently transferred to the neurological department, because he began to have seizures.
I won't write any more today, even if Sophie insists.
Day 14.
Today is January 14, 2069, Saturday.
06: 22. Sleep:
I am 8 years old, I am in a country two-story wooden house. I went through all the rooms looking for my parents. I went out into the yard, ran around the entire territory, went into the garage and warehouse, but found no one. It was getting dark outside, and I decided to look for my parents in the nearest forest, but before I could enter it, I heard a loud shout, they were calling for me. When I turned around, I saw our house completely engulfed in flames. The door was open, and through it I noticed my parents standing in the hallway. They beckoned me with their hand, saying, " Katsu, dear, come to us, we missed you. Catsu… Catsu! " There was a crackle of fire all around. I heard our balcony collapse, but I still went to my parents and cried. I had 5 steps left to fall into their arms, but a glass wall appeared in front of me. I started hitting it, trying to break it, but it didn't work. When I saw the fire coming, I started shouting, " Mom, Dad, go away! There's a fire! Fire! " – but they continued to beckon me to them without moving from their place. Then they were engulfed in flames, and their parents began to moan in pain, begging for forgiveness. Then I woke up in a cold sweat.
Mom and Dad died on November 10, 2068, while flying on a business trip. The plane on which the parents were flying at 15:32 collided with a cargo plane, which had a faulty radar, so it did not send a signal about its location and could not receive it from other planes either. One of the versions of why the workers allowed the faulty plane to take off from the ground is their bribery by the heir of a large company, who received it thanks to the death of his older brother in this crash.
In a couple of seconds I became an orphan, in a moment I lost the only people close to me. Along with them, appetite and healthy sleep disappeared, and after the rebirth ceremony, the desire to live was buried along with their ashes.
Like all the relatives of those who died in this plane crash, I received psychological help, which improved my health for a while. I even resumed classes in the Criminal Procedure Code, and then decided to kill myself. But from fear and exhaustion, he lost consciousness, and ended up in the hospital.
After discharge, I will definitely look into the grove, but I can't dwell on their deaths, because my life goes on, at least that's what the doctor says.
Day 15.
Today is January 15, 2069, Sunday.
11:23. Sophie will be resting next week. Finally, no one will force me to keep a daily diary, finish my porridge, go for a walk and exercise, participate in quizzes. But that's all from tomorrow, and today I'm going to have an active life again.
In the evening, the nurses want to organize a table tennis competition, where the winner will have the opportunity to create their own menu for tomorrow. I think I can leave the room for that (no, but Sophie will make me do it anyway).
Diana also continues to communicate with me and share news from the world. Because of her allergies, she can't get a furry pet, but that doesn't stop her from constantly sending me cute animal videos. We need to talk to Sophie about this, now there are many breeds of cats and dogs for allergy sufferers. I think Diana will be thrilled to have a new friend.
17:43. I was skeptical about table tennis, but it was even interesting. The rules are very simple, you just need to have a good reaction speed and agility. I reached the semifinals (I didn't have enough strength for more). I'll leave it to the students.
Day 16.
Today is January 23, 2069, Monday.
16: 26. Sophie has returned and, having learned that I haven't kept a diary all week, demands that I fill it out.
On the 16th there was a weigh-in, my weight was 41 kg. If I continue to gain weight at this rate, I will soon be discharged.
On the 17th, I met Ail on a walk, and he had black eyes and an unhealthy complexion.
On the 18th, the nurses asked me to play a game of chess, after which the opponent demanded a rematch, and I agreed to it. In the end, I was still the winner, then I went to bed.
On the 19th and 20th, many were discharged.
On the 21st and 22nd, most of the people went home. There were 3 patients left in the department, so the nurses decided to take us for a walk and took us to the theater. We watched the play "Descended from Heaven", which showed the story of an angel who once in 10 years descended from heaven to save the first soul that came across.
That's all.
Today the scales showed 43 kg.
Yesterday I was transferred money for accommodation. Due to the fact that I am an adult, all the property of my parents has passed to me by inheritance, but the system still pays me the amount necessary for life on a monthly basis. This will continue until I enter an official job.
Now I have enough money to buy a studio. I think I should move out of my last apartment as soon as I'm released.
Day 17.
Today is January 24, 2069, Tuesday.
11:26. For breakfast, we were given compote, chicken broth, vegetable salad, oatmeal cookies, a sandwich with butter and cheese. I ate everything.
15:09. Sophie makes me drag the boxes again. I'm tired.
19: 31. I was forced to play checkers. This time the game was much more interesting, a couple of times I even doubted my victory, but still remained the champion. I didn't have time to find out my opponent's name. She just showed up in our department today. I'll have time to talk to her later.
Day 18.
Today is Wednesday, January 25, 2069.
10:46. Sophie didn't show up for her shift today. I asked Diana for the reason, but she ignores my messages.
For breakfast we were served a vegetable salad, buckwheat with chicken cutlet, a slice of bitter chocolate and hot milk, but I asked for tea.
In the morning, in the dining room, I did not notice the girl with whom we played yesterday.
22:32. She met me at lunch.
Her name is Norma Mads, and she turned 17 on January 13. She is studying at the 7th stage in the class of the artistic image of the sign. It is bright in every sense. Norma has fair skin, light brown hair, and gray eyes. She is energetic and constantly smiles. Come to think of it, I couldn't help but smile myself as she pricked out all the information about me with her curious eyes. I think she wanted to know something I'd never thought of myself. I'm usually annoyed by intrusive people, but today I was in a good mood and I just wanted to talk to someone.
For a pleasant conversation, time flies by quickly, and if I hadn't been called to practice, our discussion would have dragged on until dinner.
Norma was shocked to find out my weight and tried to feed me her lunch, claiming that she wasn't hungry because she ate sweets.
She didn't come to dinner.
We were served a delicious steamed turkey chop with a vegetable stew. The cook, noticing my appetite, offered me a supplement, which I could not refuse. I became friends with this kind-hearted woman while I was helping Sophie move the boxes. Therefore, now at any time I can ask for sweet tea, to which a cheesecake or a muffin will be added.
After selecting new antidepressants, I fall asleep quickly and easily, which is good news. And in general, my condition is improving. I think I'll be discharged soon.
Day 19.
Today is Thursday, January 26, 2069.
13: 01. Norma from breakfast walks backwards and asks about my interests, food preferences, fears. Then he begins to tell some story about his niece, whose name is Mary. I'm not usually interested in other people's lives, but Norma's voice sounds so pleasant and calm that I want to listen to her, whether she's talking about the universal Masonic conspiracy or her kitten. I am ready to support any dialogue, the main thing is to hear her voice.