Women want love. Men don’t care about love. They just want sex.
What’s a girl to do with throwbacks and bottom feeders?
Lucy set the letter and news clipping with the rest and slipped the gloves from her hands. She felt like the world had fallen out from under her feet. It was as if she was being pulled down into someone else’s sick reality. The telephone rang, and she nearly jumped out of her skin. She looked at the caller ID and didn’t recognize the number. No way in hell was she going to pick up. She had the sensation of being watched, and she ran around her house, room to room, shutting all the curtains and blinds.
In the living room she sank onto her couch and stared across the room at her chinoiserie entertainment armoire, at the black lacquer paint and gold pavilion scenes. Her pulse pounded in her throat and she swallowed past the dry knot of fear choking her.
Why? Why had a psycho decided to contact her? She didn’t live her books. They were fiction. She wrote fictions; not road maps to murder. She didn’t want to be involved in this. It was sick and twisted and made her feel as if someone with cold, evil hands was playing with her life. She wished she’d never gone to her PO box. She wished she could close her eyes and it would all just go away.
Lucy didn’t know how long she sat there thinking, trying to figure out what to do, when in reality she’d known what to do the whole time.
She reached for her phone and dialed.
Chapter 11
Hungryman: Seeks Snack Tray…
Using a pair of tweezers, Quinn slid the third letter into a clear evidence bag and sealed it. He set it on the table beside the others and placed the tweezers in a small collection kit. If they were lucky, they’d get some good prints and DNA. If not, at least Breathless was talking. Like a lot of organized killers, she couldn’t stop herself from bragging. He just wished like hell she’d chosen to talk to anyone but Lucy Rothschild.
The last time he’d been standing in this kitchen, Lucy had slapped his face, then kicked him out. Not that he blamed her. He’d figured he’d never be in her house again. Not in a million years, but then this wasn’t exactly a social call.
“Are you sure you can’t think of anyone who might’ve written those letters?” Kurt asked Lucy. He sat in front of her chair with his notebook open on his lap.
She shook her head. “It could be anyone.”
Quinn tucked the ends of his blue-and-green silk tie between two buttons on the front of his green dress shirt and planted his palms next to the evidence spread out in front of him. If he had to guess, he’d say Breathless had used Microsoft Word to construct the letters; he hoped the printer was more distinctive.
Without lifting his head, he raised his gaze to Lucy. She was pale but every bit as beautiful as when he’d seen her three days ago. She wore a pink shirt that laced up the front and a pair of jeans. The second he’d entered the house, he’d recognized the look in her blue eyes. No matter how much she tried to hide it behind anger, she was scared shitless.
“Do you have any fans whose appreciation for your work seems out of proportion?”
She took a deep breath and blew it out slowly. “Well, yeah. To me it seems out of proportion much like Trekkies seem out of proportion, but nothing as crazy as this.” She’d pulled her blonde hair into a ponytail high on her head, and she looked young and very vulnerable. A slight purple bruise marked her collarbone. It was hardly noticeable really, but Quinn had noticed within seconds of seeing her. Maybe because he’d put it there.
Quinn had spent the past three days interviewing Robert Patterson’s friends and relatives, going over phone records and credit card receipts. He’d discovered that, like the other victims, Robert had dated heavily online. Quinn had gathered a list of names from Robert’s e-mail program; many of them he’d already crossed off the suspect list. Quinn had spent a lot of time rethinking the direction of the investigation, too. Perhaps Breathless wasn’t meeting men online. And he’d spent a lot of time thinking about Lucy. Maybe he could have done some things differently where she’d been concerned.
As Kurt pressed Lucy about her friends and fans, Quinn’s gaze moved to her full, pink mouth. He’d been working undercover to stop a killer. He’d worked within the legal guidelines, which allowed him to do or say anything as long as it didn’t taint evidence. Yeah, he’d lied, deceived, and talked dirty to Lucy. He’d kissed and touched her, and the whole time he’d stayed within the rules. He’d just been doing his job. At least that’s what he told himself.
Too bad he wasn’t a better liar.
“My friends wouldn’t do anything like this,” she told Kurt, and Quinn’s gaze slid once again down the side of her throat to the little mark on her collarbone. Yeah, he could tell himself and everyone else that he’d just been doing his job, but the fact was that he’d enjoyed it a little too much. He’d enjoyed hearing her laughter and seeing her smile. He’d enjoyed the hell out of kissing and touching and hearing her little moans. He’d enjoyed looking at her in his mirror as he’d touched her breasts and played with her through the thin lace of her bra. He’d enjoyed seeing the desire reflected in her blue eyes and the soft intake of her breath.
He’d picked her up to carry her to his bedroom, but he’d only made it as far as the hall. He’d like to tell himself he’d only stopped to catch his breath, but that wasn’t true. He’d stopped because he’d wanted to get her naked away from the prying eyes and ears of the audio and video equipment. Like a jealous lover, he’d wanted her all to himself.
He’d kissed her bare breasts and touched between her legs, and he couldn’t remember when he’d enjoyed himself so much. He’d felt like a kid again, touching and rubbing and tearing at each other’s clothes. He’d enjoyed the hell out of making her come and the touch of her soft hand inside his pants, wrapped around him. And while they’d been getting hot and sweating, he’d never forgotten his job. Not for one second. He just hadn’t cared. The way she’d looked at him, touched him, whispered his name, had made him want her with a ferocity that had trumped his self-control and made her more dangerous than a pack of serial killers armed with flexi-cuffs.
“What do you know of The Peacock Society?” Kurt asked.
“Peacock Society? You mean those women who wear colorful hats with feathers sticking out?” She shrugged. “Not much, other than I think you have to be over fifty, loving life, and loving to clash.”
“You’ve never spoken at any of their chapter meetings?”
She shook her head. “No. Why would I? I write mysteries. Not rah-rah sisterhood stuff.”
There were twenty-two chapters of The Peacock Society in Boise alone, and Quinn had contacted all of them and requested member profiles and rosters. He was also waiting for a membership roster and profiles from the Women of Mystery and the latest toxicology report from the coroner’s office.
“What about the Women of Mystery?” Quinn asked her.
Lucy turned her head slightly and looked at him out of the corners of her eyes. If he’d had any doubt about her feelings for him, the daggers in the depth of those dark blues would have cleared up all confusion.
Her voice was perfectly bland when she asked, “What about them?”
“They seemed to know the plot of the book you’re currently working on.”
“So?”
“Has it occurred to you that your book has a lot in common with the way Breathless operates?”
She turned to look at him fully. “Not really. I know she’s suffocating her victims, but it could be a coincidence. If you want to control someone’s breathing, there’s several different ways to do it.” She pointed to the evidence on the table all neatly bagged. “That person doesn’t say how she’s killing these men.”