Tina had a two bedroom apartment with fifteen foot high ceilings on the upper West side and a cat named Siam. One Friday night after her last show at the Tampa Lounge, Toni took a cab to Tina's. Dinner was on the table when she got there. "See I can cook too," she said proudly as she served up a fluffy and quite perfect Spanish omelet following a delicious Gazpacho soup.
"I'll say," Toni said with her mouth full. Over coffee they smoked a joint and sipped Brandy.
"Would you like to see some movies?" Tina asked with a strange smile. "Movies? You feel like going to a movie now?" "No silly, I mean right here." "You mean home movies?"
"Well kind of… "
"Kind of like what?"
"Pornies, fuck and suck films starring yours truly."
Tina went into the next room and brought out a movie projector and threaded a reel of 8mm film through the sprockets. "OK hit the lights and sit back. Popcorn?" Toni laughed and lit a cigarette and looked at the blank wall with interest as the film began
to roll.
"She's into a lot of funny stuff," she thought to herself as a grainy and slightly blurred image of Tina burst into view on the wall.
"Focus!" Tina yelled and fiddled with a knob bringing herself in to focus.
It was a much younger Tina that flashed there in the darkened apartment in the hard, brittle colors of 8mm splendor. The camera was set on her face in a tight close up. Her hair seemed even more bleached and straw like then it did now and her eye makeup was on a bit crooked. Her lipstick looked almost purple and a bit comical. As the camera pulled back slowly her beautiful tits came into view. It stayed there for a second before she flashed a smile and waved with her hand.
She was sitting on a straight back chair and she was completely naked. From a doorway a skinny kid with pimples and a very white body walked into the room. He had a hard-on and when Tina turned and saw him she gave a mock start of shock. He walked up to her and shoved his cock into her face. She turned slightly with her eyes still on the camera and started sucking him off. He poked his prick roughly in and out of her mouth and massaged the top of her head.
The camera zoomed in to a tight close up of his cock in her mouth. She smiled. Another cock suddenly flashed into view over her right shoulder and poked her arms. She slid her mouth off his prick and looked to her right to find the other member staring her in the face. Again she popped her eyes open in amazement and shook her head is disbelief. A hand reached down and fondled her left tit. Then she started sucking on the newly arrived penis. Every four seconds she spit out one cock and started sucking the other in a relay.
A man's ass flashed into the eye of the camera and was seen twitching blotting out the dual blow job. The frame cut to Tina with the guys head between her legs eating her out while she continued to suck away. While she was sucking on one guy she jerked the other one off with her hand. The lights kept going in and out as the exposure faltered. Toni watched breathlessly.
The next shot had Tina on all fours on a large oval kitchen table. One guy had an apron on with a hole cut out with his cock sticking through. She was sucking him off while from behind the guy who had been eating her out was working a huge black
vibrator up her cunt and playing with himself. A cigarette dangled from the corner of his mouth.
Tina's ass was squirming in wide circles as the vibrator whirred inside her. The camera panned in close showing her glistening cunt. She was un-shaved. It lingered for a few seconds and to Toni it looked like some moist and very obscene wound. Next the guy with the cigarette in his mouth pulled out another vibrator. This one was pink. He turned this one on with a great flourish for the camera while the other one remained whirring away and protruding from her pussy. He rubbed the tip of it over a block that was marked in blue letters lard'. Then he shoved it up her ass, thick jets of smoke streaming from his nose.
The camera was in close on Tina's mouth as she slurped and sucked on a stiff and heavily veined cock. Another organ cut into view and when she saw this she blinked in rapid succession and stuck her finger into the side of her mouth and stretched it to a grotesque width. The camera moved awkwardly in to show her with two cocks in her mouth and sweat on her forehead. She had no trouble manipulating them both.
When the camera pulled back for a wide birds' eye view of the scene she was getting fucked from behind by the guy who had been operating the vibrators and smoking with such an air of abandon. Toni felt her stomach twist a bit as she sat there with these images flickering over her eyes and couldn't bring herself to look directly at Tina though she was curious to see how she was reacting to all of this.
Tina sat impassively viewing her younger self being violated from a variety of angles; her eyes shifting continuously between the film and Toni's face. She could see that the movie was doing things to her that weren't completely agreeable. She glimpsed at the film running through the projector and saw that it was almost finished. 'Watch this!" she blurted out. Toni shifted in her chair wondering what else there was to watch.
Framed tightly, Tina's mouth suddenly started to ooze a stream of come; the sperm from the two cocks that had climaxed in her mouth backed up and over the two organs and poured down her chin onto her throat. Her eyes were burning with some strange fire as the come continued to streak over her rubber-like lips. The last shot was a cock coming out of her cunt and exploding over the cheeks of her ass. END flashed briefly on the wall and the room plunged into darkness.
"Well what did you think of my acting debut?" she asked.
"Not much," Toni said flatly.
"Oh you haven't seen anything… "
"You mean there's more?" Toni asked groping for a cigarette.
"Sure. I haven't seen this stuff in a long time. Aren't you enjoying it?"
"Umm it's kind of weird to tell you the truth. I don't mind doing it but seeing it like that makes it, umm… "
"Ugly?"
"Yeah that's the word I was looking for. Don't you think so?"
"Not to me. I like looking at this kind of shit but if it's bothering you I won't show you anymore."
The way she said it told Toni the best thing to say was, "No, no go on. I'm curious. Why did you do it? Was the money good?"
"I did it for kicks sweetie."
"You mean you didn't get paid?"
"Oh sure, ten dollars but it wasn't the money."
"You really enjoyed it?"
"At the time."
"And looking at it now?"
"I already told you that I like pornie flicks."
"To tell you the truth this is the first time I've ever seen one."
"So what could be better than seeing your old pal Tina going at it in living color?"
She didn't say anything to this. Whatever reason Tina had for showing her these films obviously constituted part of her problem which Toni didn't feel like getting into; it was late and she was tired. At that moment Toni knew Tina was doomed to spend the rest of her life stripping in the toilets of Eight avenue; taking her clothes off and flashing her tits and ass and snatch at a lot of slobs and lost souls who had as little respect for her as she had for them. Tina hated life and herself and from that nothing worth while could ever spring. Somehow it seemed useless telling her these things.
The next cinematic classic that broke before their eyes showed Tina on a bed covered in bright red stripes, with red wallpaper and two enormous red lamps flanking the garishly canopied bed. An imitation brass bed frame gave the illusion of being shot through a bird cage.
Tina was top fucking some kid while another one was fucking her up the ass from behind. A third member of the party was standing at the foot of the bed getting his joint copped by Tina. It droned on monotonously for several minutes, Then everyone changed positions. Tina was now sitting on top of one guy with his cock up her ass while she was being fucked from the front. The third 'actor' had vanished.