“It’s coming back to her. Soon she’ll know everything. I think they wanted a blank slate when she came to you.”
“Why?”
Bonnie shook her head.
“Does that mean you don’t know?”
“I’m getting glimpses now and then. I don’t know everything.”
“And you don’t want to tell me.”
“I always want to tell you everything.” She added gently, “Sometimes I can’t do it.”
“Then tell me why Jenny. I’ve never before had a reconstruction who actually appeared to me. Why Jenny?”
“She needs you.”
“And those other poor children didn’t?”
She shrugged. “Choice.”
“You’re being very unsatisfactory. Evidently, you didn’t come to answer questions.” She held up her hand. “And that’s okay. You know that’s not what I need from you, what I want. You’re what’s important. Love is what’s important.”
Bonnie nodded. “You always knew that, Mama,” she said softly. “From the moment I was born, I knew you would always love me. It’s your special gift.”
“Not unusual. Most parents love their children.”
“But not the way you do. You glow with it. And Jenny’s parents didn’t love her. She was cheated of it. Maybe that’s why she was sent to you for help. There’s a certain balance. Not all the time. But sometimes, it’s there for us.”
“How do you know Jenny’s parents didn’t love her?” She shook her head. “No more questions. I remember Jenny said that she didn’t remember her parents. I’d hope she’d remember them if there was love between them.”
Bonnie nodded. “Love should always be there.”
Eve swallowed to ease the tightness of her throat. “It always is for us. And I don’t know why her damn parents wouldn’t love Jenny.”
“I know you don’t,” Bonnie said. “I told you, that’s why she was sent to you.”
“To punish that bastard who killed her, to bring her home.”
Bonnie was silent. “Yes, to bring her home, Mama.”
“We’ll find a way. Joe is working on it now. And Margaret will be a help.” She paused. “There’s another child involved. Can you help us find her?”
“Jenny will help you.”
“I hope so. Jenny’s help seems to be fading in and out.” She leaned back on the bench. “But we’ll work it out. Right now, I don’t want to think about anyone but you. We never have enough time together.” Her gaze enveloped that beloved little figure. “I wanted sunlight when I came here. You are sunlight, Bonnie. The light is reflecting off the water and touching you with a kind of radiance.” She smiled. “Did you arrange that for me?”
“Sure.” Bonnie grinned. “Why not? Anything for you…”
* * *
“You’re looking very serene.” Joe tilted his head as he strolled toward the bench where she was sitting. He glanced around the park. “Found your sunshine?”
“Yes.” She smiled. “And Bonnie.”
He went still. “She came to you.”
“Yes.” She made a face. “Though she wasn’t very informative. I think she came because she sensed how scared I was.”
“And still are,” he said quietly.
“She keeps saying things are changing. I want them to stay the same.”
“No, you don’t. You want the best for everyone you love, and that could mean change.”
She nodded. “Maybe I just mean that I want to find a way to keep them with me.”
“You don’t have to search to find a way to keep me with you.” He reached out and gently touched her hair. “I’m not going to wander away to try to find myself like Jane. Or be involved in that final great adventure like Bonnie. Even then, I’d find a way to make them change the rules like you did with Bonnie. You’re stuck with me.”
“Thank God.” She took his hand and brought it to her cheek. “I said something of the same to Bonnie, and she laughed at me.” She kissed his palm. “But I do think if you want something this badly, there could be some kind of special dispensation.” She tilted her head. “What’s happening with Jenny is … different. Do you suppose that she wanted something so desperately that she was allowed to come back and try again? She thought maybe it was to stop Walsh from killing that little girl.”
“Why don’t you ask her?”
“Compared to Jenny, Bonnie is a font of knowledge about the afterlife. Besides, I tried to reach her last night, but I got zilch. She told me that she was fading in and out with both me and Walsh.” She shrugged as she released his hand. “So it’s up to us to work it out for ourselves. What did you find out from the detectives at the precinct?”
“Not much. They had Walsh under surveillance for nearly two years at the request of Interpol before he moved out of Sacramento. But they came up with nothing.”
“Nothing?” Eve frowned. “He killed Jenny, and from what she said, he liked it and had done it before. He wouldn’t have just taken a two-year break. Serial killers can’t resist the surge of power they get from the kill, he wouldn’t have been able to resist it.”
“Unless he isn’t the usual serial killer,” Joe said slowly. “Unless he has an enormous amount of control and the ability to channel and focus.”
“Focus on what?”
“The final goal. Maybe he was keeping an eye on Jenny’s grave while he searched for another target. Remember, he stuck around for years near the place where he killed Jenny. You would have thought that he would have moved on and not taken the risk. What was so important that he was willing to do that?”
“And he wasn’t only a murderer. You told me he was involved in all kinds of ugliness, from thefts to human trafficking. Surely the police picked up on some of those?”
“Not here in Sacramento. He lived in a palatial apartment on the south side with no obvious source of income. He told his landlord he had private means.”
“From previous criminal activity, no doubt,” Eve said grimly.
“It’s one explanation.” He paused. “There are others. Maybe … blackmail … Or it’s possible Walsh was still on someone’s payroll.”
“Doing what?”
“We’d have to find out. But he didn’t set up here in Sacramento until after Jenny’s killing. Before that, the last report was that he was working for that cartel in Mexico City. It would be logical to assume that his presence here could have something to do with the murder.”
“No charges brought against him during that entire period?”
“Nothing significant. A complaint of possible trespassing from the owner of a photography studio. But the charges were dropped when no theft was found to have taken place.”
“A photography studio?”
“Memory Lane Studios. It’s a small outfit near Sutter Elementary School.”
She tensed. “Elementary school? Maybe he wasn’t interested in that photography studio as much as the kids at that school. Was there any report of—”
Joe was shaking his head. “No. There were no stalkings nor any reported attacks on any of the children.”
“Then there had to be something he wanted from that studio.” She got to her feet. “Let’s go see if we can find out what it was.”
He smiled. “I’ve already called Nick Dalkow, who owns the studio, and told him we’d be on our way.”
CHAPTER
8
“I haven’t got much time,” Nick Dalkow said impatiently, as they walked through the door of his shop. “I have to be across town in twenty minutes to photograph a high-school football team.”