Even Vash, with all his years of practice, could not suppress a small grunt of astonishment. The autarch turned to him, grinning. “Have I offended you, Minister Vash?”
“N-No, Golden One. Nothing you do could ever offend me.”
“Hmmm. That sounds like a challenge.” Sulepis laughed, the high, careless mirth of a happy child. “But at the moment I am involved in a deep philosophical discussion with King Olin, so perhaps you would be more comfortable doing something else.” His smile abruptly disappeared. “In other words—go, Vash.”
Vash bowed and immediately backed out of the Golden One’s presence. As he passed the Scotarch Prusus lolling in his chair, Vash thought he noticed something other than the usual fear and confusion in that rheumy eye. Had the cripple’s interest been pricked by the autarch’s careless blasphemy? Was the simpleminded creature actually offended? Vash was coldly amused. Perhaps Sulepis was sending away the wrong man.
Once he had gone into the main cabin, Vash climbed as quickly to the deck above as his old legs would allow, then circled around so that he could stay within earshot of the autarch’s voice. One did not reach the paramount minister’s exalted age by being ignorant of the substance of important conversations, but since he did not have his usual resources in place here on the royal ship he’d have to do the spying himself, degrading and dangerous as it might be.
Sulepis was still talking when Vash drew near enough to hear.
“… No, there is no need for coyness, King Olin,” said the autarch. “Wise men know that the ancients spoke secrets in the great religious books that are too powerful for simple folk to hear. Knowledge of that sort is for the elite—for men such as you and I, who have studied the deep arts and know the truth behind the gaudy pageant of history.”
Vash leaned forward a little until he could see the back of Olin’s head where the northern king stood at the railing below him. The autarch was out of sight, although Vash could tell from Olin’s tense stance that he must be near: how well the paramount minister knew the nerve-jumping fear that even an apparently friendly conversation with Sulepis brought.
“You mistake me…” Olin began, but the autarch only laughed.
“No, do not argue, my good fellow—a man who has so few breaths left to him in this world should not waste even one. I know much more about you than you do about me, Olin Eddon. I have watched you and your family, you see.”
The northerner grew very still beside the rail. Were it not that the green, unsettled waters of the Osteian Sea continued to hump and thrash themselves into white froth beyond Olin’s shoulder, Pinimmon Vash would have thought the entire world had suddenly paused like a skipped heartbeat. “You have watched us… ?”
Sulepis went on as though the other monarch had not spoken. “I know that you, your royal physicians, and other philosophic explorers of your court have made a study of the old teachings, the lost arts… and of the days of the gods.”
“I do not know what you mean,” Olin said stiffly.
“It could be that you did so originally for your own reasons—to learn more of the mystery of your family’s tainted blood—but in your years of study you cannot have failed to learn more about the way the world truly works than the simpletons who surround you, who call you the monarch anointed by the gods without truly knowing anything about the gods at all.” For a moment Sulepis came into view and Vash shrank back, but the autarch only moved closer to Olin, his back turned to Vash’s hiding spot. Vash couldn’t see any of the guards but he knew they would not like the autarch being so close to the foreign prisoner.
It was a strangely ordinary scene, the two men leaning side-by-side against the raiclass="underline" had it not been for the autarch’s ceremonial costume—the high-peaked headgear known as the Henbane Crown because it resembled the poisonous seed of that plant, the huge golden amulet of the sun on his chest, and of course his golden finger-stalls—Sulepis might have been an ordinary Xandian priest discussing tithes and temple maintenance with some northern counterpart. But to face those golden eyes directly, Vash knew, was to feel quite differently about what sort of creature the autarch was.
The northern king seemed to be surprisingly brave: anyone else feeling the autarch’s heat so close, the fever of the Golden One’s thoughts, would have shrunk away. People in the Orchard Court whispered that standing near Sulepis was like standing in the unshielded desert sun, that if you stayed too long first your wits, then your very skin and bones would burn away.
Vash shuddered a little. Once he had called such talk nonsense. Now he felt he could believe almost anything about his master, this terrifying god-on-earth.
“Perhaps this is all a bit difficult to grasp.” The autarch stretched his long fingers toward the western horizon as if he would pluck the sun setting there like a fig from a branch. “I have perhaps pondered more on these things than you have, Olin, but I know you can grasp them—that you can understand the truth. And when you do… well, perhaps then you will feel differently about me and what I plan.”
“I doubt that.”
The autarch made a comfortable, satisfied noise. “Do you know the story of Melarkh, the hero-king of ancient Jurr? I’m sure you have heard it. His wife was cursed by evil fates and so she could not give him a son. He saved a falcon from a great serpent, and in reward the falcon flew him up to heaven so that he could steal the Seed of Birth from the gods themselves.”
Olin looked up, his expression so odd that Vash could not read it. “I have heard something like it told of the great hero Hiliometes.”
“Ah, you illustrate my point. Now, most of those who hear that tale believe ‘This is a true thing. This is what Melarkh—or Hiliometes, if that is how they hear the tale—this is what the great hero did.’ ” For a moment the god-king’s hand rose again, finger-stalls glittering like fire in the sun’s dying rays. “But those, of course, are the very simplest of the simple. Cleverer men—clerics and other wise men, leaders of the common folk, they will say, ‘Of course Melarkh may not have flown up to heaven on a falcon or brought back the Seed of Birth, but the story speaks of how the secrets of the gods must be discovered by brave men, how mortals can change their fate.’ And the wildest minds, the loneliest of philosophers living far from the disapproval of others, might even think, ‘Since no falcon large enough to carry a grown man exists, perhaps the tale of Melarkh riding one to heaven is false. And if that tale is false, perhaps others are false too. And if the tales are false, perhaps all the stories they tell are lies. Perhaps the gods themselves do not exist!’ And from such blasphemy even the wisest recoil, because they know that such thinking could uproot heaven itself and leave men alone in the void.”
The autarch’s tone changed now, growing softer and more intimate, so that Vash, cursing his old ears, had to lean down to the point where his back, already sore, began to ache in earnest. He was also terrified that the railing might creak under this greater weight, giving him away.
“But here is what I say to all of them, the stupid and the curious and the brave,” the autarch continued, “they are all of them right! And they are all of them wrong as well. Only I understand the truth. Only I of all living things can bend the gods to my will.”
Vash took a breath. This was a scope of madness even he had not seen before, and he had witnessed many of the autarch’s strangest and most savage ideas.