“Rondell and DeMarcus caught up to Luis,” Colby said. “Beat the shit out of him, left him for dead. Only he didn’t die. He’s in the ICU at Providence. If he lives, we may be able to make a deal with him, put a case together against Javy for capital murder. With Marcellus and Javy both out of the picture, we might have to find another line of work.”
“What if Javy was putting on a show for you?” I asked. “What if this all started with Luis Alvarez shooting Tony Phillips? Javy?exes his pecs so Marcellus retaliates. Javy decides to win the war the quick and dirty way.”
Colby shook his head. “Javy’s not a good enough actor to turn white, which he did when he heard what went down. If he set it up, he’d have been cool. With Marcellus and the Winston brothers gone, there’d be no one left to challenge him. No one with the balls or the backing. He’d have been pouring shots of cold Grey Goose for everyone.”
“Where does that leave us?” I asked.
“Looking for someone Javy Ordonez was afraid of- someone with the balls and the backing,” Colby said.
“Could be Bodie Grant,” Jim Day said. “We don’t have much on him. Just Rondell and Marcellus talking about him on the surveillance tapes. The guy is supposedly doing business with Javy Ordonez. We haven’t had a chance to run any of that down yet.”
“What about Bodie Grant?” I asked Colby. “Javy say anything about him.”
Colby shook his head. “Not much. Just enough to figure out they’re probably working together. Javy wants what Bodie is selling and Bodie wants Javy’s market. The two of them probably figure to give Marcellus a run for Quindaro.”
“If you ask me,” Troy said, “we should be looking for someone who knew about the camera in the ceiling fan. The killer doesn’t turn off the power to the house, we get the whole thing on tape. I don’t believe in that much luck, good or bad.”
“That’s a small club,” Colby said.
“Not so small,” I said. “Not when you count all the people besides the five of us who could have known even if they shouldn’t have known.”
“I’m not saying there was a leak,” Troy said, “or, that if there was, it was one of us. No way do I believe that. It’s not a perfect theory, but it does explain the lights going out. You can’t ignore the possibility.”
“That’s just one piece of what happened,” I said. “Colby says that Javy Ordonez was pushing Marcellus, maybe with help from Bodie Grant. The tapes corroborate that. We don’t know what Marcellus was doing with his money. We got a killer that thought part of this thing through, but not everything, and who may not have been after Marcellus at all. Jalise Williams could have been the target and the others just collateral damage. Either way, the killer left behind enough of a mess that says he’s either a sloppy pro or a lucky amateur.”
“Bottom line?” Colby said.
“It’s an hour later and we still don’t know shit,” I said.
“Is that what you are going to put in your report?” Ben Yates asked.
He was wearing a dark navy suit, fresh white shirt, and pale blue tie. Same outfit every politician in Washington wore. He was standing just inside the conference room door, listening quietly.
A quick tremor shot through my upper body like a burst of static electricity, followed by two more in rapid succession, each lasting a few seconds and impossible to miss. Colby’s eyes went wide, mouthing a question he held back. I shot a glance at Troy, catching him making eye contact with Yates, who answered with a barely perceptible nod.
Yates cleared his throat. “Jack, I’d like to have a word with you.”
I picked up the crime scene photos and waved them at the whiteboards. “We’re pretty busy right now. I’ll stop by as soon as we get a fix on the preliminary forensics and I’ve got my people back out in the field.”
“Now would be better.”
Troy was halfway to the door, Jim Day, Lani Haywood, and Ammara Iverson in close formation behind him. Colby hadn’t moved.
“Looks like I didn’t get the memo,” he said.
I dropped the photos on the table, not believing that Troy had gone to Yates behind my back. I understood why, or at least why he would say he did it, that it was for my own good, the good of the squad, and that it was in the best interests of the case-the rationales of every loyal mutineer.
“Makes two of us.”
“You okay?” he asked.
“Never better. By the way, I haven’t said anything to Wendy about the shaking.”
Colby stood. “Don’t worry, Jack. Your name doesn’t come up much, anyway.”
Ben stayed where he was, across the room, eyeing me like a suspect, waiting for me to confess. I didn’t want it to happen, not like this, not now. I tried deep breathing, tried gripping the table with one hand, the front of my chair with the other. I even tried pinching the inside of my thigh. Nothing worked. I was tumbling inside, about to blow. Powerless, I gave in, closed my eyes, and let it happen, bending forward in my chair, my chest tight against my thighs, grunting and cursing. The one surprise was how relieved I was, how it almost felt good.
“Two minutes,” Ben said when the shaking stopped.
I was breathing like I’d just woken from a bad dream. “Thanks, but I’m not keeping track.”
“You should have told me.”
“It was personal.”
“Nothing is personal if it affects the job.”
“I’m doing my job.”
“There’s something wrong with you. You don’t know what it is and you don’t know whether it puts you, your team, or your case at risk. From what I understand happened in the field and from what I’ve just seen, all three are likely. I’m not your mother or your father. I can’t make you eat your vegetables, get enough sleep, or go to the doctor. But I’m not going to let you take chances with our people and our mission. I won’t tolerate that.”
“Troy didn’t waste any time telling you, did he?”
“Troy understands our mission. I’m not certain you do.”
I wasn’t moving but the ground beneath me was. “I’ll see a doctor, today if I can find one. In the meantime, I’ve got five dead bodies and I’ve got to get back to work.”
Yates sat in the chair Colby had used, his voice quiet but unyielding.
“This isn’t about you, Jack. You’re a good agent, one of the best we’ve got. Go find out what’s wrong. Do what you have to do. Take all the time you need. We’ll handle this case.”
I looked at him. His eyes were steady and calm. His mouth closed. There was no give. No room for debate.
“You’re right. I should have told you.”
“Would have come out the same way. You know that. I’ll need your gun and your credentials.”
“I’m on sick leave. Why are you treating me like I’m under investigation?”
“You’re not under investigation.”
“Then why do you want my credentials and my gun?”
“Don’t make this harder than it is, Jack.”
“Then make it easy. Let me do my job.”
“That’s the point, Jack. Right now you can’t do your job and we don’t know why. Until we do, I need your badge and your gun. Talk to Anita in HR on your way out. She’s got some disability forms for you to sign.”
“So that’s it. You think I’m having a breakdown, that I can’t be trusted?”
I let the time pass waiting for Yates to answer. When he didn’t, I pulled my gun from the holster on my hip, put it in his outstretched palm along with my ID and badge, and made my way to the door, turning back toward him.
“Who’s got my squad now? Troy?”
Yates didn’t hesitate. “He’ll do a good job.”
Chapter Eleven
The only doctor I’d seen in the six years I’d been in Kansas City was the one the Bureau used for our annual physical. Nice guy. Soft touch when he checked my prostate but not much personality.
No matter what they said about physician-patient privilege, I wasn’t taking a chance with someone on the FBI’s payroll. I needed a doctor who could tell me what was wrong, fix it, and get me back to work, and I didn’t want someone who might have the same fit of self-serving conscience that had put me on the shelf and Troy Clark in charge of my squad.