This time the pause was longer. ‘That could make things very difficult for us, Mr. Johnson. It will really not be necessary to...’
Burns cut him off. ‘Look, you come over on my turf, you got a job to do, we do it your way. This one we do my way. What happens afterwards, that’s your problem. Whatever it’s worth, okay?
‘I see,’ Wan said. ‘It will take a moment. . . uh, the price will. . . uh, I will have to ask sixty thousand Hong Kong dollars.’
‘That’s a little high, but I ain’t arguing. You know where to pick it up?
‘Hai’
‘Five-thirty, it’ll be there. Now, where do I go?
‘You have something with which to write?
‘I don’t write anything down. You gimme the details once, I’ll give it back to you word-for-word.’
‘It is a place known as the House of the Purple Azalea in New Kowloon ...‘
Colonel Halford had fallen asleep on the balcony outside his room. He was still weak from dysentery. His nerves were shot. He was burned out. And even though his mental and physical condition were improving each day, It was easy to drift off in the hot afternoon sun.
As usual, he dreamed.
Violent nightmares.
The dreams were never the same, but they were alike. Unrelated scenes, spliced together into subliminal nonsense rhymes.
Fragments of fantasy and reality, leaping back and forth through time.
He was in Italy. An olive grove, standing beside a long conference table under the trees, talking to a group of American and Italian officers, but the words were gibberish, like a record played at triple speed, and he was interrupted by the sound of trumpets, and then bells, and sticks beating on pans. Everyone began to run so he ran too, blindly through the grove, past great numbers of soldiers lying dead on the ground, out of the grove to the rim of a high, steep hill and there, looking down, saw hundreds of North Koreans charging towards him and there was gunfire and explosions and men fell all around him screaming but the bullets passed through him and he felt nothing and then the Koreans reached the crest of the hill and ran past him as though he were invisible and he picked up a gun and fired over and over again but it was impotent. He ran after them, back to the conference table and now there were Americans and Italians and North Koreans standing at the table, judging him, pointing all around him to the bodies of the soldiers swinging from tree limbs. And he looked at them and he knew them but he could not put names with their faces and when he tried to speak to them, the words that came out of his mouth were foreign to him.
He awoke in a sweat. For a minute it was difficult for him to breathe. He stood up and took several deep breaths and stood watching the sampans and junks gliding lazily through the harbour. Below, the street was alive with the sounds of civilization and he began to relax.
He tried to ignore the dream, to concentrate on other things.
He thought about the man he had seen on the floating restaurant the other day and tried to place his face. He was sure he knew the man. Perhaps from Honolulu when he was stationed at Pearl. Or from the days in Tokyo, before Korea. But the mental walls were still there, separating Halford from his subconscious.
He began to think about tonight. Perhaps be should not have accepted the invitation. The last time, in Tokyo, he bad been embarrassed. The young girl had tried so hard, been so understanding and, ultimately, comforting. He was not sure that he wanted to risk so soon again the anguish of an emotional need he could not satisfy physically.
When he had left Tokyo for Hong Kong and terminated his three-month, twice-a-day therapy with Captain Friedman, it was like cutting an umbilicus. Friedman had recommended the four-week leave. ‘Get out of here, try some of the things we’ve been working on,’ he had told the sceptical Halford. ‘Look, it’s going to be like going to camp by yourself the first time. Scary, but exciting. You’re going to be okay, Charlie. Thing is, don’t be afraid to try. Remember what Bishop Chamberlain said in the seventeenth century: “It’s better to wear out than rust out.”’
An hour out of Tokyo old fears had begun chewing at his gut again, but he owed it to the doc to at least try. And he had to admit, in two weeks things had improved.
Then there was Kam Sing, who had gone to such trouble contacting his cousin here, arranging ‘something special’ for him. Yes, tonight he would have to try again. For months, Kam had been a faithful collaborator in Korea and he could not risk insulting the man who had become his friend.
He went into the bathroom and splashed water on his face and then fixed himself a Scotch and started to dress for dinner.
Burns had time for only an hour’s nap before the phone jarred him awake.
‘Seven forty-five, Mr. Burns,’ the hotel operator said.
‘Dor jeh,’ he said.
‘Dor jeh.’
A moment later the alarm went off. He closed up the travel clock and put it in the toilet case. The pill had worn off and he felt even worse than he had that morning. His mouth was fuzzy and his eyes burned. He took a quick shower, shaved, and put on a clean shirt, clean socks, clean underwear, and threw his dirty clothes in the carry-on bag.
He took the attaché case out of the drawer, examined its contents once more, and went down and checked out. Then he walked two blocks on Nathan Street to the Imperial Hotel and took a cab to the airport. There he checked the bag, confirmed his reservations on the 11:45 P.M. flight to Tokyo and then took another cab to the House of Eagles on Mm Street. He had to hand it to old George Wan. The place was no more than ten minutes from the airport. The House of Eagles was a flashy third-class night club which, were it not for the sign in both Chinese and English, could have been in Miami or North Beach or on Sunset Boulevard. The decor was early joint, imitation leather, fake silk drapes, candles in used wine bottles. Three of the five girls were Caucasians and the bartender looked like an ex-sailor from Brooklyn. The place was almost empty. As Burns sat down at the bar one of the Oriental girls walked up to him and ran her hand across his neck.
‘Are you from Hong Kong?’ she asked.
‘Nope.’
‘Ah, American. Aw chung-yee may gock yun. That means 1 love Americans”.’
‘Not tonight, I got plans.’
‘Plans can be changed.’
‘Maybe tomorrow I’ll come back.’
The girl’s smile vanished and so did she. Burns ordered a glass of plain soda water and asked where the bathroom was.
The restroom was filthy. Soiled paper towels littered the sink and floor, and the entire room seemed coated with grime. Burns entered one of the two booths and locked the door. He opened the attaché case and took out the surgical gloves and put them on. He loosened his belt, lowered his pants, and tied the cord around his hips using a simple bow-knot, then pulled his pants back up and buckled them. The knot was directly under the zipper. He took the other pill and put it in his suit pocket and put the cotton swabbing in one of his pants pockets. Then he took out the pistol and checked it once more before reaching around to his back and slipping it in his belt.
He buttoned his coat and flushed the toilet and went back to the bar.
The glass of soda was waiting for him. He slipped the pill into his mouth and washed it down with soda water. The rush was almost instantaneous. His body seemed to vibrate with electrical charges. Life surged back into his feet, his hands, his fingertips. New strength flooded his worn-out body, adrenalin pumped through his brain. His eyes began to clear. The sounds in the room amplified, were crisper, more distinct. With the rush came an anticipation so keen that he began to fantasize as he mentally ticked off the steps he was about to follow.
He looked at his watch. It was 9:20, time to go. When he got up to leave he was aware for the first time that he had an erection.
The house on Bowring Street sat back from the road among hundreds of dwarf azaleas, an old Chinese one storey mansion, weathered and ancient, its tiled pagoda roof scarred by the years, its azaleas, perfectly shaped, blooming in small step terraces down to the kerb.