"The thing is, sweetie – your mother knows about these cures. The Office of Academic Safety has approached her several times, asking that she help you. And she's always refused." Marjene smiled, but even Theo could see that it was strained.
"I'm sure she has her reasons – very good reasons! But sometimes a mother's love... Well, we're not impartial about our children. That's why our children have mentors! And that's why I'm telling you this. You haven't had your Gigneri, and your mother has the right to refuse in your name – without consulting you. But, now that you're informed, if you were to tell me, right now, that you wanted to accept a cure..."
Shock brought Theo up straight in her chair, her hand snatched from beneath Marjene's and fisted in her lap. Her mentor was trying to talk her into – what was her mentor trying to talk her into, anyway?
"Theo? I know it's brand-new information. Take a couple minutes to think about how nice it would be if you never tripped, or hurt anyone else, ever again."
Theo blinked. A cure, Marjene said. And Kamele had rejected it. Why would she do that? Kamele didn't like the notes and reports that came in every time Theo broke something, or tripped, or – any more than Theo liked being the cause of the reports. She'd leap at a cure, if there was one.
Wouldn't she?
"Sweetie?" Marjene murmured.
Theo shook her head. "I – I think I'd better talk to Kamele," she said slowly. "I need to understand why she decided not to accept the cure for me. And... I want to talk to Father, too." Yes, she thought, she needed to know what Father thought about this whole thing – the cure, Kamele's refusal, and especially Marjene's motivation for telling her something even she said she had no right to share!
"Theo!" her mentor snapped.
Sheer amazement brought Theo's eyes up. Marjene never snapped! And – yes, her mouth was set in a thin, straight line, her big brown eyes glittering.
Marjene, Theo thought, beginning to feel a little irritated herself, was angry.
"Why shouldn't I talk to Kamele and to Father?" she snapped back. "I – "
"Stop that right now," Marjene interrupted, which was something else she never did. Theo bit her lip, took a breath so deep her bruised ribs protested, counted to twelve, and took another, slightly less deep, breath.
"Thank you," Marjene said more moderately, like she'd taken a couple of deep breaths herself. "Earlier in our conversation, you cited some facts for my benefit, did you not?"
Cautiously, Theo nodded.
"Yes, you did. Now, I'm going to cite some facts for your benefit. Listen closely." Marjene paused, as if to collect her thoughts, folded her hands firmly on the tabletop, and looked into Theo's eyes. Looking directly into a person's eyes was a domination trick, according to Professor Wilit, with the dominated being the one who looked away first.
Theo lifted her chin and looked right back.
Marjene's mouth tightened, but the only thing she said was, "It's a fact, isn't it, Theo, that your mother has taken a faculty apartment for herself and for you?"
"Yes," Theo answered, fighting the urge to look at her knees.
"Yes," Marjene repeated. "And is it a fact that Professor Kiladi did not accompany her to your new apartment?"
This not looking down was hard. Theo licked her lips. "Yes, that's a fact, too."
"It is therefore a fact that Professor Kiladi is no longer Housefather in your mother's establishment, is it not?"
"Yes," Theo whispered. Her stomach hurt.
Marjene nodded. "And it's a fact, isn't it, Theo," she said, gently now, "that you haven't yet had your Gigneri, or in any other way been entrusted with the record of your genes?"
Theo looked down at her hands, folded together so tight the knuckles showed white. "Yes," she said clearly, "that's a fact, too."
"And you do know that calling a man who is neither Housefather nor a Certified Biologic Donor by the honor-name of 'Father' is at the least disorderly, and possibly even anti-social?"
Theo closed her eyes.
"Really, Theo," Marjene said after a moment. "Do you need any more notes in your file?"
I'm going to be sick, Theo thought. She swallowed, feeling tears prickling the back of her eyelids.
"Theo? Sweetie, I know it takes time to get used to new arrangements. But you have to be flexible. You have to embrace change. You're entering a whole new chapter of your life, and that's exciting and a little scary. I know. But clinging to the past only makes the present scarier."
No, Theo thought. I'm not going to be sick. I'm going to, to knock over the table, and throw things, and –
Her mumu thweeped.
Before she realized what she was doing, Theo was off the stool and grabbing her pack. She made herself look up into her mentor's astonished face and say, as calmly as she could, "I have to go now, Marjene. I'm expecting a delivery."
She turned without waiting for an answer and all but ran out of Grandmother's, leaving her mentor gaping after her, and probably composing another note for her file.
Chapter Eleven
University of Delgado
Faculty Residence Wall
Quadrant Eight, Building Two
A sandy haired man wearing a green sweater and gray work pants was turning away from their door. He had a large roll balanced on one shoulder, casually held in place with one big hand.
"Hey!" Theo jumped off the belt, not bothering with the safety grip, wincing when her sore ribs complained. "Sir!"
The man continued his turn, sandy eyebrows up and an amused look on his ruddy, unlined face. The sleeves of his sweater were pushed up, displaying muscled arms thick with blond hair.
"Student?" he said courteously.
"I'm Theo Waitley." She was panting a little, her face hot and her hair sticky, and she made herself walk slowly, to spare any more twinges from her bruises. "I think that must be my rug. I'm sorry I'm late."
"Theo Waitley's the name on the delivery slip, right enough, and nobody said you were late." He gave her a cheerful grin. "Ms. Dail guessed fivebells would find you home after your game, and I'm a couple ticks early. Truth is, I was going to go looking for a cup of something cold and maybe a snack before I came back to see if you were home yet." The grin widened. "Ms. Dail pays half up front on delivery work, the rest when we bring her the signed chit. Untrusting woman. But smart as new paint."
"You're very nice to bring this to me," she told the man, whose name, she realized suddenly, she'd forgotten to ask. "Mr – ?"
He laughed. "Just Harn," he said, and jerked his head at the door. "If you'll get the door, I'll walk this in and lay it out."
"Oh, you don't have to do that!" Theo protested.
"No problem at all," he assured her. "Besides, you might need some help getting it down right, 'specially since you're gonna be using stickystrips."
"Well, if you're sure you don't mind, I'd be glad to have your help." She stepped past Harn and opened the door. He walked in after her, deftly maneuvering the long roll in the small space.
"My room's this way," Theo said, leading him down the hallway. She triggered that door, scooped Coyster up as he made a dash across the threshold and swung out of the way.
Harn walked past her at the absolutely correct angle, dropped to one knee and let the rug roll easy off his shoulder onto the floor. He looked around.
"Gonna need them stickystrips on this surface."
Theo stepped inside and dropped her pack in what had become its usual place near the wall. Coyster squirmed against her shoulder. She put him down and he pranced away, tail high, gave Harn's knee an enthusiastic bump, and sniffed at the rug.
Harn grinned. "I got a cat," he said. "Not that friendly with strangers, though." He glanced at Theo. "Where d'you want it?"