"You must not keep me in suspense a moment longer, then! If you please, the round tale – and leave no detail unturned. I must have it all!"
* * * *
There was a House Rule against talking about "critical matters" during the making and the eating of meals. "Too much angst curdles the milk," is what Father said.
When she'd lived in the house, Theo had thought that particular rule was... stupid, especially since Father's rulings on what constituted "critical matters" tended to be frivolous. In her opinion.
This evening, though, she was glad of the rule. Father had taken them the long way home, winding 'round the outskirts of Nonactown while she told the whole tale of the last few days – well, except for the bus ride; she had a feeling that he'd like that even less than Kamele had. He'd listened quietly, but with a worrisome sort of... immediacy, like he was experiencing everything she told him. She'd never felt anything like this from him – not anger, exactly, but –
She wasn't really sure.
Whatever it was, she was glad to be free of it for dinner prep. She set the table – the blue-and-white dishes and the faded blue cloth napkins, on the little table in the corner of the kitchen, next to the window that looked out over the garden.
While Father tended the sandwiches, Theo got out the wooden bowl, swooped Mandrin from the work counter onto a nearby stool, and mixed the greens together.
Across the kitchen, Father reached for the spatula. It slid out of his fingers, skittering away almost like it was alive. In her mind's eye, Theo saw it twirl and arc for the floor. She turned away from the salad, slid forward and captured the spatula in a left-handed snatch.
"My thanks," Father said solemnly, receiving it from her.
"Welcome," she answered, and got back to the work counter just in time to yank the bowl out from under Mandrin's nose.
"Cats are carnivores," she said, reaching for the oil. "That means you don't eat vegetables; you eat kibble."
"And the occasional toasted cheese sandwich," Father added. "You are a pampered house-bound creature, Professor Mandrin, who has never known the bounty of the land, nor the joy of dining on fresh-caught rodent."
"Father!"
He shot her a wicked look. "Does your appetite desert you? Will I be forced to eat two toasted cheese sandwiches myself?"
"You don't get mine that easy!" Theo told him, though, in fact, the idea of Mandrin eating a rodent did make her feel a little queasy. Well, the trick was not to think about it. She finished mixing the greens and carried bowl and tongs to the table. Picking up the sandwich plates, she took them to the grill, where Father bestowed a golden brown, and slightly sticky sandwich upon each.
At the table, Mandrin was inspecting the arrangements, her back feet on Theo's chair and her front feet set daintily between the silverware.
"You're more trouble than Coyster," Theo said, unceremoniously dropping her to the floor. Whether it was the insult of being compared to a cat so much her junior and orange, besides, or Theo's continuing interruptions of her business, Mandrin stalked off, the tip of her tail twitching.
Theo grinned, the teapot hooted and she turned back, only to find Father ahead of her, reaching up to the shelf where the cups were kept. He grabbed one, but jostled the cup next to it, which spun, wobbled and danced dangerously toward the edge. Father had already turned away. Theo jumped forward, catching the dancing cup just as it leapt for the floor, then did some dancing herself, to keep from knocking into counter or stool.
"That was close!" she said.
Father looked at her over his shoulder, and plucked the cup out of her hand with a murmured thanks. Theo frowned at his back.
"Are you all right?" she asked, which got her another over-the-shoulder glance, as incurious as the first.
"Perfectly. Why do you ask?"
"Well," she said, following him to the table. "You dropped the spatula and knocked the cup off the shelf – and you never drop things!"
"Ah." He set their cups down and slid into his seat. Theo sat across, watching his face as he surveyed the table.
"This is very pleasant," he murmured. "It wants only some flowers, but in this season – "
"Father."
He looked at her, his face perfectly composed. "I'm a little tired, child. Nothing to signify. Thank you for suggesting the meal and the venue. Excellent choices, both."
She smiled. "I think so, too."
"We have an accord. Delightful. Eat, do!"
Theo took a bite of her sandwich and sighed aloud in sheer bliss, her eyes on the garden, where the shadows were already growing out from the walls. She had another bite of her sandwich, served herself some salad and continued to eat while on his side he talked about the weather and how it had been a bit too dry for the sinneas to get a good start, though there was a persuasive front on the way which he hoped might deliver rain overnight...
It wasn't until Theo had finished her dinner, feeling calm and almost sleepy, that she realized what he'd been doing.
"I'm not Kamele!" she snapped, sharply interrupting a discursive and lengthy wondering about the hedge on the southern side, and whether it ought to be removed or simply trimmed.
He blinked, searched her face earnestly, and inclined his head. "I concur. You are not Kamele."
"You're talking to me just like you do – did – when Kamele would get upset..."
"...and would require assistance in achieving calmness," he finished, and set his tea cup down decisively. "Consider it a service of the house. Are you done with your meal? Would you like more tea?"
"I'm done with my meal," Theo said, and pushed back her chair. "I'll get some more tea after I clean up – "
"Leave it," he said peremptorily. "I suggest that we adjourn to the common room, with the teapot. We will wish to be comfortable for this."
* * * *
"Let us, by your kindness, deal with the simplest matter first," he said some minutes later from his accustomed chair next to the fireplace.
Theo nodded, and sipped her tea, wondering what was simple about any of her recent messes.
"It seems that Ms. Kant has been very busy on your behalf." He settled back in his chair, tea cup cradled in long fingers. "We shall leave for the moment the question of whether she has been too busy and if, indeed, it is your welfare which concerns her."
The blinked. "Marjene's supposed – " she began, and stopped when he raised his hand.
"I have read the same pamphlets that you have, Theo; though I have perhaps drawn different conclusions, old cynic that I am. To continue: Have you pursued the citations your mother has given to you?"
"Yes!" Theo assured him. In fact, she'd read the information with an increasing feeling of alarm. Even the mildest of the recommended drugs seemed to promise terrifying side-effects, up to and including slight, though apparently permanent, cognitive impairment.
"And has Marjene also shared her information with you?"
Theo snorted. "I read the files the Safety Office has on public key. Either they haven't done their research, or they chose to ignore contrary information..."
"...in the service of the greater good," Father finished, with the air of quoting someone who was not entirely in good taste. "You'll find, I think, that Delgado has a bias toward the greatest safety for the greatest number."
"Kamele says that the Founders... made a mistake," Theo said tentatively, belatedly thinking that the relationship of this comment to their topic might not be as plain to him as it was to her.
Father, however, had no trouble making the conversational leap. He cocked his head interestedly. "Does she, indeed? She had used to walk out only so far as undue optimism. In any wise – you will find that Delgado errs on the side of safety for the greater number. It is therefore up to you, and to such trusted advisers as you may gather, to protect yourself and your interests. Which may, indeed, not always be either safe or best for all."