"I have a... research program on my school book," she said slowly. "It found what I needed."
"Well! What a delightfully useful program, to be sure! You must show it to me when we return you to your mother's arms. But, where have my wits gone begging? Here I am wasting your time with pleasantries, when you have pled necessity! Please, unburden yourself."
Here it was. Theo nodded and sipped her tea, trying to settle her suddenly unsettled stomach, then sat holding the empty cup in her hand for the count of one, two, three...
She looked up and met dark, inquisitive eyes.
"Kamele's research trip has been approved by Admin," she said, having told him about the application for this over an Oktavi dinner. He nodded.
"Right. They're leaving in two days, and – she wants me to go with her."
Her voice quavered a little, and she shrunk against the chair. Someday, she thought, she'd learn how to keep her voice reasonable and calm, no matter what she was feeling.
"This is certainly excellent news for your mother," Father said, "but I fail to see how it warrants a desperate midnight escape to my door." He raised an eyebrow, eyes stern. "Much less an appeal to necessity."
Theo's stomach was suddenly even more unsettled. Father usually understood so quickly – but, she reminded herself, he hadn't been living with them day-to-day. He'd probably forgotten all about the Review Board.
"I have to stay here – on Delgado," she said, forcing herself to speak slowly, like she was giving an oral report. "The Review Board called for an extension, and if we go to Melchiza, then we won't be here when they announce their findings."
Father nodded, and moved his hand slightly, signaling her to continue.
"If they decide that I'm a Danger to Society – " Which, she added silently, they would. Why should they be different than the rest of the world? "We won't be able to appeal the decision, if we're traveling. When we come home – if there's a DtS in my file, the Safeties won't have to ask for permission to give me any drug they think will keep me from hurting anybody else."
She took a deep breath.
"So, if I leave Delgado now, I'm putting myself – and Kamele – in a position of peril."
Father sat very still in his chair, gazing intently at the toes of his slippers. Theo gulped and put her hand flat on Mandrin's side, trying to take comfort from the vibration of the cat's purrs against her palm.
"I see," Father said, and looked up. "Plainly, you have thought this situation through, and plainly, given the facts you have marshaled, you have cause for concern." He paused, then inclined his head.
"Did your mother share with you the probable length of your voyage?"
"Two hundred days."
"As few as that? And yet – even if your worst-case scenario should come about, two hundred days is sufficient to produce a radical, positive change in your abilities. You are on record with the Safety Office as attempting to address the issues that concern it. There is no reason that you cannot – and every reason that you should – continue exercising and dance during your time off-planet. If you are seized by the Safety Office upon your return, you and your mother would be justified in calling for a secondary review to determine if, in fact, you have overcome the difficulties noted in your file."
Theo thought about that. "Do you think," she asked, her voice sounding almost as small as she felt, "that I will have overcome the difficulties noted in my file, Father?"
He smiled. "Are you still enjoying dance as much as you were when last we spoke of it?"
"Even more!"
"Then I believe that there is a better than good chance that you will be able to demonstrate great improvement to the Safety Office, should it come to that." He considered her gravely.
"Have we dealt adequately with your necessity?"
Theo thought about it, and finally nodded. "Yes, sir."
"Excellent." He stood and placed his cup on the side table before holding his hand down to her. "It is time I took you home. With only two days until departure you doubtless have an errand-packed day before you. It may be beneficial to have an hour or two of sleep to support you."
Theo sighed, and looked up at him. "Kamele says Coyster needs to come – to come home."
"I will be pleased to have him, of course," Father said gently.
Theo blinked sudden, silly tears away, shifted her legs and reached up to take Father's hand. His fingers were warm, the ring he always wore slick against her skin. She paused, and turned his hand over, looking down at the intricate twists of silver. It was an old ring – when she'd been a littlie, she'd thought it was at least as old as Father himself. It was so much a part of him that she had never thought to wonder at it, or even ask the question.
"Where did you get your ring?"
There was a small sound, almost as if Father had caught his breath.
Theo looked up, but he was smiling in that fond, gentle way he sometimes did, and squeezed her fingers.
"I had it from my grandmother," he said softly, and pulled her to her feet. "Come along, now, child. Let us not subject your mother to any more anxiety than necessity demands."
She followed him out of the room, marking how lightly he moved – like Bek, or Lida, or –
"Do you dance, Father?" she asked.
He laughed as he moved across the kitchen. "The social climate of Liad made dance a necessity, child. Come along, now." He opened the door onto the star-washed garden.
"The Skoot!" she cried suddenly, remembering.
"I will take care of the Skoot," he said repressively. "For tonight, however, we shall ride in the luxury of my car, and you – " he extended his hand to touch her cheek – "you will attempt to stay awake. Recall that I will want a demonstration of that useful program of yours when you get home."
* * * *
"I've... never seen anything like it," Kamele murmured, staring down at Theo's school book. After conducting a brief demo, the owner of the 'book had yawned herself off to bed, leaving bemused adults in her wake. The fact that she was merely bemused rather than horrified, Kamele thought, must be an indication that she was becoming hardened to the impossible.
"Yet you must own that it is quite amusing." Jen Sar murmured, and she laughed.
"Amusing is one word." She rubbed her eyes.
"Indeed, and a number of others do suggest themselves." His fingers hovered above the icon, but he did not touch it. "I would welcome a chance to study that 'research wire' in greater depth."
Kamele considered him. "Why?"
"It's an oddity," he said, and looked up, flashing her one of his less-real smiles. "And one must of course be interested in any new oddity."
"Of course," she said politely, and added, with a surety born of long association with him, "but there's another reason."
Another dandle of long fingers just above the icon. "Well, if you will have it, I wonder how much of an... accident the assignment of this particular apartment was."
"Housing never has accidents," Kamele told him – and blinked, recalling. "This was Flandin's apartment."
"So it was. And that wire is not standard." His glance this time was serious. "One must wonder – is the fact that it remains here beyond Professor Flandin's departure a sign of intent, or merely sloppiness?"
At least, Kamele thought, one must wonder such an outrageous thing if one were Jen Sar. She covered a yawn and looked down at the screen, frowning at the patient glowing Serpent. It did also bear recalling, she told herself, that Jen Sar's suspicions were very often correct.
"You're assuming that this... program, and the non-standard wire are linked," she pointed out.
Jen Sar inclined his head. "Indeed. And I may be entirely in error." Another smile, this one rather more genuine. "You only feed my desire to inspect that wire, you know."