The taller guy scowled at her, and she blushed again, harder. Then she moved to his side, slipping an arm around his waist. Next to me, Riley stiffened.
“She right?” the guy asked Riley. “It’s you?”
“Yeah, Gray,” Riley said. “It’s me.”
“Prove it.”
“You sure you want me to?” Riley asked. “Because I didn’t think you’d want Mika and Sari to know about that time we were crashing at Bo’s place and freaked out on shockers. What’d you declare yourself? Emperor of Piss and—”
“It’s him,” Gray said abruptly. Mika snickered. “Heard about your new look,” he said to Riley. “But seeing it…” He shook his head. “Always had to be different, didn’t you?”
The girl, Sari, kept her arm around Gray but pulled her body slightly away from him—it was subtle, probably too subtle for any idiot guy to notice, but I did. It was a move I’d pulled myself, one that said to anyone watching, I’m with him… unless you’ve got a better offer? “I think what Gray means to say is that he’s glad you’re not dead.” She drove a steel-tipped boot into Gray’s ankle. “Right, Gray?”
“Right, baby,” he said, wrapping an arm around her shoulders and pulling her into him again. Maybe he wasn’t such an idiot after all. “Didn’t think you’d be back,” he said to Riley. “After you and Jude disappeared, we all—”
“You knew Jude?” I asked.
Gray jerked his head toward me. “Who’s this one?”
“A friend,” Riley said. I noticed he was keeping his eyes on Mika. Worried about what he’d do next, I wondered, or just trying not to watch Gray pawing his old girlfriend?
“Right.” Gray sneered at me. “Didn’t know you had a thing for blondes.”
“Maybe it’s true what they say,” Mika said. “I hear skinners—”
“Mechs,” I corrected him. It shouldn’t have mattered—sticks and stones and all that—but it did. Words counted.
“‘Skinner’ works for me,” Mika said. “Computer brain shoved into some fake skin, walking around like you’re a real person, stealing the identity of some dead guy—or girl, in your case. I assume.”
“I didn’t steal anything.” Orgs just didn’t get how something could be true and not true at the same time. In every way that mattered, I was the same Lia Kahn as I’d always been; in every way that mattered, I was completely different.
But I wasn’t pretending to be human. I was over that.
“Whatever,” Riley said. “It doesn’t matter. We need your help.”
“Figures that’s why you’re back,” Gray said. “You and Jude score big, and you disappear, but now that you need something—”
“You know why I stayed away,” Riley said in a low voice.
Gray cocked his head at me. “But she doesn’t, does she?”
Great. More secrets. “Why—”
“Lia.” Riley shook his head at me, slightly. As if he was in charge of whether and when I shut up.
“Why’d he stay away?” I asked Gray.
He shrugged. “Ask him. Besides, doesn’t really fit in anymore, does he, looking like that.”
Riley hugged his arms across his chest like he was trying to cover as much of his skin as he could. Like he was ashamed. In the corp-town, he’d stared down all the whisperers and gapers, silently daring them to do their worst. But here he slumped and covered up, looking like he wished he could rip the synflesh off his body, strip by pale pink strip.
“We just need to crash here for a while,” Riley said. For the first time, he met Sari’s gaze. “Please.”
“You’re in trouble,” Mika said. “We’ve got enough of that.”
“And if Jude and me had said that last year, you’d be dead right now,” Riley said. “You owe me.”
“We owe Jude,” Gray said. “Don’t see him here.” He grinned at me. “Unless he’s feeling a little more feminine these days. That you in there, kid?”
“Let us stay here, keep it quiet, and you and Jude’ll be even,” Riley said. “You know I speak for him.”
Sari gave him a shy smile, then perched on her tiptoes to whisper something in Gray’s ear. His eyebrows knit together in a ragged V, but then he nodded. “Fine. Sixteenth floor, unit six, vacant for emergencies. It’s yours. But only for a few days.”
“You’re fucking kidding,” Mika spat.
“I’m fucking serious,” Gray said. Ratface shut up.
Riley held out a hand to shake, but Gray didn’t move. After a moment, Riley dropped his arm. “Thanks,” he said.
“Nothing personal,” Gray said. “I get that you’re still the same guy, somewhere in there, but… you know.”
“Yeah, nothing personal.” Riley jerked his head at me. “Come on, let’s go.”
“Just for a few days,” Mika reminded us as we tromped behind him up the decaying stairs.
“Yeah, then what?” I muttered.
“Can’t hide forever,” Riley said. “We deal with this, then we can go.”
“Home?”
“Wherever.”
We trekked up to the sixteenth floor, where we got a room of our own. A room with three blank beige walls and a pool of piss on the floor. A fourth wall of cracked windows cast the room in dying light, enough to see the film of grit coating the rickety table and chairs.
Foregoing the broken furniture, Riley slumped on the floor with his back to the wall and his feet a few inches from the urine. I found a place on the other side of the room. Mika reappeared a moment later and tossed us a wad of clothing. “Gray said you’d want it,” he growled before slamming the door shut behind him.
A grimy pair of pants had landed nearest me. I nudged it with my foot, half expecting a cockroach to crawl out from beneath. “We want these?”
Riley was already scooping up the jeans and a black rag that might once have been a shirt. “We don’t want to be wearing what we wore in the vids,” he said. “Just in case.”
“Plausible deniability,” I said, flashing on the image that bothered me the most, my still, upright form at the center of those sprawling bodies, the only vertical in a horizontal world. “Got it.” I lifted the gray pants between two fingers, glad I couldn’t smell them, trying not to wonder what had caused the rust brown stain spread down the right leg. The T-shirt was of indeterminate color, the bastard child of mold and puke.
Riley turned his back on me, slipping out of his old shirt and into the new one in one smooth, swift motion, revealing only a glimpse of the skin underneath. Bodies were bodies, Jude always said. Shame was an org thing, a pointless leftover from the Garden of Eden. But I turned away as Riley went to work on the jeans. If he was so repulsed by the sight of me, I wasn’t about to watch him. Besides, taut abs, bare ass, whatever. It was nothing I hadn’t seen before. Instead, I focused on my own city gear. The pants were baggy, at least two sizes too big, but they knotted at the front, and I cinched them as tight as they’d go. The threadbare shirt was probably see-through, and I imagined I could feel a colony of insects swarming across my skin, burrowing deep into their new nest.
Regretfully, I dropped my own clothes on the floor, aiming squarely for the pool of urine, knowing it was the only way I wouldn’t be tempted to put them on again. Riley still had his back to me, waiting.
“A true gentleman,” I teased. “Unless you snuck a peek while my back was turned?”
“I wouldn’t do that,” he snapped, like he couldn’t imagine why anyone would want to.