The bitch. Yes. That was what she was, and that was all she was. He no longer thought of her as Wendy, let alone as Miss Alden. She was the bitch. Period.
He still wanted her to die. He yearned for the chance to kill her, to erase her from existence. He dreamed of her death, fantasized it, obsessed on it. Nothing else mattered to him, not food, not freedom, not even his life. If he could kill her, he would redeem himself. He would not have failed after all. He would have won the game.
After what he’d heard this morning on the radio, he craved revenge more than ever.
Many of the cells on the row, although not Rood’s, had radios. Rap, heavy metal, and mariachi competed with one another all day long like blasts of gunfire. Rood hated all that noise. How he longed for the pleasant pop music he used to play in his car.
Occasional news updates interrupted the barrage of unmelodious sounds. Many of the reports were about him; the Gryphon, he sometimes thought with a nostalgic touch of pride, was still the city’s major story.
A few hours earlier he overheard one such report on a radio in an adjacent cell. The announcer recited some meaningless lines about the preliminary hearing tomorrow and about Detective Delgado’s continuing work on the case, then added, “Delgado is rumored to have become romantically involved with Wendy Alden, the alleged serial killer’s last intended victim.”
Rood had felt hot, then cold, then hot again.
Romantically involved.
He was fucking her. That smug, smiling bastard. Fucking the bitch.
He pictured the two of them in bed together, gasping after the orgasm they’d shared. He saw the bitch comparing Detective Sebastian Delgado’s mighty cock with Franklin Rood’s puny, shriveled manhood. Heard her whispering that Rood had been unable to achieve even the beginnings of an erection with her. Heard them laughing, laughing at his impotence.
He had to stop that laughter. Had to. Had to.
But how?
“I love you. Franklin. You got such nice soft tits. I’m gonna marry you in the showers, man. We’re gonna have a real nice wedding. And an even better honeymoon.”
“Luna del miel!”
“You’re gonna like that, ain’t you, queerbait?”
Rood took off his glasses and wearily rubbed his eyes. The glasses had been badly damaged when Detective Delgado smacked him in the face. Fortunately both lenses, though scratched, were still intact; but the hinge that had attached the right temple to the front of the frame had broken off. Before Rood posed for his mug shots, the photographer inexpertly secured the temple with adhesive tape; but since then, the tape had kept coming loose.
“Yo, faggot! Answer the man!”
“What’s the matter with you, Franklin? You deaf or something?”
“Shit, I don’t think he even hears us.”
At least. Rood thought, the temple itself hadn’t cracked. It struck him as odd that the thin plastic would hold up better than the metal hinge.
“He’s a nutcase, all right.”
“Dead meat, what he is.”
Mildly curious, he raised the glasses to the light. The black plastic, backlit, became translucent.
Suddenly his heart was beating fast. His old sense of power, of control, had returned.
“Look at that sucker. He’s smiling, man! Like he’s got a frigging hard-on or something!”
“Bet you he’s thinking about them women he wasted.”
“Nah, he’s thinking about that little baby he snuffed.”
“Too bad the baby-killer gonna die.”
“Baby-killer gonna die!”
“Baby-killer gonna die!”
The chant continued. It was far away. Unimportant now.
Rood slipped his glasses back on.
37
Wendy gazed out the restaurant window at the daisy chains of spangles bobbing on the waters of the bay. Proud sloops and ketches, their white sails gleaming in the afternoon sun, glided behind shimmering curtains of sea gulls. Far in the distance, the misty humps of the Channel Islands broke the blue line of the horizon.
Santa Barbara, she thought in dreamy contentment. It really is beautiful.
Then, turning from the window to face the man seated across the table, she asked the question that had been nibbling at the corners of her mind all day.
“Sebastian, how did you know I’d always wanted to come here?”
Delgado didn’t answer at once. With the meticulous care that seemed typical of him, he cut another piece of his swordfish steak, chewed it slowly, and washed it down with a sip of Dos Equis. Only then did he speak.
“When the Scientific Investigation Division searched Rood’s apartment, they found an audiocassette-a homemade recording hidden in a stack of ordinary pop-music tapes. The recording he made when he ambushed you for the first time.”
Slowly her hand rose to the tender white line on her throat that still marked the garrote’s kiss. She remembered the voice of the Gryphon in her ear, demanding that she reveal her reasons for living. Her first response had been that she wanted to see Santa Barbara.
“Oh,” she whispered. “I see.”
She wished she hadn’t asked. Less than two weeks had passed since the nightmare in the trailer, and the memories were still as sharp as glass. Although she’d returned to work, her concentration was poor. She ate little and found it difficult to read or even to watch television. She had trouble sleeping and often woke in the night to find herself slick with sweat, shivering all over.
The funerals hadn’t helped, of course. There were four of them in the week after her rescue. Jennifer, Jeffrey, Sanchez, and Porter were returned to the earth as she watched.
Her phone rang incessantly with demands for interviews and offers of book deals, all of which she’d turned down. She and Delgado had become celebrities; even in Santa Barbara, ninety miles from L.A., they’d caught curious stares from shoppers and passersby.
But the worst legacy of her experience was her fear of the man sharing the table with her. She knew that Sebastian Delgado would not hurt her, that he was the opposite of Franklin Rood in every respect; yet she was irrationally afraid of his touch, of his body, of any reminder of the humiliation she’d suffered at Rood’s hands. But Delgado was gentle and patient, and he seemed to understand. He was giving her time.
Today she hadn’t thought of Rood at all until now. Everything had been perfect: the scenic drive up the coast-the hours spent exploring the quaint shopping plazas in Santa Barbara’s downtown-the stroll through the Presidio Gardens- the climb to the top of the courthouse’s clock tower, which offered a panoramic view of the city, a checkerboard of red tile roofs extending to the Santa Ynez Mountains, the palm-lined beaches, and the glittering bay.
It was nearly three o’clock when they drove down State Street to Stearns Wharf and found a restaurant. Wendy hadn’t even noticed she was hungry. She was too excited for hunger- excited, yet at the same time relaxed. She supposed that was what happiness felt like.
And now, in the middle of lunch, she’d had to raise the subject of the Gryphon and risk spoiling it all.
Delgado was watching her with his gray compassionate eyes. “I had to hear that tape, Wendy,” he said softly. “Believe me, I didn’t want to. I’ve heard more than enough recordings like it. But I had no choice.”
“Of course.” She managed a shrug. With effort she dug her fork into the shrimp salad before her. The fork, she noticed, was trembling. “I understand. It’s evidence.” A new thought struck her. “Will they have to play the tape at the trial?”
“Yes. If there is a trial. Perhaps he’ll plead guilty and save us the trouble.”
“You don’t believe that.”
“No.”
“The hearing is tomorrow morning, isn’t it?”
He nodded. “At ten-thirty.”
“I’m glad I don’t have to be there.”
“You won’t be in the same room with him again until you give your testimony.”
“I hope they put him away for life.”