For a long time, we looked at each other down the length of the bed. And the room was very still – except for the air-conditioner wheezing like an old lecher peering through the key-hole.
Then she said, in a small, shivery voice: 'I know, Keith.' Then shook her head. 'I told you I wasn't settling for just a brand on the backside. Nor a one-night stand in some flyblown hotel-'
'Spider-blown, please.'
She grinned exasperatedly. 'Okay. But I still mean it: get tangled up with me and you'll have one hell of a job getting clear again. I'm not one of your North-Coast tourists looking for a quick tumble under the mango trees with the hired help, no strings attached, bacatomummy in two weeks.'
'You're pretty clear about what you think I think, aren't you?'
After a moment she said quietly: 'I'm sorry. I guess being a lawyerand Hollywood – it makes you too suspicious. I like you, Keith. You're an independent sort of character…'
'Come up this end.'
She hesitated, stood up, walked three paces, and sat down beside me. A deliberate, but perhaps wary, movement.
I reached and put my hands on her bare shoulders. 'You're a pretty independent character yourself. I'm not trying to spoil that, nor take advantage of it. And I'm not kidding myself I could own it – or want to. I just like it.'
She ran a finger down my forehead, my nose, across my chin, splitting my face neatly in two. 'You know,' she said thoughtfully, 'if you cut your hair more often and shaved a bit closer, you'd be quite a handsome guy.'
I pulled her down – or she leant – and kissed her.
Then she pulled back and there was a flicker of worry in her eyes. 'It scares me, too, Keith. And you've got a plane to fly tomorrow.'
'I always have.' But she held back against my pull.
'You don'thave to fly this one. I'll back you right up if youwant to go back and say it just won't do.'
'If she won't fly with me shemust be a Lesbian.'
She grinned quickly. 'And you don't even know my name -what the J.B. stands for. I thought Englishmen never seducedgirls without being properly introduced.'
'You're thinking of two Englishmen in a railway carriage.'
'Fact? I didn't realise your railways were so exciting.' After a while, I said: 'You could always tell me yourname.'
She smiled again – but then stood up. 'Keith – if it's what Iwant, it'll wait. A bit, anyway.' And again, the flicker of worrythat I couldn't quite understand.
But gradually the mood dwindled and died like smoke on alight wind. I said: 'There'll come a day.'
'I hope so, Keith.' She stooped quickly, kissed me, and wasgone.
A couple of seconds later she was back.'What about thatspider?'
I sighed and handed over the remains of the Scotch.
'Sprinkle that on him. He'll curl up like Benny Zimmerman.' She grinned, touched my nose with one finger, and was goneagain.
One of these days I'll remember to bring a cheaper spider-killer than Scotch to South America.
FIFTEEN
At seven-thirty the next morning we – the Mitchell and I – lined up on the runway. It was the still clear time between the land breeze and the sea breeze, between the morning mist and the heat haze. As good as I'd ever get.
The cockpit windows were open and the engines were giving off a terrific dry clatter a few feet from either ear, sounding as if they were trying to eat their own insides. But it was the same noise they'd made at the run-up the night before, soperhaps it was the sound Wright Cyclones always made.
I looked carefully around the cluttered cockpit. The flight instruments were still dead; I wouldn't know about them until we were in the air. But the engine instruments all seemed to be registering.Supercharger to low gear; booster pumps to 'emergency'; mixture… I had the page of the flight manual which gave the landing and take-off checklists, but nothing to show at what speed she left the ground – or ought to. Well, I could guess: it was going to be over 100 mph, probably nearer – No. Stop guessing, Carr. You're going to get the fastest flying lesson of your life on this runway. Don't cloud your tiny mind with preconceptions.
A Spanish accent in my headphones said: 'Mitchell on runway, you're clear to take off.'
I pressed the transmit button on the wheel. 'Thank you, tower.'
A last slow look around. Engine and oil temperatures going up… throttle and pitch locksoff… flaps full up – I'll use them when I've learnt to trust them… harness and hatches all secure… No parachute. But nobody jumps from a first flight; nobody writes a divorce clause into a marriage; nobody has a taxi waiting at the door when he gets into bed with the girl for the first time.
Nobody jumps from a first flight. Not in time, anyway.
The tower said languidly: 'Mitchell, you are still clear to take off.'
D'you think I'm sitting here waiting for a sun-tan, you stupid fat slob?'Thank you, tower.'
But the engines were collecting a tan: the temperatures were on the edge of the red line. Still, one last, slow look around… ah, the hell with it. She's an aeroplane and I'm a pilot. And neither of us virgins. Something'll happen. I pushed the throttles to thirty inches of boost and flipped off the brakes.
Suddenly we were running.
No control, none at all. The wheel limp and loose, the rudder pedals flopping meaninglessly… and beginning to swing left. Left? Why the hellleft? Wake up, Carr: these are American engines, turning the opposite way to British ones, sowe swing left, not right… Dab of brakes… more. Jerk. Straight again… But a bad start.
Still no control…50 mph… andstill no – yes, now. The pedals hardening, the wheel growing stiff in my hands… now, control… touch of right rudder, nicely done, you're no beginner, Carr – did she notice that?…60… more rudder…70…75… nosewheel should come unstuck now, back on the wheel, back more -God, but she's heavy. Wake up, you overfed bitch… The nose suddenly pivoting at the sky.Hold it down, careful, don't try and rush things.
Eighty…85… How much runway have we used? And what happened to that extra 4,000 feet they've talked about building all these years?…90… coming up to 95… getting time to fly. Slight back pressure on the wheel – and nothing. Nothing.
One hundred… Ifelt back on the wheel, gentle fingertip movements searching ever-so-delicately for a response, a waking, a willingness… ahead the end of the runway, the scrubland beyond, and then the roofs of the town…
One hundred and five… I gotfirmeron the wheel…
One hundred and ten… Damn it, I'm the boss around here. Nowfly, you bitch!
And suddenly but smoothly, to show thatnow was exactly her moment, she flew.
The scrubland flicked beneath, then the town itself. At 175 mph I let her lift into a shallow climb – and we were running gay and young up the morning sky, twisting, solid but fast on the controls, into a wide climbing turn.
Finally I levelled off, throttled back, and stared, rather surprised, round the cockpit. It was still a junkshop window of non-matching instruments, sweat-corroded levers wrapped in sticky black tape, cheerful little notices sayinglimiting speed 349mph with the 349 scratched out and 275 scratched in. She was an old over-painted hag, but she'd once been young and powerful, and she hadn't forgotten the great days.
There had tobé areason why she'd lasted twenty years, longer than I'd been flying myself.
So perhaps, after all, there was more than money in it. 'I'm sorry,' I said softly, 'that I called you a bitch.'
I had her refuelled while J.B. settled our account and we flew out, all three of us this time, for Kingston at nine-thirty. I was anxious to get airborne before the midday heat.
A full set of,airline radio equipment would have cost three times as much as we were paying for the entire aeroplane, so we weren't over-equipped in that direction. The Mitchell had a ten-channel VHP set without crystals in half the channels, an elderly radio-compass, and that was all. So a 500-mile ride over the sea left an awkward gap in the middle where I couldn't raise a single station. Not that I was worried about navigation – Jamaica's too big to miss entirely – but I'd have liked to have someone to say goodbye to if the occasion arose.