‘What about that bloke with the key next to his name?’
Tap, tap. Another face. ‘Did eighteen months in New South Wales for fraud. Her father’s cousin.’
‘Jesus, they shook Dawn’s tree,’ I said. ‘Can you print this stuff?’
‘Gee, that’s a hard one.’
‘Print Alice’s interviews, will you?’
When he’d issued the command, Orlovsky said, ‘That’s it? That’s all you want? They give you a banquet and all you want is a fucking cocktail sausage roll?’
‘I’m tired, Mick. Brilliant inquiries will come to me. Can you get into the system from outside?’
He gave me the kind of look I’d once given him, the look that said, shape up Sunshine, the day’s just beginning, it can only get worse from here, looked away, started fiddling with the computer.
Happy now, in charge, happy as he could be. Who could know how happy that was?
‘First I’ve got to make it hard for anyone else to get into,’ he said.
I went over to the printer, watched the paper being spat into the collating trays, felt the ache growing in my back, the pointmen of pain advancing down my legs.
24
In Orlovsky’s car, just after 9 p.m., the long night before and the whole of Tuesday felt in the spine, crossing the Yarra bridge, smart Southbank glowing on the right, people eating and drinking there, lots of other people about, the city alive, the water not its daytime mud-grey, now a surface that reflected and glittered. The city’s Arno, romantic. Behind us, Flinders Street station, the first of the night people on the steps: prey, predators, and the guardians, young cops from nice families in the suburbs, from the country towns, getting their taste of the real, their eyes getting harder every night.
The studio was in South Melbourne, not too far from the premises of Cairncross amp; Associates, whose operative had reported both Pat Carson and a woman in a red Alfa leaving Conrad Street not long after we did. Pat had gone home and hadn’t moved today. I’d called them off.
I closed my eyes and tried to concentrate, opened them to see the technician behind the glass saying things I couldn’t hear into the black stalk in front of his mouth. He looked down at the console in front of him, then his voice was startling in my ear.
‘They’re ready if we are, Mr Calder. Try not to look away to right or left or down for too long. It’s disconcerting for the other party. Ready, are we?’
I nodded at him. He wasn’t looking at me, he was looking at something else. ‘Ready,’ I said.
A young woman appeared on the big monitor on the wall, her right hand at her right ear. She was looking straight at me, a thin, intelligent face, no makeup that I could see, short dark hair in no style, just combed back, straight line of eyebrows, almost meeting, ungroomed.
It was just after 9.30 a.m. for her and Alice Carson, kidnap victim, almost a murder victim, was looking at me on her studio monitor somewhere in London. She looked fresh for someone who had been woken by a telephone call from her father at 5.30 a.m.
‘Good morning, Ms Carson,’ I said. ‘I’m Frank Calder. Your father’s told you who I am and the reason for this. May I call you Alice?’
She seemed startled by the question, nodded. ‘Yes, yes, of course. Good…evening.’ She was nervous, you could see it in her mouth.
‘I know this is difficult for you,’ I said. ‘I wouldn’t think about asking you to do it if it could be avoided.’
She nodded again. ‘That’s all right.’ She paused. ‘I’m in a bit of shock at…at the news. I don’t really know Anne well, but…’ She tailed off, blinking rapidly, said, ‘I don’t know what I can tell you that…it’s so long ago. I try not to think about it.’
Across half the world, we were looking at each other as though we had eye contact. We did have eye contact. I could see her swallow, see the cords in her neck move. I smiled, she responded, smiled back, a tight smile.
I said, ‘We’ll get this over with quickly so that you can get on with your day. Alice, I’ve read the police interviews with you and I’ve only got a few questions. I know you never saw anyone and that you only heard voices from a distance, through walls.’
‘Yes.’ An uncomfortable look, her head moving left.
‘Voices are strange things, aren’t they? We read so much into them.’
She didn’t give any sign of agreement. Suspicious eyes. Waiting.
‘In the interviews, they kept asking you about what you heard. Noises, the voices.’
‘Yes.’
‘They asked you what you heard. Over and over.’
‘Yes. Over and over.’ She lifted a glass of water and drank some. ‘I felt so tired, all I remember is, I felt so tired, I wanted to go to sleep in my own bed. Forever.’
I drank some water from my glass. ‘A precious thing, your own bed. You’re never really home till you’re in your own bed.’
What did I know about the preciousness of own beds, a good part of my life spent in institutional beds I hated or didn’t give a shit about?
Alice smiled, half a smile, a smile. I smiled. We nodded at each other across the world, images bounced off a satellite.
‘I feel ridiculous asking you questions all these years later,’ I said.
I waited, looking at her, trying to keep the full smile in my eyes, in my face. Thinking about smiling.
A nod, not an unhappy nod now.
I said, ‘Alice, if you can bring yourself to think about the voices, a last time.’
She looked uncertain, lowered her chin.
‘You told the police that you heard two voices and they sounded the same to you. Is that right?’
A nod. ‘Yes. That’s right.’
‘The people who talked to you didn’t follow this up. You heard two people with similar voices?’
‘Not similar, the same. At first, I thought it was someone talking to himself, having a conversation with himself.’
‘You didn’t tell the police that.’
‘I don’t know. Didn’t I?’
‘It’s not in the transcript. In the transcript, they move on to asking you about noises outside. But that doesn’t matter. You thought it was one person but it wasn’t?’
‘No. I could hear they were apart.’
‘You could tell them apart?’
‘No, but the voices were apart, coming from different places. It was two people.’
‘Two people with identical voices.’
She frowned. ‘Well, I couldn’t hear what they were saying. I suppose the wall was too thick. So I can’t say identical, but the voices went up and down in the same places. I…’ She hesitated.
‘Yes?’
‘I’ve got quite a good ear for music, so I suppose…’
‘Yes. I’m sure you’ve got it right. Now the other thing I want to ask you is whether you’ve remembered anything else. In the years since. It’s not uncommon. You were in shock when the police talked to you, I could see that in your responses. Is there anything else, anything at all that’s come back to you?’
We looked at each other. Alice moved her shoulders, her head, apologising with her body.
‘This is rather silly,’ she said, ‘but two things…I’m not sure if it’s just my mind playing tricks. I’m always reading something into nothing. Harmless strangers, parked cars.’
I smiled. ‘I’m constantly reading something into nothing. It’s a way of life for me. Go ahead, it doesn’t matter whether it sounds silly. What’s rather silly?’
She seemed reassured. ‘The one thing is, we use the television and computers a lot at work. I work with autistic children.’
I nodded. ‘Yes, I know that.’
‘Well, about a year after I started working there, one of the other people put on a computer game for a child and it had this music, this simple tune repeated over and over…’ She was distressed by the story. Her hands had moved from the arms of her chair into her lap. She was clenching one hand with the other, I could see the tension in her neck and shoulders.
‘Yes,’ I said.
‘I felt sick. And scared. I couldn’t bear it, it’s impossible to describe, I had to go out of the room, out of the building. I went to a toilet and…and I was physically sick.’