“Bill, I’ve been on a movie set before.”
“Yeah, but you’ve never had to shoulder this many scenes. Trust me.”
“It’s midnight, Bill-no, it’s one A.M I’m tired, I need a shower, I need sleep. I don’t mean to snap at you, but really, I need-”
“Come on,” Bill said. “I’m already here. I’m getting out of the elevator. Let’s just sit down for ten minutes, then you can go to sleep.”
“It’s one in the morning!”
“Ten minutes.” She heard his steps outside the door, then his knock: shave-and-a-haircut. Jesus. Did he think he was being cute?
Lisa opened the door, wedged it against her shoulder, and looked out at Bill through the opening. He still had his cell phone at his ear. He shut it. “It’s great to see you,” he said.
“It’s good to see you, too, Bill. It’s nice that you came by. But I really do need to sleep.”
“Don’t tell me I come all the way here and you’re going to turn me away at the door. At least let me use your bathroom, for Christ’s sake.”
Lisa couldn’t think of a way to refuse that. She stood back and waved him inside, then shut the door after him and belted her robe tighter while he stepped into the bathroom and pissed noisily. He came out wiping his hands on a washcloth.
“The bathrooms here are unbelievable. Bet you never had anything like this back in New York. Bet you could fit your whole apartment in there.”
She gave him the smile he was fishing for but couldn’t keep it aloft for long. “What do you want, Bill?”
“I want to talk about you.” Bill was bigger than Arthur French, but had something of the same quality about him: the forced boyishness, as though by dressing young and putting gel in your hair you could convince the world you hadn’t hit fifty yet, or maybe convince yourself. She’d only met him in person twice before this, but both times he’d impressed her as someone with more energy than was good for him, as though he were running too hard, pushing too hard, straining too much. It showed around his eyes, it showed in his hands. Also, the man couldn’t sit still.
“When I say this is the beginning, I’m talking about a fast ride to the top. This picture, forget it. It’s just a way to get your face in front of the audience. What I’m thinking is, what’s going to be Lisa Brennan’s star vehicle? What’s the picture that will put you front and center? And this morning I got it.” He paced back and forth in front of the window. “I want to plant the idea in your head, get your subconscious working on it, see what you think.”
“What is it?”
He spread his hands, palms toward her. “Corner of State and Main. Celia. The younger daughter, the one who got married at sixteen and comes back when her husband goes into the army. You’ve read the book, right?”
She had. Who hadn’t? Once every few years a book hits on all cylinders-Midnight in the Garden of Good and Evil, Bridges of Madison County, The Da Vinci Code-and suddenly everyone you know has read it, or at least bought a copy. Then there’s a film version, and sometimes it’s a hit, sometimes it isn’t. Mostly it isn’t, but still, these are prestige projects and appearing in a leading role in a movie like that… it was miles away from the sort of thing she’d be doing tomorrow. (Today, she corrected herself with a glance at the clock.)
“Sure,” she said. “I’d love to be in that movie. So would Helen Hunt. What makes you think I can get the part?”
“They picked a director. It’s Michael Haber. We went to school together.”
“School?”
“We go way back,” Bill said. “He owes me plenty.”
Was it really possible, Lisa wondered, that Bill believed his old school ties would trump studio demands on a picture this big? Or that he thought she would believe it? Or was it just possible that he was right, that he had an in she could use and this could be her break? No: that wasn’t possible. It just wasn’t. And even if it was, why the hell did he have to lay this on her at one in the morning?
“Bill, I am really grateful for everything you’ve done for me, you know that, and if you think you can pull this off, well, God bless you and I hope you’re right. But right now I’ve got seven hours before I have to be on the set of Transparent and I don’t think they want Dr. Brown to have big bags under her eyes. So I’m going to say good night to you and go to sleep, and not get my hopes up, and go to work tomorrow, and do a good job because that’s what I’m being paid to do-and if you can get me a better part next time, that’s great, but tonight what I need is sleep.”
“Oh, you’re good,” Bill said, gripping her chin between his thumb and forefinger. “Such honesty. Such openness. Just show some of that when you’re in front of the camera, and I’ll get you any part you want.” He leaned in and kissed her-briefly, but it startled her, and she pulled the lapels of her robe together when he leaned back. She wanted to ask him what he thought he was doing or tell him not to do it again, but by then he was already halfway to the door, and hell, this was no time to start a fight. She closed the door behind him.
Honesty. Openness. These weren’t what her experience told her made for success in Hollywood. But they’d gotten her agent out of her bedroom, so maybe they were good for something after all.
WHEN SHOOTING WRAPPED, she sat by the catering table nursing her third cup of coffee. Grips were busy dollying cameras and lights back to the storage pen. In the operating theater set, the stunt coordinator was pointing at a balcony that had been fitted out with a breakaway section while his chief construction engineer was trying to explain why it hadn’t broken properly on the first take. Lisa felt her eyelids drop in spite of the caffeine. Bill was right, of course: even if she’d had enough sleep the night before she’d be tired now, and as it was she just wanted to crash.
But she’d promised Bill a dinner, and there was no reason to think she’d be less tired tomorrow. Besides, she’d hustled him out of her room a little brusquely last night and though he’d deserved it, this was still someone she didn’t want to piss off needlessly. She owed him this job, and while today’s shooting had been roughly as bad as she’d expected, it was better than ushering Off-Broadway for thirty-five dollars a night or waitressing at the Union Square Coffee Shop, both of which she’d done not too long ago.
There was a phone in a cabinet under the stairs, next to the water fountain and the door to the men’s room. She called Bill’s office number, but judging by the background noise reached him in his car.
“You’re done already? It’s not even nine o’clock.”
“They still have work to do, but they told me I’m not needed again till tomorrow. Just position shooting for the computer animation.”
“Who’s doing the effects, ILM? Digital Domain?”
“I don’t know, Bill. They probably told me, but I’ve forgotten.”
“I bet it’s Digital. Listen, are we still on for tonight?”
“Sure. As long as it’s some place quiet, and not too far away.”
“Why don’t I pick you up where you are, I’m just a few miles away, and I’ll take you some place nice.”
“Not too nice.”
“You got it.”
She stepped into the women’s wardrobe room and changed back into her street clothes. No dressing room with a star on the door for her. Not yet.
Bill was waiting for her when she made her way out to the street. He reached across the passenger seat and opened the door for her. When she slid in, he gave the back of her neck a quick massage.
She tensed. Was everyone in Hollywood this touchy-feely? As a born-and-bred New Yorker, Lisa was suspicious of people who kissed and patted and touched too freely. On the other hand, when in Rome.