The second song is our third competition piece. It features the altos, and we’re all over it—carry the whole performance.
“Excellent.” Terri beams over at my section. “That was gorgeous, altos. Good work.” She puts her hand up to her forehead. “Sopranos. You’re not getting the harmony right.”
“I don’t know why we have to sing harmony.” Meet Meadow. Beautiful. Dainty. Skin so perfect you want to touch it to see if it’s frosted on. Big dark eyes, long black lashes, perfectly plucked brows, pink lips—always glossy. Long, perfectly layered, and highlighted blonde hair. Never even a hint of black roots. A bustline her mom paid for. Size-one designer jeans. Heels all the time. Diva attitude. “First sopranos are supposed to sing the melody.”
Terri is way too patient with her. “The altos carry the melody through that section. It’s only eight bars. Let’s go over it again.” Meadow’s parents are loaded. They keep Bliss afloat. Terri has to be patient.
“I’m sick of this song.” Meadow flips through the sheet music in her open binder.
Terri bites her lower lip. “Would you like to practice ‘Take Me Home’?”
An approving murmur runs through the girls. We all get off on that song, and we haven’t sung it since our disaster recording session. It gets the blood flowing. We stomp and clap. Some of us get rhythm instruments and drums. One girl even gets to shout, “Hallelujah.” It’s as wild as a competitive all-girls choir gets.
Meadow shakes her head, retreats as fast as she can. “That’s okay. We should get this right first.”
I have to agree with Meadow. Singing “Take Me Home” now would be torture. We won’t get into the Choral Olympics, and Meadow can’t sing the song. It’s weird Terri brought it up.
Terri pushes her hair off her high forehead. What I would give for her cheekbones. “If that’s what you want. When we perform this at the Choral Olympics, your part must be perfect.” She smiles to encourage Meadow. “The altos are doing a fantastic job. The sopranos need to catch up.”
“Okay, girls.” Terri enlarges her smile to include the remaining sopranos. “Let’s run that part.”
It’s an easy descant. I can sing it in my sleep. They finally get it. Fall apart when we put it together. Sopranos can be so annoying. We sing that part twenty times. Just those eight boring bars. Now they can do it in their sleep.
“Excellent work.” Terri gets the sopranos high-fiving each other.
I can’t figure out why Terri keeps Meadow as soloist. Who cares if Meadow’s mom promised a check for new costumes if we make it to the Choral Olympics? Our old ponchos are still serviceable. Mine’s kind of short, but I stand in the back—way in the back. I glance around at the other girls. I guess Meadow is the best we have.
“Take a minute, girls.” Terri glances at Meadow. “We’re going to practice ‘Take Me Home’ next.” She sounds kind of defeated. She knows how bad Meadow sings this song. She knows the Choral Olympics is a fantasy, but she can’t let the girls see. I see. I’m wearing mega-thick glasses. I see everything.
I grab my water bottle, drain it halfway, stretch, and sink on the hardwood pew behind me. We practice standing in the church pews. There are eighty of us, so we don’t fit in their choir seats on the stand. The sanctuary is full of warm old wood. Great acoustics. Perfect for “Take Me Home.” Especially when we all get rocking—until Meadow gets lost, and we have to go back to the top.
Terri squats in front of Meadow, giving her a pep talk. Then she’s on her feet again. “Leah, pass out the instruments.” Leah’s the choir president. Nice girl. Her straight long hair is dark brown, almost black. Matches her eyelashes and ballerina face.
Buzzing confusion. The jingle of the triangle. Someone hits her drum. Sarah shoves the croaking shaker that I play into my hand.
Terri glares us into silence, raises her hands, and cues the pianist. The notes climb through the air, engulfing us all in the mournful sound. Eighty pairs of eyes glue to Terri’s every move.
Now it’s Meadow’s solo opening. Terri dips her hand to bring her in and—
Nothing.
Meadow runs across the front of the room and out the side door.
“Leah, go after her.”
Terri folds her arms, studies the music, tapping her foot.
I stand frozen with the rest of the choir. No one even rattles a shaker.
Leah returns with her doll-like face in a frazzle. “She’s throwing up.”
Groans and confusion. Everyone is disappointed. Terri seems really upset.
My hand creeps into the air. I’m not quite sure what it’s doing up there. I’ve never raised my hand in choir before.
“Beth?”
I swallow hard and look around at my altos for strength. I can do this. I can. “I know the solo.” My mumble is lost in the shuffle of the girls around me.
“Quiet, girls. What was that?”
Now everyone is listening, staring, questioning. I force myself to stand up straight, pull my shoulders back for courage, and take a deep breath. “I can sing it if you want. Meadow’s part. So we can practice.”
“You’re an alto.”
“I know the solo.”
“You can hit those notes?”
I shrug my shoulders. “Sure.” A smile breaks free from the churning pit of cowardice in my stomach.
Terri looks at me for a beat, smiles back. “Okay, then. Thank you, Beth.”
Sarah takes my instrument. Her eyes are big—scared for me.
I close mine. Breathe deep. In and out. I’m in the car. Alone. That’s not our pianist delicately caressing the opening from the black and whites. It’s just the practice CD. I’ve done this a hundred times.
It’s my cue, and I’m there, singing—I take me down to the river,
The sweet, sweet river Jordan,
Stare across the muddy water
And long for the other side.
My voice flows pure and strong through the andante opening solo verse. I get a chorus all to myself, slow and mournful—lots of great runs.Take me home, sweet, sweet Jesus.
And wrap me in your bosom,
Where my master cannot find me.
Lord, I long for the other side.
Then the choir comes in singing, Take me home, take me home, take me home. My voice soars high above them.
Verse two. No solo in this section. I open my eyes and sing with the altos.I lay me down by the river,
The sweet, sweet river Jordan,
My fingers touch the muddy water.
There’s rich grass on the other side.
The tempo ramps up on the chorus. Things start to get wild. We’re all singing full power, top of our voices, shaking the windowpanes.Oh, the glory of that bright day
When I cross the river Jordan.
The angels playing banjo
And the good Lord on the fiddle.
Terri’s smiling all over herself—having the time of her life. She’s jumping up and down, getting everybody into it. Oh, crap, it’s me again. High and fluid over the harmonic jumble of the rest of the choir.There’s me pappy and me mammy—
Singing like they’ve never sung before—
I keep my eyes open this time. The choir sings back to me. I let loose, throw in another run at the end of the line.The dark boy who said he loved me
And fills my dreams at night.
The place is rocking, building to the climax. All of us, full-throated, sing, Take me home, take me home, take me home, like we never have before. Electric sound magic. Music flying everywhere. The key changes, and we’re into the bridge.But my babe, Lord, my sweet child, who wears my master’s eyes,