The men reached out on either side of her, undoubtedly to keep her from hitting the deck, but she held up both hands, waving them off as panic spiked. “No. Please, just . . .” She trailed off when she realized the room was full, with twenty or so strangers packed into it, making it feel incredibly crowded when she’d spent so much time recently alone.
Her hands were shaking; her whole body was shaking as she reeled away from the small group, fetching up against a soft, high-backed chair. Her heart was lodged in her throat and she couldn’t get her breath, couldn’t get her balance. “I need—” She broke off, not sure what she needed until she locked eyes on the one familiar thing in the room: Michael.
He moved through the crowd, his reddened, pepper-burned eyes locked on her. “You okay?” he asked when he reached her, his voice pitched low, as though he sought privacy amidst the crowd. He looked more worried than pissed, which surprised her. She’d been expecting rage.
Maybe she was wrong thinking she’d seen something ugly inside him.
“I’m . . . I don’t know.” The stirred-up, overwrought part of her wanted her to grab onto him, hide her face in his wide, solid chest, and pretend none of this was happening. But her inner fighter, the one who’d given her the guts to escape, had her holding back. The end result was an interrupted physical hiccup in his direction, one that left her awkwardly close to him, with the two of them surrounded by a very interested audience. “Are you okay?” She lifted a hand, focusing on the details, because she thought she’d lose it if she looked at the big picture just then. “Your poor eyes. I’m sorry.”
“I’ll be fine. We heal fast.” Taking her elbow in a firm grip that fell on the border between being supportive and making sure she didn’t bolt again, he waved irritably for the crowd to scatter. “Give her room to breathe, will you?”
Everybody moved, but nobody left, which put Sasha and Michael on one side of the open center of the sunken great room, with the others scattered on an assortment of leather sofas, chairs, and love seats, or standing up on the raised landing, near the kitchen. There was a definite generation gap between the two groups that had separated themselves out by location. The five men and four women on the lower level were younger, bigger, and drew her eyes automatically, all but oozing charisma, while the three men and two women who stood above them, watching over them, were a generation older, as well as being smaller, with a slightly darker cast to their skin, consistent with the Sumerian origins of the legendary servants of the magi. Or what she’d always thought were legends.
Nightkeepers and winikin, she thought, a bubble of mild hysteria pressing at her throat, threatening to cut off her oxygen. Gods.
It took her a couple of seconds to realize she’d used the plural of her childhood rather than the singular God she’d consciously clung to as an adult. When she did, her heart started a long, slow descent to her toes. “Oh, shit. I’m in serious trouble here.”
She hadn’t realized she’d said that out loud until Michael’s fingers tightened on her arm, and he said in an undertone, “Do me a favor and don’t make decisions right now. Just suspend disbelief and listen for a bit, okay?”
“I think my disbelief is pretty much shot to shit at this point,” she answered, feeling her stomach churn in reaction. “That hawk wasn’t a special effect.”
“Nope.”
“Your king just teleported all of us back here.” Her knees threatened to buckle.
“Yep.”
“And what happened yesterday was—”
“Turn it off for a little bit, okay?” he interrupted, and she thought his grip tightened in warning before he let her go and moved away. “Let me do some intros first.” He gestured to the hawk-man and his mate, who stood hip-to-hip near a long sofa. “You’ve already met Nate and Alexis. Next to them is our king, as you correctly ID’d. Striking-Jaguar.”
The tall, black-haired man with the vivid blue eyes gave her a nod and turned both palms up in a conciliatory gesture. “Call me Strike, please. The old-school names are tough to work with these days.
I’m sorry if the ’port scared you too badly. We wanted to make our point.”
“Consider it made,” Sasha said, her voice gone thin though she stood on her own, keeping herself as strong as she could in the face of incontrovertible evidence she didn’t want to believe. The man was a teleport. He’d instantaneously moved the four of them from the desert to the mansion. It should’ve been impossible, but she couldn’t deny what she’d just experienced. And she couldn’t pass this off as drugs or stress anymore. It wasn’t a dream, wasn’t a hallucination. All this was really happening.
Her father might not have been entirely sane, but he hadn’t been nearly as crazy as she’d thought.
Oh, Ambrose, she thought on a burst of aching, awful guilt. Learning the truth didn’t make right what he’d done to her. But it sure as hell explained why he’d done some of it. In the end he’d been failed by the magic itself. If she accepted this new reality, then, according to Michael’s story, the barrier had been closed off throughout her childhood, explaining why his magic—and potentially her own—had never worked.
“This is Leah,” Strike continued, dropping a light hand on the shoulder of the woman who stood beside him, and his arresting eyes glinted with satisfied possessiveness as he elaborated, “My mate and queen.”
The woman—an edgy-looking white-blonde who was smaller than the others, but still looked fighting tough in the extreme—sent him an affectionate eye roll, then sketched a wave in Sasha’s direction. “Leah Daniels, formerly of the Miami PD. I’m fully human, and got dropped into this a bit like you did. If you want to scream, or vent, or shoot something, whatever—I’m available.”
That seemed to require a response, so Sasha wet her lips and managed a weak, “Thanks. I’ll . . .
Thanks.”
“Patience and Brandt White-Eagle,” Michael said, continuing the intros by indicating a porcelain-
skinned woman, also blond, sitting on a love seat beside a square-featured man with dark brown hair.
“Patience used to run a dojo. She can make herself invisible, and she and Brandt have a pair of four-
year-old twins, Harry and Braden.They’re off property, in hiding with their winikin, Hannah and Woody.” Without giving Sasha time to process that, he moved on to the other sofa, where a tanned guy with bright, interested blue eyes and a stubby blond ponytail was sprawled akimbo. “That’s Coyote-Seven, aka Sven. He used to be a marine treasure hunter. Now he moves things from point A to point B with his mind.” There was something else in Michael’s voice, but before Sasha could think to wonder, he’d turned to the last of the Nightkeepers gathered on the lower level. “And this is our archivist, Jade.” The lovely brunette had arresting pale green eyes and seemed wrapped in a layer of serenity Sasha badly envied.
“I was a counselor in the outside world,” Jade offered. “I know Rabbit did some work on you, but if you ever want someone to talk to, I’d be honored.”
Sasha raised an eyebrow at Michael. “Rabbit?”
“He’s one of two other magi who aren’t here,” he answered without really answering. “Strike’s sister, Anna, is a Mayanist at UT Austin. Our resident juvie, Rabbit, is in school there with his human girlfriend, Myrinne, under Anna’s supervision, gods help her.” When she just stood there, waiting, he finished, “Rabbit’s a mind-bender. He put some mental filters into your head to help you deal with what Iago did to you.”