Her mouth snapped closed. And her pretty green eyes went flat. The way they had when he’d told her he wasn’t going to be a pawn in her game.
Except…as he stared at her and his mind turned over images of her tending his wounds, humming to help him relax, brushing the hair back from his face…he had a strange feeling it might not be her game either.
Which…didn’t make any more sense than the reason she was still here now.
“I didn’t want to be responsible for the great champion’s death,” she said in a tone that matched her lackluster eyes.
Yeah, but she wouldn’t have been. She hadn’t cut him. He’d gotten that injury in the training ring.
He rubbed his suddenly throbbing forehead. Man, his mind was still in a fucking fog, and everything seemed off.
“There’s water if you want it,” she said in a softer tone. “On the table next to the bed.”
The bed he’d given her. He looked down at his legs, covered by the blanket he’d tossed over her the night before—hell, he wasn’t sure which night now—then to the table where a tin cup sat.
A strange buzz started in his ears, seemed to spread to his chest. Why did she care if he was thirsty or not? Why did she care if he lived or died? He’d all but tried to kill her, then belittled her when he’d found her in his cell again, making it more than clear what he thought of her. What could have possibly compelled her to stitch his wound and tend him in illness?
Because that was what she’d done, he realized as memories of her whispered reassurances and silky fingers skimming his skin spiraled in and clamped on tight. She’d not only treated him, she’d sat beside him, kept him warm…comforted him with her touch and voice and presence.
A Ghul.
A highborn Ghul.
A really sexy, way-more-enticing-than-she-should-be highborn Ghul.
Nerves kicked up in his chest, sent his heart rate pounding. He tried to make sense of her actions. Couldn’t. Tried to think logically. Came up empty.
Nothing seemed right. Everything was wrong. And yet…somewhere, in the back of his mind, a voice whispered, Yes. Remember who you are, Nasir.
His gaze slowly swung back to her, and before he could stop himself, he asked, “Why—why did you stay?”
She bit into her bottom lip, a move that was so damn sexy, blood rushed to his groin. But she didn’t immediately answer as her gaze drifted to his feet, covered by the blanket. And reflexively, his toes tingled as if she were seeing them. Touching them. Caressing them with those fingers he remembered sliding across his skin last night.
“I—”
The door creaked open before she could answer. Her head turned that way, soft curls falling over her shoulder as she moved, drawing his attention to the creamy skin of her collarbone, then lower to the soft swell of her breasts. His cock grew hard beneath the blanket, and disappointment whipped through his veins when the guard entered, interrupting them, because he’d sensed she was about to tell him something important. Something he needed to hear. Something that would change things between them forever.
The guard moved to the side. Nasir looked over as his mu’allim stepped into the room.
Malik wore his traditional leather breastplate that fit his sculpted muscles, his hands clasped behind his back, his shaved head reflecting the dim candlelight. “You look better.”
Nasir ground his teeth against the dull pain in his side and pushed up higher in the bed, trying not to look like such a pussy. Trying to get the raging libido that seemed to come out of nowhere under control. “How long was I out?”
“About thirty-six hours. You should have alerted the guards that the wound was deeper than originally thought. It won’t serve you to die in here.” Before Nasir could ask what he meant by that, Malik nodded toward the highborn and added, “You have the jarriah’s quick thinking to thank for your speedy recovery. By the time I came for you yesterday and realized the severity of your wound, it would have been too late.”
Jarriah. Nasir looked back toward the female, standing at the foot of his bed, suddenly studying the floor with great interest while twisting her hands together in front of her. The male who’d brought her to see him that first day had called her jarriah. The word was foreign to him—of Ghul origin—but something in his gut told him to find out what it meant. That it mattered. That it was the key to what seemed so off about her.
Her…
He didn’t even know her name. In all the time they’d been locked up together, he hadn’t asked. Hadn’t thought to ask, because he hadn’t wanted to see her as anything other than his enemy. Now he couldn’t stop wondering if that was true. Now he wanted to know everything about her—who she was, where she came from, and most of all, why she’d saved his life.
Not all Ghuls are evil.
“Get up,” Malik said, reaching for the cover and pulling it back. “Rest is over. You need food, then we have work to do.” He wrapped his hand around Nasir’s bicep and helped haul him to his feet.
Malik handed him off to the guards, who, thankfully, were more gentle than normal. His head swam, but he was able to stand without crumbling to the floor. At his back, Malik said, “The servant is waiting outside to check you, jarriah.”
“There’s no reason for that, mu’allim,” she replied in a quiet voice. “Nothing has…changed.”
“Nevertheless, she must do as she’s been instructed.” His voice softened. “I’ll be back to speak with you later.”
“Thank you, mu’allim,” she replied.
Check her? More questions swirled in Nasir’s mind as the guards herded him toward the door. Light burned his eyes as he stepped out into the corridor, but he caught sight of the slim brunette wearing the traditional gray servant garb with the slave band tattooed across her right bicep.
The girl didn’t make eye contact with Nasir, just nodded once to Malik, then disappeared into the cell, but whatever was said inside that room was too quiet to be heard. And as the guards ushered him down the hall, Nasir couldn’t stop wondering what was really happening.
He was bathed, his wound tended and re-bandaged, then he was taken to the dining hall, which was empty, as always. From the courtyard beyond the high windows that let in only light and the blue of the sky, the crack of training swords slapping against each other echoed, telling him the rest of the sahads were being put through a grueling workout in the baking heat of the sun.
A ripple of contempt washed through him. As champion, he never trained with the others—a luxury, he was told. But he knew the truth. His isolation was just one more way the Ghuls could punish him for being Marid. One more way they tried to break him. They were smarter than he’d given them credit. Torture was one thing, but loneliness…
“Being left alone isn’t safe. It’s the greatest form of torture there is.”
His pulse picked up speed. The fork stopped halfway to his mouth. He wasn’t sure when the female in his cell had said those words, but he knew they’d come from her. He could hear them now, in her sweet, tempting voice, as surely as he could suddenly hear the pounding of his own heart.
“Rise, sahad.”
Nasir looked toward the doorway where Malik stood with his hands clasped behind his back, his mouth set in a grim line. Behind him, two guards waited.
“I want you in the training ring in five minutes.”
Malik stepped out; the guards moved in. As Nasir lowered his fork and rose from the empty table, his mind spun with images, words, questions he couldn’t answer. If the female in his cell was highborn, she wouldn’t know about torture. She wouldn’t know loneliness. She wouldn’t have cared for him in any illness. And she definitely wouldn’t be lingering in his dank, depressing cell right this moment.