“Please, stop,” she whispered, stepping toward him, wanting the Marid back she’d fallen in love with. Not this killer. Not this person he didn’t want to be. “Just…stop.”
Nasir’s eyes were as black as she’d ever seen them, and a shiver of fear ran through her as she reached out, as she touched his arm, because he looked like the monster she’d encountered in his cell that first day. But they’d come so far; she’d learned so much. And she believed deep in her heart he’d never hurt her.
“Please,” she whispered. “Please, just…let go. He can’t hurt us anymore. He’s nothing.”
Nasir glanced down at her hand on his arm, seemed to be in some sort of rage-induced haze as he slowly shifted his gaze to her eyes as if he didn’t recognize her, then looked to Zayd’s bloody and bruised face.
Kavin held her breath. Waited. Was so afraid if Nasir killed him this way, it would cross a line they couldn’t come back from. She needed to know the djinni she’d fallen in love with was inside him somewhere. That he could pull himself back from the brink if he needed to.
Then Nasir released his hold on Zayd’s shirtfront. Zayd hit the water with a splash, sending droplets all over the stone floor. Nasir’s sword fell from his hand, clanked against the ground. And then his arms were around her, pulling her close, his face sliding into the hollow between her shoulder and neck to breathe warm against her throat.
“Rouhi…”
Relief pulsed through every inch of her body, swept her up in a tidal wave of emotion that poured through her. She slid her arms around his shoulders, held him tight. Closed her eyes and just breathed.
He’d done it. He’d saved her. And himself.
“I’m here,” she whispered. “I’m right here.”
He eased back, looked down at her. Blood and dirt stained his handsome face, but the rage was gone. In its place were the soft, sweet, gentle eyes she’d come to love. “Thank you,” he rasped.
Tears burned her eyes. She was just about to tell him he had no reason to thank her, when she caught sight of movement behind him.
Zayd lurched to his feet in the bath. Blood ran like rivulets down his face. He gripped the sword in his hands and lifted it over his head.
Things happened so fast, Kavin barely tracked them. She screamed Nasir’s name, pushed him away from her, then reached down for his sword, which he’d dropped at their feet.
She thrust out before Zayd could. The tip stabbed into his chest, his forward momentum forcing it deep. Zayd’s eyes went wide. He stumbled back. Kavin gasped and let go of the blade. Then his body fell into the bath again with a splash that sent half the water spilling over the sides and onto the stone floor.
Silence descended. Then Nasir looked her way. “Holy shit.”
Kavin’s own eyes were wide with shock. She hadn’t thought. She’d reacted. Her pulse shot up; her adrenaline peaked, then plummeted. She stumbled back a step, but Nasir was right there to catch her.
“Breathe, rouhi.”
She gripped his arms, focused on the draw and pull of her lungs, was relieved when Nasir stepped in front of her so she couldn’t see what she’d done.
“That’s it.” He rubbed a hand down her back. “Allah, you’ve got more fight in you than I ever expected. Remind me not to piss you off.”
A laugh slipped from her lips. One she didn’t expect. One that pushed aside the horror and brought her around to what mattered most. Hands resting against his strong chest, she looked up into his eyes and tried not to be gripped by fear all over again. “How are we going to get out of here? The guards are busy in the arena, but the city walls—”
“I’ll show you.”
They both looked toward the door, where Hana stood with her hands at her sides, bitter victory on her face as she stared at Zayd’s dead body in the bath.
Seconds passed in silence, then she finally met their eyes. “So long as you take me with you.”
Kavin sagged against Nasir as she looked up at him. “Take me away from here. Away from death and dying and slaves and highborns. Please. I don’t care where we go, I just need…”
Her chest tightened with the weight of everything that had happened, cutting off her words. Of what could have happened.
Then his mouth was on hers. Claiming hers in a swift, fierce kiss she felt everywhere. Banishing the fear, telling her this—the two of them together—was all that mattered. And when he eased back, the smile that curled one side of his mouth was so damn handsome, it softened everything inside her. “Your wish is my command, rouhi. And just your luck, I know the perfect place for us to go.”
Chapter Sixteen
As they stood on a bluff overlooking Gannah, the salty breeze whipping the hair back from their faces, Nasir wondered what Kavin was thinking.
The tall spires of a city he’d loved since he was a child sparkled in the late afternoon sunlight. Palms waved in the air, mountains rose to the north, and the sea filled the horizon beyond. Below them, past the city walls, his people—his tribe—milled about the streets, shopping, working, living as they did every day.
He saw home. He saw safety. He saw people removed from war and suffering who had no idea just what kind of horrors were being unleashed in Jahannam. But he’d made Malik a promise. He’d tell them. He’d make sure they all knew it wasn’t just those from his tribe who were being imprisoned. It was djinn from all tribes, from all races, from every part of their world. And it was time it stopped.
Kavin leaned against his side. “What if they don’t let us in?”
He glanced over her head toward Hana, and read the same worry in the young girl’s face that he heard in Kavin’s voice. They were both Ghul, about to enter a city they feared would despise them on sight. But Nasir knew differently.
He tightened his arm around her. “You brought their prince home. I don’t think they’re going to care if you’re Ghul or Shaitan or even human.”
She looked up at him, and, as the sun warmed her features, he remembered how scared he’d been as they’d fled the arena. Getting out of the tunnels had been easier than he’d expected. But out in the open, he’d been so afraid they’d be recognized. That he’d lose her so close to freedom. But Hana had known a secret passageway under the city walls, and with the guards distracted by the revolt, they’d slipped away quickly and easily.
It had taken three days to reach Gannah. Though his powers had returned once they’d been free of the confines of Jahannam and he could have teleported home, both Kavin and Hana had been imprisoned so quickly after reaching adulthood, they’d yet to develop their gifts. But that would soon change.
“You sound so certain.”
“I know my people, rouhi. You’re free. No one will hurt you here.”
Uncertainty filled her eyes as she ran her fingers over the opal at his throat. “Freedom means nothing to me unless you’re here to share it. What about this?”
He’d thought the same thing more than once. Wherever the sorceress was, she could call him back at any moment. He had no idea if his brothers were alive or dead, if she was using them and biding her time with him. But he was done living his life under the control of others.
He turned her, wrapped both arms around her back, reveling in the warmth of her body, the feel of her skin, her love that had reminded him who he was—who he wanted to be. “We’ll worry about that if it happens.”
“But—”
He pressed his finger against her lips. “She hasn’t contacted me in months. I don’t know what happened to her, but I’m not going to live my life in fear. I want to spend it with you. However long that may be. Nothing in life is certain, Kavin. All I know is that I love you. Right now, that and what we do to stop the torture in Jahannam is all that matters.”