Elaine flicked the lighter’s switch. Flame wavered from the tip. “I am making an executive decision!”
Jeanette pulled her hand from her pocket and hurled a handful of peas at the other woman. Elaine flinched, raised her hand with the gun in an instinctive motion of defense, and stepped back. Jeanette closed the remaining distance and caught her around the waist. The gun tumbled from Elaine’s hand and fell into the dirt. She hung onto the lighter, though. Elaine stretched, the flame at the tip curling toward the knot of kerosene-dampened roots. Jeanette banged Elaine’s wrist against the ground. The lighter slipped from her hand and went out, but too late—guttering blue flames danced along one of the roots, moving up toward the trunk.
The red snake slithered up the Tree, wanting away from the fire. The tiger rose, lazily, went to the burning root, and planted a paw on it. Smoke rose around the paw, and Jeanette smelled singeing fur, but the tiger remained planted. When it stepped away, the blue flames were gone.
The woman was weeping as Jeanette rolled off her. “I just want Nana to be safe… I just want her to grow up safe…”
“I know.” Jeanette had never met this woman’s daughter and probably never would, but she recognized the sound of true pain, spirit pain. She had experienced plenty of that herself. She picked up the barbecue lighter. Examined it. Such a small tool to close the door between two worlds. It might have worked, if not for the tiger. Was it supposed to do that, Jeanette wondered, or had it gone beyond its purview? And if that was so, would it be punished?
So many questions. So few answers. Never mind. She whipped her arm in a circle, and watched the barbecue lighter go spinning away. Elaine gave a cry of despair as it disappeared into the grass forty or fifty feet distant. Jeanette bent and picked up the pistol, meaning to put it in her belt, but of course she was wearing her inmate browns and had no belt. Belts were a no-no. Inmates sometimes hung themselves with belts, if they had them. There was a pocket in her drawstring pants, but it was shallow and still half full of peas; the gun would fall right out. What to do with it? Throwing it away seemed to be the wisest course.
Before she could do that, leaves rustled behind her. Jeanette swung around with the pistol in her hand.
“Hey! Drop it! Drop the gun!”
At the edge of the woods stood another armed woman, her own pistol trained on Jeanette. Unlike Elaine, this one held her weapon in both hands and with her legs planted wide, as if she knew what she was doing. Jeanette, no stranger to orders, started to lower the gun, meaning to put it in the grass beside the Tree… but a prudent distance away from Elaine Nutball, who might make a grab for it. As she bent, the snake rustled along the branch above her. Jeanette flinched and raised the hand holding the gun to protect her head from a half-glimpsed falling object. There was a crack, then a faint tink, two coffee mugs clicking together in a cabinet, and she seemed to hear Evie in her head—an inarticulate cry of mingled pain and surprise. After that, Jeanette was on the ground, the sky was nothing but leaves, and there was blood in her mouth.
The woman with the gun came forward. The muzzle was smoking, and Jeanette understood she had been shot.
“Put it down!” the woman ordered. Jeanette opened her hand, not knowing she still held the pistol until it rolled free.
“I know you,” Jeanette whispered. It felt as if there was a large warm weight on her chest. It was hard to breathe, but it didn’t hurt. “You were the one who brought Evie to the prison. The cop. I seen you through the window.”
“That smells like kerosene,” Lila said. She picked up the overturned canister, sniffed at it, then dropped it.
Outside that morning’s Meeting at the Shopwell, someone had mentioned that one of the golf carts was missing, and no one had signed the register for it; a girl named Maisie Wettermore had volunteered that she had seen Elaine Nutting just a few minutes earlier, driving one in the direction of Adams Lumberyard. Lila, who had come with Janice Coates, had exchanged a glance with the ex-warden. There were only two things in the direction of Adams Lumberyard these days: the desiccated ruins of a meth lab, and the Tree. It had worried both of them, the idea of Elaine Nutting going out there alone. Lila had remembered Elaine’s doubts about the animals there—the tiger, especially—and it occurred to her that she might try to kill it. This, Lila was certain, would be unwise. So, the two of them had taken out a golf cart of their own, and followed.
And now Lila had shot a woman she had never seen before, who lay bleeding on the ground, badly wounded.
“What the hell were you going to do?” she asked.
“Not me,” Jeanette said, and looked over at the weeping woman. “Her. She was the one. Her kerosene. Her gun. I stopped her.”
Jeanette knew she was dying. Coldness like well water rising up through her, taking away her toes, then the rest of her feet, then her knees, slipping up toward the heart of her. Bobby had been afraid of water when he was little.
And Bobby had been afraid someone was going to take his Coke and his Mickey Mouse hat. That was the moment captured in the photo on her little block of paint in the cell. No, honey, no, she had told him. Don’t you worry. Those are yours. Your mother’s not going to let anyone take them from you.
And if Bobby were here now, asking about this water? This water that his mother was sinking down into? Oh, she’d tell him, that’s nothing to worry about, either. It’s just a shock at first, but you get used to it.
But Jeanette was no Lying for Prizes champion. She wasn’t that caliber of contestant. She might have been able to get a fib past Bobby, but not Ree. If Ree had been there, she’d have had to admit, though the well water didn’t hurt, it didn’t feel right, either.
She could hear the host’s disembodied voice: That’s all for Jeanette Sorley, I’m afraid, but we’re sending her home with some lovely parting gifts. Tell her about them, Ken! The host sounded like Warner Wolf, Mr. Let’s-Go-to-the-Videotape himself. Hey, if you had to be sent home, you couldn’t ask for a better announcer.
Warden Coates, her hair now as white as chalk, interrupted Jeanette’s sky. It kind of suited her, the hair. She was too thin, though, big dents under her eyes, hollows at her cheeks.
“Sorley?” Coates went to a knee and took her hand. “Jeanette?”
“Oh, shit,” the cop said. “I think I just made a very bad mistake.” She dropped to her knees and put her palms against Jeanette’s wound, applying pressure, knowing it was pointless. “I only meant to wing her, but the distance… and I was so afraid for the Tree… I’m sorry.”
Jeanette felt blood leaking from both corners of her mouth. She began to gasp. “I have a son—his name is Bobby—I have a son—”
Jeanette’s last words were directed at Elaine, and the last thing she saw was that woman’s face, her wide, scared eyes. “—Please—I have a son—”
CHAPTER 15
Later, when the smoke and teargas clears, there will be dozens of stories about the battle for the Dooling Correctional Facility for Women, all of them different, most conflicting, true in some of the details and false in others. Once a serious conflict commences—a fight to the death—objective reality is quickly lost in the smoke and noise.
Also, many of those who could have added their own accounts were dead.
As Van Lampley—hip-shot, bleeding, tired to her soul—drove her ATV slowly along a dirt road that she believed might be Allen Lane (hard to tell for sure; there were so many dirt roads curling around in these hills), she heard a distant explosion from the direction of the prison. She looked up from the screen of the tracker-equipped cell phone she had liberated from Fritz Meshaum. On that screen, the phone in her hand was represented by a red dot. The GPS gizmo on the bazooka was a green one. The two dots were now very close, and she felt she had taken the ATV as far as she could without alerting the Griners that she was after them.