Nomi’s body stiffened into an uneasy self-consciousness. She turned her back on them, looked at the gargoyles.
Suraj ambled across to her. “Our man thinks you’re not clad modestly enough for an audience with the Lord. He wants you to rent a sari from that counter over there.”
“Really?” She looked down at herself, made a face. “I’m covered from neck to knees!” She began rummaging inside her bag, produced a long blue scarf. “Everything I read before coming here said the country had changed. What was it like before? The women were draped in curtains?”
Badal was a short distance away, frowning at her.
“This is dumb,” she said as she wrapped the scarf around her shoulders. “Like I’m dressing in the street. I know what I’ll do — I’ll buy some Indian clothes today.” She glanced over at Badal and said, “Will this work?”
Suraj wondered again at the way she spoke, as if she had no sure identity. She looked Indian, even spoke a faltering Hindi, but sounded at times American, at times like a German friend he had, Matthias. He remembered Matthias’ fascination with the way Indian women in six-yard saris had no qualms showing off their midriffs. Now he noticed that Nomi’s shirt ended at her waist, so that when she stretched to drape the scarf around her shoulders, they were allowed a glimpse of the whorls of her belly button. Tattooed, Suraj saw, with a red, five-petalled flower.
Badal said, “No, not allow.”
“Still?” She sounded incredulous.
Badal shook his head and repeated, pointing again at her cargo pants and towards the priests at the gates: “Not allow.”
His tone appeared to infuriate her. “Not allow, not allow!” She exclaimed, turning to Suraj. “I can’t stand it, these temples, all these men laying down the law. Don’t wear this, don’t wear that, don’t do this, don’t do that. Half those men around the door aren’t even wearing shirts. Fuck it. I’m not going in there.”
“And you’ll do what? Wait in the car? We can come back once you’ve changed. Or do this tomorrow.” Suraj rubbed his aching eyes. A temper tantrum when they hadn’t even begun work. This was going to be a fun week.
She turned on her heel before he could say more. “I’ll go for a spin, I’ll look around. We need to put other stuff in the film, don’t we? I’ll go and see the temple later if you think anything will work in there — the permissions, space — all of that.”
Suraj stopped on the brink of entering the temple gates. She had been paid good money by a television company to come all this distance to research their film. They had agreed to his over-the-top fee for being her point man. Here they were after more than a month of e-mail negotiations and preparation — and she was was giving up the very first day?
He snapped out of his shambling manner and loped off behind Nomi with surprising speed. After a moment’s paralysis, Badal followed, shouting, “Where are you going? What is happening?” He had plans already for his morning’s extra earning, it wasn’t going to slip away, he would not let it.
The two men panted to a stop near the car just as it was revving to leave. Suraj pulled open the door and slid in. “Right. I’ll do this later too. Go,” he said to the driver. “My head’s splitting,” he explained to Nomi.
“But. .”
“I’m not in good shape today. . I’ll miss too much. . had thought you’d be the second pair of eyes. We’ll do it together later. Whenever. Let’s do something else today. The beach. Food shacks. Something not too exotic.”
“It’s daily life here! It’s not exotic for them, they come to pray here every day. It’s not exotic for him, see? It’s how he earns a living!”
As if to prove her right, Badal was holding the window frame, banging on the car. “I left other people waiting, I turned them away, to take you to the temple.” He thrust his face into the window, refusing to let the car move. Suraj saw the man’s eyebrows came together in the middle of his forehead in such a way that his face was cut into two. The whites of his eyes were yellow and forked through with red lines. The hand that held the window had circles of rough skin on the knuckles and one long red nail stuck out like a painted talon. “You’re not going to get in there without me, you know that?” Badal said. “Not today, not on any other day.”
“We’ll go tomorrow. We’ll meet you here. We’re not running away,” Suraj said.
“Tomorrow’s not O.K,” Nomi said. “We haven’t enough time, and we’ve got stuff to do tomorrow! Just finish this today. Could you please do that?” Was she begging him or was she ordering him? During their e-mailing, he had searched for her on the net but found not a single photograph. His repeated google-clicks had dredged up no information. Odd, when she was on the circuit. From the self-assurance of her e-mails he had built up an image of a tall, athletic, and he had to admit it — white — woman in his head. A sensuous blonde. Along the lines of Anita Ekberg or Britt Ekland, a Scandinavian Valkyrie ready for anything. They would zip around on a hired motorbike, their packed days of work followed by long swims in the sea and siestas in a big double bed. Then, yesterday, in the hotel’s reception, there was this — this brown shrimp. He had looked past her, beyond her, around her, not wanting to believe that this was the woman he had been writing to. His boss for the next few days. Unbelievable. Just when he thought his luck had turned.
He got out of the car without another word and watched it crawl away from the parking lot through the crowds. When he turned back towards the temple again, he almost collided with Badal. The man was standing inches away, his close-set eyes drilling holes into Suraj.
“We will go into the temple now? Please remove your shoes.”
Inside the temple, Suraj followed him around, nodding at everything Badal said. Shrine after shrine, square after square. He should have been looking out for possible camera angles, for the falling of light and shadow, for examples of striking sculpture, but within minutes of starting the tour he had discovered that the temple allowed no cameras. How would Nomi’s company deal with this in their film? Would they use stock photos? Pictures of the exterior?
His head ached too blindingly to allow thought. He put one foot in front of another, dreaming of chilled beer. A tall glass beaded with a million drops of water, froth at the top. He stared at the square they were in as Badal said, “If you come here in the evening, you see a stunning sight — a priest climbing to the top of that tower.”
Suraj looked up at the tower. The sun behind it turned it into a black mountain. He could not take it. Not with a piercing hangover. If he opened his eyes fully they might fuse like light bulbs. He said, “I’ll sit for a while. I’ll think of God. I want to pray.”
Badal crossed the courtyard and stood in a corner pretending not to observe his client. He saw him take out a small piece of wood from his pocket, then a knife. The man scraped at the wood with his knife for only a minute or two before he stopped and sat there, gazing into space. He was taller than average, had a slight stoop. The short sleeves of his T-shirt exposed biceps starting to soften. The T-shirt was black but for a grey dragon that reared up its chest. The fellow had a shock of hair cut in such untidy tufts it was as if he had taken a paper knife to his head. A bristly salt and pepper stubble darkened his face. Badal had smelled soured alcohol on his breath.
He spotted a friend and nodded to him, pointing at Suraj across the square. “See that bastard? If I don’t milk him like a prize cow my name’s not Badal.” His friend bowed low in a mock namaste, saying, “You’re the king, we all know that.”
Suraj leaned his aching head against a pillar. His eyes half closed, he was vaguely aware of the milling crowds around him. Such a swarm of people. Singing people, chanting people. People with beads, people ringing bells, people reading holy books, children, ancients. People everywhere, going from shrine to shrine, searching the stones for some traces of the salvation they had come to find. He was an impostor. Everyone must know he wasn’t there to pray. Not that they cared. They were too fired up by their proximity to the Lord, intoxicated with finding this hotline to paradise.