Not that she could do either, of course.
Nope, not Riley Crane, sensible, rational, trustworthy professional that she was. She'd stay and see it through, finish the job she'd started, soldier on-and all the other clichés. Because it simply wasn't in her nature to crawl into bed and pull the covers over her head.
No matter how bad things got.
So when the doorbell rang just after seven-thirty, she drew a deep breath and went to greet Ash with a smile and total serenity.
"Hey," she said.
"Hey," he responded. And wrapped both arms around her, lifting her off her feet to kiss her. Right there in the open doorway, for God and all of Opal Island to see.
So much for privacy. So much for serenity.
Riley suspected that all her bones were melting. She also suspected that she didn't much care.
When he raised his head at last and lowered her back to her feet, Ash said a bit roughly, "I've been wanting to do that all day. Just for the record, you seem to have become a habit with me. I didn't sleep at all last night after you kicked me out."
I kicked you out? Why on earth would I do that?
"I didn't kick you out," she murmured, reasonably sure she wouldn't have.
"Maybe not literally, but the result was the same. Instead of spending the night in a warm bed with a warm woman, I ended up alone with whiskey and an old movie. I thought we'd gotten beyond that, Riley."
She took a chance. "Beyond what?"
"You know what I'm talking about. If all I wanted was a dinner companion and an hour of sex afterward, there are willing women in my life a lot less complicated than you are." The statement was utterly matter-of-fact and without conceit.
Hmmm. Wonder which complications he's referring to? Wonder who those other women are? And maybe I'm not a fling?
She didn't know how she felt about that. Hell, she didn't know how she felt about any of this.
Ash went on, "Look, I respect this need of yours for space and time to yourself. I get that, I really do. We both know I'm a prickly bastard and pretty much a loner myself. All I'm saying is the next time you decide you want to sleep alone, a little more warning would be appreciated."
I must have had someplace else I needed to be later last night. Note to self: obviously something last-minute, or else I would have headed Ash off long before bedtime. Wonder what it was? Did I know there was someone in danger? That something bad was going to happen? And if I did…
Why didn't I confide in you about it, lover?
"Sorry. And noted, for future reference," Riley said, wondering when her own arms had wound themselves around his neck. Since they were already there, she didn't bother to remove them. "I missed you too, by the way."
"I'm glad to hear it." He kissed her again, briefly but with just as much intensity. "We could skip dinner."
"Not unless you prefer your women nearly comatose," she said, feeling on safe ground here. "I'm starving."
He laughed. "Then we definitely need to get you fed, and I'm not in the mood to cook tonight. Ready to go?"
Guess that explains my well-stocked kitchen. He's been cooking here.
She didn't know how she felt about that either.
"I'm ready," she said.
Chapter 6
Five minutes later, they were in his very large, very yellow Hummer heading toward the bridge to the mainland, and Riley had to agree with Gordon's assessment of the highly visible appearance of Ash's highly visible ride. Plus, the very low speed limit on the island allowed people sitting on their porches and decks or strolling the walkways beside the road to not only get a good look at the vehicle but recognize who was riding in it.
People waved. And called out hellos to both her and Ash. He didn't stop the truck at any point, which at least allowed Riley to merely smile and wave in response to those greetings from strangers.
Well, at least there was never anything secretive about the relationship. Points for that, I guess.
But there had been secrets in the relationship, obviously, since she hadn't told him the truth about why she'd needed him to leave early the previous night. Unless he had known and was lying about that…
Don't borrow trouble, goddammit. He doesn't know you've lost your memory. So he isn't lying. About that, anyway. But something else is going on here. Because apparently you didn't tell him the truth about why you asked him to leave early, and you don't know why you failed to do that.
Then again, perhaps she really had only wanted time to herself, and the fact that something had obviously happened later on had been sheer coincidence.
Nah. She really didn't believe in coincidence.
"You're very quiet," Ash said.
"That scene in the woods today." Riley shrugged, ruefully aware that "shop" talk was what sprang most readily to her mind whenever she needed something to fill the silences or the blanks. "I've seen a lot worse, but…it never gets easier."
"I was hoping I'd never see anything like it again," Ash said. "I got more than my fill of murder scenes in Atlanta."
Which told Riley that he had, clearly, lived and worked in a large city. Most likely, of course, as an attorney of some kind. Interesting that he was here now. Career setback, or a deliberate choice?
"Murder happens everywhere. Unfortunately."
"True enough. But this kind of murder? You seriously think we could have some kind of occult nonsense going on here? A ritual murder?"
"I think that's what it looks like. At first glance."
Ash frowned. "You still have doubts, don't you? Despite what you said today."
Riley hesitated, then spoke slowly, trying to weigh each word and wondering if she was making a huge mistake in confiding anything at all to this man, even if he was her lover.
Maybe because he was her lover.
"I think-I know-that true occult rituals, especially those ending in murder or any other kind of actual sacrifice, are very, very rare. Especially the sacrifice part. A lot more rare than some of the media would like people to believe. Rare as in virtually nonexistent."
Ash nodded, frowning. "I remember. The vast majority of occult groups are completely harmless, you said."
So we have talked about this. Good. I think.
"Right. Their rites and practices are merely the…trappings of their religious faith. Most such rituals are completely benign, designed to celebrate life and nature."
"But those that aren't benign?"
"Are very rare."
"I get that. And?"
"And involve actual worship of Satan and the belief in magic, the belief that a specific ritual or rituals can cause supernatural forces to grant the wishes or desires of the practitioner. But even those rarely involve physical sacrifice or murder."
"So I gather nobody dies. Usually."
"I'm serious, Ash."
"Okay. So occult rituals, offensive though they may be to the mainstream, are both rare and mostly benign."
"Yeah. What's a lot more common-though still pretty damn rare-is for someone to borrow the trappings, the ceremonies and rituals. To do his own thing within the framework of the occult. He may or may not possess occult beliefs. He may feel that he believes but not fully understand the rituals he's trying to command. Or it may have nothing to do with faith or belief and be simply window dressing. He may stage a murder scene implicating Satanism or other forms of the occult to confuse or mislead an investigation. He may deliberately use what he knows will frighten and panic his neighbors."
"To cover his tracks."