And so the boy stood in the boot. What more?
Nothing more.
He just stood there, and the sun died out. Twilight crept into the chamber as softly as a cat. The boy closed his eyes, and as always when he closed his eyes something peculiar happened. Now the boot began to walk around with the boy crouching down in its leg. It went right through the wall and out to the garden. It went through the garden and across the road. It stepped into the barren fields, out over rocks and moss and marshland until at last it came to the forest. And wherever it stepped all sounds died out. The birds in the trees fell silent. In the meadows moose stood frozen with balls of leaves in their mouths. In the heather snakes stiffened to black sticks.
“Where are we going?” whispered the boy to the boot.
And it whispered back, “We’re going to the quiet.”
Suddenly the black wall of a mountain reared up before them, and the boot whispered to the boy, “This is where we go in.”
But they never went in, because now the sound of a cry tore the boy’s eyes open. It was Grandmother. In a kind of daze, he looked around the tiny bedroom. He was back, and Grandmother was calling out to him. It was already dusk, and the boot clung to its silence. Grandmother called out again and the boy struggled to get out of the boot. But to his horror, he found he couldn’t. He was stuck. His feet rubbed against each other in the narrow boot leg as it closed itself around his hips like a skin of stone. He wanted to scream. But it was only his feet that screamed from somewhere deep below as they fought like animals against something in the dark. And then, at that moment, a very terrible and unexpected thing happened. The boot leg split and the boy tumbled out on the floor. And while he lay there, sprawling and terror-stricken, Grandmother called out to him for the third time.
With quiet, frozen movements he freed himself. And then he simply stood there for a while with the torn boot in his arms. He shut his eyes as tight as he could, but nothing happened. On the inside of his eyelids there was only a big quiet darkness. But on the other side the boot was shrieking without a sound. It was quiet in Grandmother’s house, but it was an evil and dangerous quiet. A quiet like a wild and savage animal lurking in the dark. He had to get away. But to do that he would have to commit the final degrading act. And so he bent over and shoved Grandfather’s boot deep into the evil darkness beneath Grandmother’s bed. Then he cautiously opened the door and crept into the other room on feet that moved like paws.
Grandmother sat reclining in a chair with a high, high back. It was dim and the flowers had no luster. Grandmother hadn’t lit even the tiniest little lamp. The boy stepped lightly over the carpet until he stood by her side. She had not yet noticed that he was even standing there. With curious cruelty he scrutinized her white face. Her eyes were closed and he wondered where she was. Perhaps on her way — on her way into the bedroom! He grabbed hold of her arm. He had to get her away from there. Grandmother cried out, her eyes sprang open, and at once the boy could tell that she had been somewhere else altogether. She shook herself like a dog and smiled at him.
“What are you doing, my boy?”
“Grandmother,” said the boy. “Where is quietness?”
On the little table in front of them lay a white seashell. He had listened to it many, many times. Now Grandmother picked it up. She pressed it against his ear. It was cold and hard and he wanted to run away.
“What do you hear?” asked Grandmother.
“The sea,” answered the boy.
Strange enough, he was lying. In fact, he heard nothing. He didn’t hear even the slightest surge, and he knew that the shell was dead. He himself had killed it. Devastated and defiant, he put the shell back on the table.
“No,” said Grandmother. “There’s no such thing as quietness. Everything can be heard. That thing that we call silence — it’s not really silence. It’s only our own deafness. If we weren’t so deaf the world wouldn’t be such a wicked place. But lucky for us there are some people who can still hear. They’re the ones who can stand on the plains — do you understand what I’m saying to you?”
Grandmother came from a place that had plains.
“Yes,” answered the boy. “Plains — they’re like fields.”
“There are those,” Grandmother continued. “… those who can stand on the plains and hear how the hills sing. But not only that. They can hear what’s happening on the other side of those hills. They can hear the people who live in the valleys, and even more. They can hear how people struggle and fight in the cities. They can hear all the way to the sea. They hear boats sailing in the night, and buoy-bells sounding their warnings. And even that’s not all. They can even hear people screaming on the other side of the ocean, when war comes. Do you understand what I’m saying?”
“War,” answered the boy. “That’s soldiers.”
Grandmother remained silent. But her words hovered around the boy like a thick smoke. He bent over the table. On top, beside the seashell, was a big, yellow apple.
“Grandmother,” he asked. “Can you hear apples, too?”
“You can hear whatever you want,” said Grandmother.
The apple was cold and bitter. He pressed it to his ear.
“What do you hear?” asked Grandmother.
“I hear when the wind blows,” said the boy.
But it was a bottomless lie. In reality, he heard nothing, and would probably never hear anything again.
“Do you hear everything?” he asked her.
She didn’t sense his hatred. Nor did she answer him. Instead, she rose up youthfully, lightly, and took him by the hand. He thought she wanted to go into the bedroom, and he struggled against her. But instead they went outside. They stood together on the porch and looked out on the garden with its frozen dahlias, its apple trees beaming with fruit. There was no breeze, and no one was coming down the road. No birds were crying out and no dog was barking in the village. It was quiet, and the sky above spread itself out, steep and dark blue. Stars bloomed in the clear quietness. And further below, a red wall rose up from the earth — the town’s quiet lights reflecting on the sky.
The boy listened with all his might. He sent his hearing out all over the world, but each time it came back with nothing to show for the effort. And yet, as they stood on the porch amidst this sparkling quiet, an apple loosened from a nearby tree. It fell to the hard ground with a small, clear thud.
“Did you hear that?” asked Grandmother as she put her arm around his shoulder, preparing herself for a speech.
“Yes,” answered the boy. “It must have been a dog.”
He hadn’t heard a thing. Grandmother’s arm suddenly began to tremble, and at first he didn’t know why.
“Yes,” the boy went on. “First a dog walks on the road. And then — then come the soldiers.”
“Soldiers,” he had said triumphantly. Because in that moment he knew why she was shaking. She was afraid. She was afraid because she couldn’t hear what he heard. She didn’t hear the dog. Perhaps she was even more frightened than him. Somehow he sensed his only chance for escape might come from this one advantage, and so he went on with his betrayal.
Grandmother whispered to him, “And what comes after the soldiers?”
The boy listened out into the darkness. But still he heard nothing, not even the hot, staggered breath of his own fright.
“After the soldiers,” he whispered back. “After the soldiers is a heavy wagon.”
“How do you know it’s heavy?”