“Your family is stalling,” Crablegs says.
Lore looks from one to the other, not sure if she should say anything.
Fishface squats down until his hooded face is only a foot or so higher than Lore’s. “We’ve asked for thirty million,” he explains, “which isn’t much.”
“They say ten is all they’ll give, We think maybe they don’t care whether you live or die.”
Fishface stands. “If they don’t give us the money, we can’t give you back. You do understand that, don’t you?”
He sounds genuinely regretful. Lore wants to reach out and pat his arm, let him know she understands that he is really trying.
“Think about what you want to say to them, to persuade them to pay.” They leave without another word.
Ten million. What can she say that will make them pay if they don’t want to? And why wouldn’t they want to?
She thinks of Katerine, and Oster. Perhaps they are still competing for her.
Then why haven’t they paid?
When Crablegs brings the camera again, what will she say to convince her parents that she is worth thirty million?
Lore looks inside herself and finds only a vast space. Who is she? Her father would recognize the Lore who goes with him to count fish in the bay, and talk about the silliness of their ancestors. Katerine, on the other hand, knows and cares only for the Project Deputy, the efficient young woman who designs huge systems and suavely courts the Minister for This and the Commissar of That.
But what of the girl who would lie in Anne’s arms and swim with Sarah, the child who dreams of monsters and still sometimes gets up in the middle of the night to check the lock on her door? Who will recognize her? No one but herself. She has shared none of these things, told them to no one. She has been so alone.
Chapter 25
I was on the roof; nailing planks together to make a planter big enough for a tree, when my phone buzzed. I scrambled back in through the window, picked up a handset. “Yeah.”
“Meisener,” Magyar said.
“What?” I put my hammer down on the table.
“It was Meisener who sabotaged the plant. Had to be.”
“Hold on.” I climbed back through the window with the handset and sat down. The slates were cold through the thin material of my trousers. “Go on.”
“Four people with enough know-how to jam the glucose line and ready the emergency equipment started work at Hedon Road in the last three months: you, a day-shifter, and Paolo and Meisener.” She added dryly, “I assumed you didn’t count.”
“Thanks.”
“The day-shifter joined just the day before the spill. Not enough time to fix things.”
“No.”
“So that left Paolo and Meisener. And apart from the fact that Paolo left before it all happened, I don’t think he was capable, do you?”
Paolo had neither the knowledge nor the focus. “No.”
“Right. So I had a look at Meisener’s records-”
“Which will be false.”
“Yeah, they read like yours: plausible dates and places—names of plants and supervisors, family, even vacation dates—but something just doesn’t add up.”
“Go on.”
“Even if you only believe part of his records, he’s had enough experience to know what he’s doing.”
“Where was he when the spill came in?”
“I’m getting to that.” She sounded annoyed. “I backchecked with Incident Documentation. He was one of the first out.”
“Nothing incriminating about that.”
“No, but he apparently helped half a dozen people into EEBAs before leaving.”
“That’s significant?”
“I think it is,” Magyar said. “He already knew where everything was. Which means he was expecting something to happen.”
“It could.” It could also just mean he was an old hand, like me, like Magyar herself, and knew a badly run plant ready for an accident when he saw it. “If he’s guilty, he’ll be moving on soon.” To whatever his next job was, for whomever paid him. Meisener, the cheerful, bandy-legged little man.
“… little bastard.”
I was thinking, irrelevantly, of sea and sand and sitting on a log. Then of my last van de Oest project in the Kirghizi desert. Of a truck driving through a puddle, and Hepple.
“What?”
“I said, I want to strangle the little bastard. He could have killed my people. All for money! But why? That’s what doesn’t make sense. Who benefits? The whole thing smacks of organization, which takes money. Even if we had shut down for several days and managers lost their profits, it doesn’t mean anyone else would have made money. Unless it was a matter of market share, and even then-”
Market share. Hepple. A tent, wind singing along the dunes outside. Marley, saying something about…
“-divided up among several rival plants, so it wouldn’t be worthwhile.”
Silence.
“Are you there?”
“Um? Yes. Sorry.” The wisp of memory faded.
“Well, what should we do? Apart from beat the bastard to pulp.”
“Watch and wait.” A dissatisfied, incredulous silence. “We need more information.” There was something missing. Something important. Hepple. A truck. Tok. Marley. I shook my head. “We don’t know for sure that he’s responsible.”
“True.” Grudging. “He might not even know we know it’s sabotage.”
“If it is him, he’ll know what the plant managers know.” Her sigh was loud and long. “Meet me outside the plant at half five?”
“Yes.”
I picked up the hammer and a mouthful of nails and went back to building my planter—one of five. I was going to make an orchard. Me, the sky, some trees. Maybe bees would come up here after all.
The wood was new, still sappy and white against the silvery glint of the nails. Difficult to saw, but less expensive.
On a water worker’s pay, I couldn’t afford any better.
But there’s that thirty thousand tucked away. I tried not to think about that. If I didn’t spend the money I could pretend I hadn’t been in that bunker with Spanner.
I could ignore that awful dead-bone smile she had given me, the things I had said. The things I knew because of what I had done.
I thought about Magyar’s words: managers’ profits. Hepple wouldn’t be getting any this quarter. His own fault. His greedy attempts to shave expenses could have cost people their lives. Market share.
The hammer slipped and caught the edge of my thumb. I spat the nails out of my mouth and swore. Carpentry wasn’t my forte. Tok, now, he could have taken these bits of wood and banged them together in a second. Very practical and workmanlike. He was the kind of person who could take two twigs and a piece of string and make something interesting and sturdy. He had done beautiful things made of found objects dotted the grounds at Ratnapida. He had never been able to just sit, empty-handed. And then he had gone to study music. So hidden, after all. Close-minded. I suppose it ran in the family.
We had shared things, though. And he had helped me. Like that time by the pond when he had told me to find something to do, something to use as a shield against our parents’ interest. I hammered the nail home, set another in place with a tap. That afternoon had been sunny, like most Ratnapida days I remembered. Throwing grass stems for the fish. I hammered the nail in. Set another. Smiled as I remembered Tok telling me about sneaking a look at Aunt Nadia’s files. Lifted the hammer.
It came out of nowhere, a metaphysical hammer blow between the rise and fall of the real tooclass="underline" Hepple. Market share. Jerome’s Boys. And it all fell into place.
Magyar was waiting for me in the locker room. The shift would not change for half an hour and everything was quiet. We sat next to each other on the wooden bench, not too close. “Jerome’s Boys,” I told her. “They were a dirty-work team run directly by the van de Oest COO, forty years ago.
They enforced the company monopolies, before the courts got around to it. Any means necessary. Which is why they were supposed to have been disbanded. Maybe they were, but someone’s had the same idea.” Magyar was staring at me as though I was crazy. “Look at when Meisener joined. Just a few days after Hepple started cost-cutting.”