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“Marina and I are coming.”

“For a vacation?” Zoya said.

Olya detected underwater mines in her tone. “Yes.”

“Well, it’s about time we all met your little chipmunk.”

“Zoya, already for a while I wanted to ask you. Why did you write those proverbs in the letters? If you wanted to tell me something, you could have just written that. I’m used to your lectures.”

“I never lectured you, Olya. It’s the voices in your head.” Zoya laughed, not maliciously. “It was for a joke, from Dasha’s library book. I thought you of all people could tell. You teased me about Komsomol, so I thought I’d tease you back. At a safe distance.”

“I never teased you about anything,” Olya said. She’d been afraid to.

* * *

As the days passed and her departure date grew closer, Olya’s euphoria swelled. She felt as happy and light as in those first fall days in Petropavlovsk-Kamchatsky, when her growing belly seemed to be the one thing that kept her from flying off into the sky. At first Alek thought that her plan to leave was a ruse. Then he begged for her forgiveness and promised to quit whatever she wanted him to quit. “You’ll be the general,” he said over and over, trying to hook her with his wobbly smile. “Everything will be the way you want. Just tell me.” To Olya, his pleadings were a faint prattle on a radio someone had forgotten to turn off. She and Alek had failed at not remaining strangers.

Alek still couldn’t believe Olya and Marina were leaving when they said good-byes at the airport. Vasily Petrovich had come, too, probably to make sure Alek didn’t do anything else stupid. From the bus that took them to the airplane, Olya spotted Alek’s slumped gray figure in the crowd of passengers’ families. He was waving along with the others. He wore the winter greatcoat to conceal his bandaged wrists, which made him look especially sad on such a bright spring day.

As the plane was about to take off, Olya looked one last time at the volcanoes in the distance. For a second, it seemed as if the clouds had thickened above one of the tops. She squeezed Marina tighter to her chest. Petropavlovsk-Kamchatsky was even grayer from the air than from the ground. The naked trees on the snow-covered mountain slopes looked like patchy stubble on a giant’s sallow cheek. The plane broke through a layer of clouds and the city, the crater of her marriage, disappeared.

* * *

Back home, everything was understood and all the questions were now asked. Olya’s sisters were ecstatic to have her back and fought over who would get to babysit Marina. One of Olya’s classmates was taking the entrance exams to the surgical facultet at the Stavropol Medical University and dared Olya to try, too. What if? She needed to move on — and quickly. Besides, she already knew she wasn’t afraid of blood. All summer Olya reviewed the old chemistry and physics textbooks at the library. Zoya’s boyfriend had to pull some strings: Olya got in. The surgical facultet ended up with an overflow of qualified candidates, and she was offered a year-long deferral or a transfer to the dental course, which was four years shorter. The choice was clear.

While in school, Olya lived with her parents. Both Dasha and Zoya had married soon after Olya’s return (although she had counseled them about the perils) and moved out. That first summer back was sweltering. In the evenings, Olya studied on the bench in the courtyard while Marina slept in her stroller under a jasmine tree, clearing her chronically stuffed sinuses of volcanic ash. Then came the opulent fall again, with its maple-leaf tracks of phoenix the firebird. Every morning, when Olya went to medical school, her mother took Marina to the nursery under a shower of golden leaves and chestnuts in the park. In time, Olya’s stepfather taught Marina to ride a bicycle. Olya and Marina slept together for years in the sisters’ big old bed and were happy.

In her thirties, Olya moved to Syktyvkar, in the north of Russia, and soon became the chief doctor of a polyclinika. It was considered improper for a woman in her position to be single, so she got married again — this time to a doctor, a man of another so-called noble profession. Her second husband chased every skirt at his hospital and had a five-year affair before they finally divorced, but it was his miserly ways that offended her most. The days when she would open the fridge and see his name written on cartons of milk and packages of cheese and ham that he had bought on his salary, she thought of Alek — how he gave her all his money and was content as long as he had his Belomorkanal cigarettes.

Many more years later, Baba Olya, as she was now called, retired from her post as the chief doctor and returned to Stavropol, to live closer to her sisters. They got together often at one of their apartments or Zoya’s dacha and talked of the past. All three agreed that their childhood and youth had been happy. Zoya never did have children, and Dasha, poor little Dashen’ka, had in the same year lost her husband, the engineer, to a heart attack and both of her grown children. Vityok, her son, was poisoned by a drug addict friend, who knew that Vityok had money in the house after selling his car. Her daughter, Tamara, was stabbed by a boyfriend in a drunken fight.

Now and then Olya’s thoughts drifted to Kostya and her second husband, but most often she thought of Alek. It was inconceivable to her that she, who spent her whole life taking care of people, had once almost let her husband bleed to death in front of her eyes. His good and open heart seemed like the most important quality a person could possess, and she now felt something for him akin to loving pity. Maybe, in due course, Alek would have gambled away his youthful folly.

Other times, she shuddered at the tragic cliché that was her first marriage.

Olya saw Alek again once, several years after their quick divorce. He was in town visiting his elderly mother and turned up at Olya’s to beg her to return. She was about to go grocery shopping and had just put on her signature strawberry lipstick. He looked at her with a stranger’s voracity, as though he was seeing a beautiful woman for the first time. She refused. Her mother had always said, If he hits you once, he’ll hit you again.

He asked whether he could see his daughter. “She’s on vacation on the Black Sea with my parents,” Olya lied. Marina was doing her homework just two closed doors away.

“Next time, then,” Alek said. His eyes were still mischievous but tired.

Olya never tried to find him. She didn’t want his money. She didn’t want anything from him. A few months after his visit, she heard through the town’s rumor mill that some woman had come to Stavropol in search of Alek, claiming to be pregnant by him. Another naive soul trying to capture an officer.

To entertain your wife, become a soldier.

The Uncatchable Avengers, 1993

Tak, children, we are almost ready to begin. Let’s go over this again,” the mustachioed producer said. “When I say ‘Silence in the studio. Cameras rolling. Action!’ the performer Anna Glebovna calls should come up to the piano, say your name and age, the piece you’re going to play, and who it’s by—”

Dima snorted. A couple of the other children giggled.

“Oleg Borisovich, it’s the Children’s Festival of Tchaikovsky, so every piece will be by none other than the esteemed Pyotr Ilyich,” Anna Glebovna said to the producer. Dima had recognized her from prior citywide competitions and recitals. She was the director of the Magadan Children’s Music School #1.