“I don’t feel that way, Rach.”
“Well, if you do—”
“I don’t.”
“If you do . . . just understand that I don’t expect you to do something you aren’t capable of. You know, this almost would’ve been easier if you’d met someone, remarried. At least you wouldn’t have a choice then.”
Will put his hands on Rachael’s face. “You’re still my wife. Devlin’s mother. I have no illusions about how hard it’s gonna be. But we are going to try. I want to.”
“How do you feel about keeping this baby?”
“Puts my stomach in knots, but maybe that’ll change. You can help me. Look, you were a psychologist, so keep in mind all you’ve been through. You’re in no shape to try to think about your life when you leave this place. Just try to stay in the moment for now. I am.”
“Why didn’t you remarry?”
“Because I’m in love with you.”
“You didn’t meet anyone who—”
“I never opened myself up to it.”
“Why?”
“Because I still loved my wife. Even when I thought you were dead.” He reached out and wiped her face, touched the tiny white scar under her bottom lip that he used to kiss religiously. “Now close your eyes and think only about the fact that you’re lying between your husband and daughter. We both love you, and you’re safe. That’s it. Now sleep.”
FIFTY-EIGHT
The sunlight passed clear and sharp through the glass panes of the library windows.
A perfect silence. No wind. No snow driving against the doors.
Devlin sat up and pushed off the covers, squinting in the brilliant light. Her father was already up. Her mother, too. She rubbed her eyes and yawned and went to find them.
They were standing at the entrance to the lodge, holding steaming mugs of coffee, the doors pulled open, surface hoarfrost glittering outside under the midmorning sun, several feet of snow piled up on the porch. The lake water was still and deep green, rimmed with a layer of thin ice that smoked beneath the sun. The bodies of Ethan and the guards had been dragged away, their blood frozen on the stone. Rachael and Will turned as Devlin approached.
“Morning, honey,” her mother said. Devlin stood between them, noticed for the first time that she was a few inches taller than her mother. “So how long will you be gone?” Rachael was asking.
“Hope to be back tonight,” Will said, “but if we don’t reach Fairbanks until after dark, I don’t know. Can you keep things under control if we don’t come back until tomorrow?”
“Yeah. But I worry about you going out there with the wolves loose.”
“I’ll have the shotgun, plenty of shells.”
“You have to take Devlin?”
“Yeah, Buck and I will fly back here to the inner lake and pick her up. I want to get her into a hospital tonight. I worry all this is going to get her sick.”
. . .
In a supply room, four doors down from where Paul sat dead in a chair beside a cold fireplace, Will found snowshoes, a parka, and an extra box of twelve-gauge buckshot.
He ate an early lunch of beef stew, and Will said good-bye to the women in the library, explained that he would try to return that evening, but if it wasn’t possible, first thing tomorrow morning at the latest.
Rachael and Devlin walked Will to the front door, where he cinched the straps of his snowshoes down across the tops of his boots.
Rachael hugged her husband.
“I’ll see you soon,” she said, and watched him step outside and climb up onto the snowpack.
She stood in the warm, direct sun, watching Will go, his snowshoes sinking into a foot and a half of powder with every step, her eyes burning from the harsh reflection off the ice crystals.
Seconds before retreating back into the lodge, she and Devlin registered a distant droning, which grew exponentially louder with every passing second, until a floatplane buzzed the lodge’s roof, its engine screaming as it descended toward the water, the pontoons catching sun, glimmering like mirrors.
Her heart leaped as the plane touched down midway across the lake, Will stopping just fifty yards out from the lodge—he wouldn’t have to make the long haul to the outer lake.
The engine had cut off. Devlin was squinting, trying to make out the details of the plane, though it had almost reached the far end of the lake, more than a mile away.
Her smile faded.
Will had turned around, tracking back toward the lodge as fast as his snowshoes allowed.
Something was wrong. Will was wearing that same worried expression he used to get just prior to opening arguments for a big trial.
He reached them breathless and sweating.
“What’s wrong?” Rachael asked.
Will leaned over with his hands on his knees, drawing in lungfuls of cold air.
He shook his head, gasping between ragged breaths. “That isn’t our plane.”
The Lesser of the Evils
FIFTY-NINE
From the porch, Will and Rachael had an unobstructed view of the entire lake, the floatplane clearly visible at the far end—a piece of red amid all that blinding white.
Will lifted the binoculars to his face as sunlight and frigid air streamed in, adjusting the knobs, bringing the plane into focus.
“Okay, here we go. There are one . . . two, three . . . people standing in a foot of water, unloading the cargo pod, throwing duffel bags up onto the bank. They’re all wearing big white parkas, definitely dressed for the weather.”
“Hunters?” Rachael asked.
“They don’t look like hunters.” He drew in a quick shot of air.
“What?”
Will noted the sudden pressure in his chest, behind his eyes, strength flooding out of his legs as approaching footsteps echoed in the lobby.
“What?”
“I recognize one of them,” he said.
“Who?”
“Oh God.”
“Will? Who?”
He lowered the binoculars and stared at his wife. “Javier Estrada just climbed down out of the pilot’s seat.”
“That man you and Kalyn—”
“Yeah.”
“What’s he doing here?”
“What do you think? We took his family, left them for days in a burned-out mall.”
Devlin walked up, stopped between her parents, said, “So did you find out who they are?”
“Bad men,” Rachael said. “Very bad men.”
Will put his arm around Devlin, kissed the top of her head. “Who is it, Dad?”
“Javier. But we’re gonna be all right, honey,” he said, wondering if the words rang as hollow for Devlin as they felt tumbling out of his mouth. “I need to talk to Mom. Stay here for a minute, okay?” He handed her the binoculars. “Keep an eye on that plane at the end of the lake, and the four men who just climbed out of it.”
“No, Will. No fucking way. Absolutely not.”
Will and Rachael stood in the corridor, twenty feet down from Kalyn’s room.
“Rachael, we can’t do this on our own.”
“She betrayed you. Tried to trade our daughter.”
“I know, but we need her, and we’re running out of time standing here fighting about it.”
Rachael flashed her eyes at the ceiling, her most vehement eye roll.
“Wow, five years since I’ve seen that one,” Will said.
She smiled. “Missed it, huh?”
“I need you to trust me. As bad as Kalyn is and what she did, the man who’s coming here is ten times worse. We’re going to need her.”
“The lesser of the evils. That’s where we’re at?”