A strange day altogether. Provocative, somehow. Incomplete. And yet the threats, such as they were, seemed empty, and the most important news was good.
Later that night Jimmy lay on his sofa with the TV on and a vodka-and-tonic in his hand. He had just started watching the first American football game of the season, which he had videoed the week before, when the doorbell rang. For a moment he didn’t move. The bell rang again. He looked at his watch. Ten-forty-five. Marco, he thought. Or Zane. Sighing, he put his drink down and stood up.
When he opened the front door, Karen Paley was standing on the pavement, her back half-turned. She had been about to leave.
‘Karen,’ he said.
She stared at him, almost as if she didn’t know him. ‘Are you busy?’ she said.
‘No, I’m not busy.’
In his living-room she stood by the window, looking out into the garden. He asked if he could get her anything. She shook her head. The whites of her eyes looked too white, somehow, as though she had been crying. It occurred to him that maybe she had told her husband, and there had been a fight. Behind her, the San Francisco 49ers were moving upfield. Elegant, remorseless.
‘I’m sorry to turn up like this,’ she said.
‘That’s all right.’
‘It’s just — something happened …’
He sat on the arm of the sofa, looking up at her. The tempting top lip, the blonde hair tucked behind her ear. He waited.
‘I didn’t think anything of it at the time,’ she said. ‘But later — I don’t know …’
‘What happened?’ He reached for his vodka. On the TV he saw a wide receiver leap high into the floodlit air and fold a spinning ball into his chest.
‘There were dead people in the swimming-pool …’
Still staring out into the darkness, Karen told him that when she arrived for training that morning, there were TV cameras on the steps outside the baths. She thought it was funny. So did the other girls. It seemed as if the TV people were there for them, as if they’d become famous overnight. So they played to the cameras, waving and blowing kisses … Later, she heard that a woman had hidden in the changing-rooms until the pool closed and then, sometime during the night, she had drowned her two small children, then she had drowned herself. The bodies had been found that morning.
Karen turned to him with tears shining on her face. ‘I’ve been thinking about it all day,’ she said, ‘but this evening it got worse. Somehow, I didn’t want to be alone.’
‘Where’s your husband?’
‘In America somewhere. Houston, I think.’
‘He’s getting closer then.’
She smiled through her tears. ‘You think I’m stupid.’
‘No.’
‘Maybe I should go.’ She looked round for the backpack she had brought with her.
‘Karen,’ he said, ‘it’s all right. You can stay.’
She seemed restless, though, so he took her out and showed her the neighbourhood — the Hotel Splendide on the corner, the statue of Cobden on its scrubby patch of grass, the house where the bald man and the Spanish-looking woman lived. They stood on the railway bridge and listened to the trains. The red light on the Post Office Tower blinked in the distance. The sky was the colour of beer.
‘Our troubles are over,’ he said. He wanted to hear the words out loud, see how they sounded. He wanted to believe in them.
Karen was looking at him oddly.
‘It’s just something someone said today.’ He took her hand. He could feel the knob of bone on the outside of her wrist. His little finger touched against it as they walked.
Later, when they reached his flat, she had a bath. At one-thirty they went to bed, the flicker of a black-and-white movie on TV.
‘Do you mind just holding me?’ she said.
He smiled. ‘Of course not.’
‘Strange place you’ve got,’ she murmured.
‘Everyone says that.’
‘No, I like it.’
Soon her breathing deepened and she was asleep. He looked down at her, what he could see of her — some green-blonde hair, one half-closed hand — and found himself remembering something Bridget had said to him a few months back. Why can’t you be nice to me? Why can’t you just be nice?
*
Journalists from many of the country’s leading newspapers and two of its TV stations attended the press conference that was held the following morning, but Raleigh Connor showed no signs of nervousness as he stepped up to the microphone. He began by mentioning a colleague of his who had worked in Washington for many years. If you want a friend in Washington, his colleague had told him, buy a dog. Connor waited until the laughter died away. In London it’s even worse, he went on. You bring your dog, they put it in quarantine for six months. This time laughter burst towards the ceiling like a shout. Standing at the side of the room with Neil Bowes, Jimmy saw that Connor already had his audience exactly where he wanted them. It was only in private that Connor slipped up, became human — even, sometimes, a figure of fun; in public he was seamless, infallible. At that moment Neil Bowes nudged Jimmy in the ribs. Jimmy realised he had not been listening.
‘… so it’s with great reluctance and considerable regret,’ Connor was saying, ‘that we, as a company, have accepted Tony Ruddle’s resignation. For almost eleven years now Tony has been …’
So that was what Ruddle had been talking about the other day. Jimmy glanced at Neil, who raised an eyebrow.
‘Did you know?’ Jimmy whispered.
Neil shook his head.
‘… and we’d like to take this opportunity to wish him well in his new life …’
Before Jimmy could start speculating on the effect this might have on his career, Connor paused significantly. When he began again, his voice had dropped a register, acquired new gravity.
‘There have been certain rumours circulating in the industry during the past few weeks,’ he said, ‘certain allegations of impropriety and wrongdoing …’
A hush descended on the room.
‘Obviously I don’t intend to dignify these allegations with any kind of response,’ Connor said, his eyes moving slowly along the rows of journalists. ‘The whole idea, as I understand it, is repugnant and unethical. The whole idea’s absurd, in fact. All I can say is, if the competition are resorting to this kind of mud-slinging, then they must be pretty worried …’
One or two people chuckled.
‘All I can say is,’ and Connor smiled down, ‘we must be doing something right …’
Doing something right, Jimmy thought. Good line.
After his statement Connor took questions. The journalists were unusually benign; they seemed cowed by his performance, almost sycophantic. As Jimmy moved towards the back of the room, though, he noticed a young man rise up out of the audience. He was roughly Jimmy’s age. With his smoke-grey RAF greatcoat and his hair tied back in a pony-tail, he looked more like a student than a member of the press.
‘At the back there,’ Connor said.
‘Where’s Glade Spencer?’ the student said.
The room stirred like someone half-woken out of a deep sleep.
‘I’m afraid I don’t understand the question,’ Connor said. ‘Perhaps I didn’t hear it correctly …’
‘You heard,’ the student muttered. But then he repeated the question, his voice louder now, a space between each word. ‘Where’s Glade Spencer?’
‘I’m sorry,’ Connor said. ‘I don’t know anyone by that name.’ He glanced towards the exit. Two security guards began to make their way along the edges of the room. One of them, Jimmy saw, was Bob.