I had listened to him patiently.
“But what on earth are you talking about?”
“I’m talking about what we all wanted: contact with another civilization. Now we’ve got it! And we can observe, through a microscope, as it were, our own monstrous ugliness, our folly, our shame!” His voice shook with rage.
“So… you think it’s… the ocean? That the ocean is responsible for it all? But why? I’m not asking how, I’m simply asking why? Do you seriously think that it wants to toy with us, or punish us — a sort of elementary demonomania? A planet dominated by a huge devil, who satisfies the demands of his satanic humors by sending succubi to haunt the members of a scientific expedition…? Snow, you can’t believe anything so absurd!”
He muttered under his breath.
“This devil isn’t such a fool as all that…”
I looked at him in amazement. Perhaps what had happened, assuming that we had experienced it in our right minds, had finally driven him over the edge? A reaction psychosis?
He was laughing to himself.
“Making your diagnosis? Don’t be in too much of a hurry! You’ve only been through one ordeal — and that a reasonably mild one.”
“Oh, so the devil had pity on me!”
I was beginning to weary of this conversation.
“What is it you want exactly?” Snow went on. “Do you want me to tell you what this mass of metamorphic plasma — x-billion tons of metamorphic plasma — is scheming against us? Perhaps nothing.”
“What do you mean, nothing?”
Snow smiled.
“You must know that science is concerned with phenomena rather than causes. The phenomena here began to manifest themselves eight or nine days after that X-ray experiment. Perhaps the ocean reacted to the irradiation with a counter-irradiation, perhaps it probed our brains and penetrated to some kind of psychic tumor.”
I pricked up my ears.
“Tumor?”
“Yes, isolated psychic processes, enclosed, stifled, encysted — foci smouldering under the ashes of memory. It deciphered them and made use of them, in the same way as one uses a recipe or a blue-print. You know how alike the asymmetric crystalline structures of a chromosome are to those of the DNA molecule, one of the constituents of the cerebrosides which constitute the substratum of the memory-processes? This genetic substance is a plasma which ‘remembers.’ The ocean has ‘read’ us by this means, registering the minutest details, with the result that… well, you know the result. But for what purpose? Bah! At any rate, not for the purpose of destroying us. It could have annihilated us much more easily. As far as one can tell, given its technological resources, it could have done anything it wished — confronted me with your double, and you with mine, for example.”
“So that’s why you were so alarmed when I arrived, the first evening!”
“Yes. In fact, how do you know it hasn’t done so? How do you know I’m really the same old Ratface who landed here two years ago?”
He went on laughing silently, enjoying my discomfiture, then he growled:
“No, no, that’s enough of that! We’re two happy mortals; I could kill you, you could kill me.”
“And the others, can’t they be killed?”
“I don’t advise you to try — a horrible sight!”
“Is there no means of killing them?”
“I don’t know. Certainly not with poison, or a weapon, or by injection…”
“What about a gamma pistol?”
“Would you risk it?”
“Since we know they’re not human…”
“In a certain subjective sense, they are human. They know nothing whatsoever about their origins. You must have noticed that?”
“Yes. But then, how do you explain…?”
“They… the whole thing is regenerated with extraordinary rapidity, at an incredible speed — in the twinkling of an eye. Then they start behaving again as…”
“As?”
“As we remember them, as they are engraved on our memories, following which…”
“Did Gibarian know?” I interrupted.
“As much as we do, you mean?”
“Yes.”
“Very probably.”
“Did he say anything to you?”
“No. I found a book in his room…”
I leapt to my feet.
“The Little Apocrypha!”
“Yes.” He looked at me suspiciously. “Who could have told you about that?”
I shook my head.
“Don’t worry, you can see that I’ve burnt my skin and that it’s not exactly renewing itself. No, Gibarian left a letter addressed to me in his cabin.”
“A letter? What did it say?”
“Nothing much. It was more of a note than a letter, with bibliographic references — allusions to the supplement to the Annual and to the Apocrypha. What is this Apocrypha?”
“An antique which seems to have some relevance to our situation. Here!” He drew from his pocket a small, leatherbound volume, scuffed at the edges, and handed it to me.
I grabbed the little book.
“And what about Sartorius?”
“Him! Everyone has his own way of coping. Sartorius is trying to remain normal — that is, to preserve his respectability as an envoy of an official mission.”
“You’re joking!”
“No, I’m quite serious. We were together on another occasion. I won’t bother you with the details, but there were eight of us and we were down to our last 1000 pounds of oxygen. One after another, we gave up our chores, and by the end we all had beards except Sartorius. He was the only one who shaved and polished his shoes. He’s like that. Now, of course, he can only pretend, act a part — or else commit a crime.”
“A crime?”
“Perhaps that isn’t quite the right word. ‘Divorce by ejection!’ Does that sound better?”
“Very funny!”
“Suggest something else if you don’t like it.”
“Oh, leave me alone!”
“No, let’s discuss the thing seriously. You know pretty well as much as I do by now. Have you got a plan?”
“No, none. I haven’t the least idea what I’ll do when… when she comes back. She will return, if I’ve understood you correctly?”