He found Rula hunkered by the cookfire, losing herself in making their noonday meal.
"What did he want?" she demanded.
"To water his horse."
"That's all?"
"That and to look at me, I suppose. Why?"
"He's the dangerous one. Grimnir is big and loud and mean. The others are bullies too. But Torfin.
... He's quiet and quick. He once killed three of Stojan's warriors when they tried to steal horses from the Tower corrals."
"Has he given you any trouble?"
She hesitated. Tain knew she would hide something.
"No. To hardly anybody. But he's always around. Around and watching. Listening. Then the others come with their fines that aren't anything but excuses to rob people."
So much fear in her. He wanted to hold her, to tell her everything would be all right. "I have to get to work. I should finish the framework today. If Toma remembers to look for lumber, we might start the tank tomorrow." He ducked out before he did anything foolish.
He didn't understand. He was Tain, a leading centurion of the Demon Guard. He was a thirty-year veteran. He should be past juvenile temptations. Especially involving a woman of Rula's age and wear....
He worked hard, but it did no good. The feelings, the urges, remained. He kept his eyes averted during lunch.
"Tain. ..." she started once.
"Yes?"
"Nothing."
He glanced up. She had turned toward the Tower, her gaze faraway.
Afterward, he saddled the roan and led out the mule and took them on a short patrol. Once he spied Torfin in the distance, on a hilltop, watching something beyond. Tain turned and rode a few miles westward, till the Tower loomed ahead. He turned again, for home, following a looping course past the Kosku stead. Someone was repairing the thatch.
Rula was waiting, and highly nervous. "Where have you been?" she demanded.
"Exercising the animals. What happened?"
"Nothing. Oh, nothing. I just hate it when I have to be alone."
"I'm sorry. That was thoughtless."
"No. Not really. What claim do I have to your time?" She settled down. "I'm just a worrier."
“Til wait till Toma's home next time." He unsaddled the roan and began rubbing him down. The mule wandered away, grazing. Rula watched without speaking.
He was acutely conscious of her gaze. After ten minutes she asked, "Where did you come from. Tain?
Who are you?"
"I came from nowhere and I'm going nowhere, Rula. I'm just an ex-soldier wandering because I don't know anything else."
"Nothing else? You seem to know something about everything."
"I've had a lot of years to learn."
"Tell me about the places you've been. I've never been anywhere but home and the Zemstvi."
Tain smiled a thin, sad smile. There was that same awe and hunger that he heard from Steban.
"I saw Escalon once, before it was destroyed. It was a beautiful country." He described that beauty without revealing his part in its destruction. He worked on the windmill while he reminisced.
"Ah. I'd better start supper," Rula said later. "Toma's coming. He's got somebody with him."
Tain watched her walk away and again chastised himself for unworthy thoughts.
She had been beautiful once, and would be still but for the meanness of her life.
Toma arrived wearing an odd look. Tain feared the man had divined his thoughts. But, "The Caydarmen went after Kosku last night. The old coot actually chased them off."
"Heh?" Tain snorted. "Good for him. You going to be busy?" He glanced at the second man. "Or can you help me mount these bearings?"
"Sure. In a couple minutes. Tain, this's my brother-in-law."
"Mikla?" Tain extended his hand. "Good to meet you. I've heard a lot about you."
"None of it good, I'm sure." Laughter wrinkled the corners of Mikla's eyes. He was a lean, leathery man, accustomed to facing hard weather.
"More good than bad. Steban will be glad to see you."
Rula stuck her head out the door. Then she came flying, skirts aswirl. "Mikla!" She threw her arms around her brother. "Where have you been? I've been worried sick."
"Consorting with the enemy. Staying with Stojan and trying to convince him that we're not all Caydarmen."
"Even Caydarmen don't all seem to be Caydarmen," Tain remarked as he hoisted a timber into position.
Mikla watched the ease with which he lifted. "Maybe not. But when the arrows are flying, who wonders about the spirit in which they're sped?"
"Ah. That's right. Steban said you were a veteran."
A whisper of defensiveness passed through Mikla's stance. "Steban exaggerates what I've already exaggerated silly."
"An honest man. Rare these days. Toma. You said Kosku chased the Caydarmen away? Will that make more trouble?"
"Damned right it will," Mikla growled. "That's why I came back. When the word gets around, everybody in the Zemstvi will have his back up. And those folks at the Tower are going to do their damnedest to stop it.
"Kind of leaves me with mixed feelings. I've been saying we ought to do something ever since the Witch turned the Baron's head. But now I wonder if it'll be worth the trouble. It'll cause more than beatings and judicial robberies. Somebody'll get killed.
Probably Kosku."
"I really didn't think it would go this far," Toma murmured. Tain couldn't fathom the pain in Kleckla. "I thought she'd see where she was heading...."
"Enough of this raven-cawing," Mikla shouted. He swept Rula into a savage embrace. "What's for supper, little sister?"
"Same as every night. Mutton stew. What did you expect?"
"That's a good-looking mule over there. She wouldn't miss a flank steak or two."
Rula startled them with a pert, "You'll get your head kicked in for just thinking about it. That's the orneriest animal I ever saw. She could give mean lessons to Grimnir. But maybe you could talk Tain into fixing supper. He did the other day. It was great."
Tain thought he saw a glimmer of the girl who had married Toma, of the potential hiding behind the weary mask.
"He cooks, too? Mercy. Toma, maybe you should marry him." Tain watched for visual cues. How much of Mikla's banter had an ulterior motive? But the man was hard to read.
Rula bounced off to the house with a parting shot about having to poison the stew.
"That story of Kosku's is spreading like the pox," Toma observed. He reassumed the odd look he had worn on arriving.
So. Tain thought. Kosku is talking about the mystery man who doused the fire in his thatch. Was that what had brought Torfin?
"A Caydarman stopped by," he told Kleckla. "Torfin. He watered his horse. We talked."
"What'd he want?"
"Nothing, far as I could tell. Unless he was checking on me. Seemed a pleasant lad."
"He's the one to watch," Mikla declared. "Quiet and deadly. Like a viper."
"Rula told me about Stojan's men."
"Them? They got what they asked for. Stojan didn't like it, but what could he do? Torfin cut them down inside the Baron's corral. He let a couple get away just so they could carry the warning."
"With only seven men in his way I wouldn't think Stojan would care how things looked."
"Neither Stojan's nor Hywel's clans amount to much. They had smallpox bad the year before we came out. Stojan can't get twenty warriors together."
"Steban must have heard the news," Tain observed. "He's coming home early."
The boy outdistanced his flock. Toma hurried to meet him. Tain and Mikla strolled along behind.
"What army were you in?" the latter asked.
Tain had faced the question since arriving. But no one had phrased it quite this directly. He had to tell the truth, or lie. A vague reply would be suspicious. "Necremnen." He hoped Mikla was unfamiliar with the nations of the Roe basin.
"Ah." Mikla kept asking pointed questions. Several tight minutes passed before Tain realized that he wasn't fishing for something. The man just had the curiosities. "Your sister. She's not happy here."