“Where’d you go?” she asks.
“Diner a couple towns over,” I reply.
“Nice. A diner with A WAITRESS?!”
“Maybe.”
“I knew it. Have fun.”
I roll my eyes, pocket my phone, and look out the window again. My bike is shining in the parking lot. A local walks by and eyes it like it’s a magazine centerfold. Kind of is. He must feel me watching him because he looks straight at me. His eyes land on the helmet that sits on my table, and he jerks his head in a “what’s up,” pointing at the bike and giving it a thumbs-up. I smile tightly and nod once. He keeps on going, looking back at the bike from time to time.
I’m watching his retreating back when a plate slides into my peripheral vision. Robin. I look up at the smile on her face.
“Here you go!” is written on her paper. “Need anything?”
I look it over—looks good. Smells even better. I’m about to ask for ketchup when she pulls a bottle out of her apron pocket. I’m about to ask for a refill but she brought one of those too. Then an idea hits me.
“Company?” I write. I slide my helmet down the table and pat the place opposite me, where it used to sit. She turns pink, like the first day we met, and glances back at the kitchen. Then she holds up a finger, saying “wait,” and trots back to the counter to talk to the other waitress—a tired-looking, pear-shaped woman with a limp ponytail and big doe eyes. The older waitress looks at me, wide eyed, and I flash a hopeful smile. She turns red and looks back at Robin, who is still talking.
I zigzag ketchup across my fries, and when I look up, Robin’s there. She smiles, a little self-consciously, and slides in across from me, tucking one foot under her. “Sorry,” she writes. “Had to ask if she would take any tables.”
I look around the restaurant. It’s just me and the couple who was here when I got here. “I don’t know if she’ll be able to handle them all,” I write.
She reads it with her mouth open in a slight smile, then laughs and shakes her head.
“You’re right. It’s dead,” she writes.
I take a bite of my sandwich, and she looks out the window. We sit like that for a while until I hold a fry out to her, tempting her to take it.
She smiles and takes it, biting delicately as steam escapes. I gesture to the plate and she shakes her head halfheartedly. I give her a look and gesture again, and she laughs and takes a second fry.
We sit, eating fries for a while. I’m trying to think of something to say but conversation escapes me, so I watch out the window with her.
“Nice bike,” she writes. Again, a few curls are desperately trying to escape from her ponytail. I wish they would.
“Thanks,” I write. “It’s my baby. Got it a year ago, for my seventeenth birthday.”
“It’s pretty,” she writes.
“So are you,” I write back before I realize what I’m doing. She reads it and turns pink again. She smiles but looks away, like she doesn’t know what to say.
Idiot, idiot, idiot. Who says stuff like that? I reach for the pen and glance at her, hoping she stays long enough for me to write an apology.
She’s already looking at me with a shy smile. Once she catches my eye, her hand touches her chin. She arcs it down gracefully.
“Thank you,” she signs.
She’s speaking my language.
I could kiss her.
Chapter 7
Robin
I hope I got it right.
I swallow nervously. He looks like he’s seen a ghost. Ta-da! I probably got it wrong! And right after he called me pretty! I mean, he called me pretty! Me!
“I’m sorry,” I write hastily. No time to make my writing look good. “I hope I got it right. I didn’t mean to offend—” and he takes the pen right out of my hand.
“Don’t be sorry,” he writes. His fingers are strong and long and lean and about four shades darker than mine. His nails are short and neat. “You got it right,” he finishes. He looks at me and gives me a smile that is more than distracting. My heart is racing and my breath is shallow. I nod, hoping I’m still the color of a person and not the color of, say, a cartoon character.
“It means a lot,” he writes, and looks up to gauge my reaction.
He is so intense. Are all deaf people this intense? And gorgeous. Are they all this gorgeous? I’ve never met one before. I shrug off the compliment. I grab the pen out of his hand. “No biggie,” I write. He flexes his fingers once, like a cat stretching out its claws, as he watches.
“Robin!” Elsie’s shrill voice is about two seconds too late to interrupt the moment. “A little help?”
Ah yes, two tables came in at once. Call in the Coast Guard. I write as much on the paper and Carter laughs silently. “I’ll be back,” I promise.
He nods but I feel his eyes on me as I grab menus and head to my new table—an older couple who keeps changing their minds and asking for more rolls. Another table walks in and I take that one, too. At this rate I’ll never get back.
Sometimes when I glance over, Carter’s looking out the window. Sometimes he’s canoodling around on his phone. Sometimes he’s even looking at me. But from a distance, all we can do is wave, which feels a little silly after the third or fourth time.
He sits back and pushes his plate to the middle of his table, finished. I dig his check out from my apron pocket and unrumple it. He signs, “Thank you,” touching his fingertips to his chin, and I wave like it’s no big deal.
“You want anything else?” I write on my paper.
In answer, he pushes the pad of paper to the edge of the table. “When do you get off work?” it says in his neat, effortless handwriting.
My heart skips a beat. He did not just ask me out. Did he? “Four,” I write on his paper.
His face brightens and he begins to write something, but I keep writing. “But I have plans…”
A frown creases his eyebrows.
“What about tomorrow?” he writes. I have to practice. My free night is for Jenni, and the rest are for piano and guitar, or even pennywhistle. I want to find and perfect a new fingerpicking pattern for the church performance. I glance at his hopeful puppy dog face.
With a gulp, I pick up the pen and circle “Four,” and write, “again.”
“Much better,” he writes. “Unless… if you don’t want to hang out or…”
Screw practicing. This time I grab the pen out of his hand. He looks up at me through those eyelashes, and my breath catches in my throat.
I nod. “Sounds good,” I write. I put a smiley face next to it and immediately regret the decision. It looks silly. Plus, I’m standing right here. If he wants to see me smile, he just has to look up.
But he laughs, and I turn into a big pile of Robin mush.
He folds the paper, pushing it into his pocket as he stands up. He slides his helmet to the edge of the table and tucks it under his arm.
He’s tall, like on the “ROBIN’S PERFECT MAN” list. My head would rest perfectly on his chest, I think, and then I shake the thought out of my head and whisper, “Shut up, Robin,” under my breath.
He looks down at me quizzically.
Uh-oh. “Nothing,” I say clearly to him. “It was nothing.”
He nods, unsure. “Okay,” he mouths, still a little question behind his eyes.
I look at the ceiling and silently curse my whispering compulsion. Holding up a finger, I tell him to wait. He puts on his motorcycle gloves while I write, “I do this stupid thing where I sometimes mutter to myself under my breath. I am so sorry.”