“Uh huh, and are you going to see him again then?” I asked, standing up and walking over to Jessie’s desk, pretending to look for something.
“I don’t know. I mean he’s nice and all and we had a good time but I don’t think I can see it going anywhere. Violet, are you listening to me?” Becky asked with a hint of irritation in her voice.
“Of course I’m listening. So you don’t think it’ll go anywhere.”
“What’s with you? What’s so important that you can’t take five minutes to look at me and have a conversation?” She hopped off my desk and made her way to where I stood. I kept my head down and started opening Jessie’s file drawers.
“Violet seriously, what’s going on?” Becky demanded. She grabbed my arm and spun me around. Her expression transformed to a look of pure shock.
“Before you freak out, it’s nothing, I’m fine,” I said, trying to pull away from her, but my body was too tired and sore to put up much of a fight.
“What happened to you? Who did this?” Becky asked, gently pushing my hair behind my ear so she could get a better look at the damage.
“It happened at the Maxwells, after you left.” I sighed, defeated. I was hoping I could bypass seeing Becky until I looked a little better; I didn’t want to lie to her.
“Did that Robert guy do this to you? I saw the way he was looking at you all night, I swear if he-”
“Would you calm down, of course he didn’t do this to me. Stop jumping to conclusions, I was just mugged,” I interrupted, stopping her train of thought before it ran off the rails. Once she got going it was hard to stop her.
“Just mugged?” Becky yelled.
“Yeah, come here, sit down.” I motioned her toward the chairs at the front of the studio. “It was the end of the night and I walked out to my car to put my gear away. When I went to open the trunk someone came up behind me and attacked me.”
“Oh my god,” Becky gasped.
“I yelled for help and Robert and his sister were able to run the guy off before he could do anything more than this.” I pointed to the cuts and bruises on my face.
“What do you think he was after?”
“Not sure.” I suppressed a shudder as I thought about what my attacker did want: me.
“Have you gone to the police?”
“No, there’s nothing to say to the police.”
“Nothing to say,” Becky yelled, standing up.
“I didn’t get a look at the guy and he didn’t take anything. What exactly would I tell the police?”
“Still, Violet. I think you should at least go talk to them.”
“There’s no point, so just drop it,” I yelled back at her.
“Fine.” Becky crossed her arms and looked out the window. I followed her stubborn gaze to a man standing across the street who appeared to be staring right at us. My heart jumped in my chest like a child on a trampoline and I gripped the edge of my chair. Leaning forward to get a better look, a woman came bouncing toward him smiling and pointing up the street. She wrapped her arm around his and they walked out of sight. Get a grip, Violet. I thought.
I let out a heavy sigh. “Becky, I’m sorry. I’m just exhausted and on edge with everything that’s happened.”
“Don’t worry about it.” She shrugged. “Are you okay though?” She turned toward me and grabbed my hand. Becky always stroked the back of my hand when she was concerned and I smiled at the small comfort.
“Yeah, I think so.” I kept my eyes averted from hers.
“Why didn’t you call me?” Becky asked.
“And ruin all your fun with what’s his name?” I laughed, trying to lighten the situation.
“Don’t do that.”
“Do what?”
“Don’t try to blow this off like it’s no big deal. You’re hurt and you have every reason to be totally freaked out. Do you know how lucky you are that Robert and his sister heard you yelling for help?”
She had no idea how right she was. If anyone other than Robert had come out to help me, Becky would be planning my funeral right about now. I suppressed a shudder at the thought of how close I’d come to dying that night.
“Why don’t you go home and relax?” Becky suggested.
“I can’t, I have work to do,” I said, standing up and heading back over to my desk.
“Oh please, what’s the point of working for yourself if you don’t take a little time off when you need it? Have you even gone to the doctor to get checked out?”
“No, but I told you I’m fine.” I sat back down at my desk and grimaced after hitting the chair too hard. I really wasn’t making a good case for myself.
“Are you? Are you really fine?”
I looked at her for a long moment, trying to decide what I could tell her without giving too much away. “Physically yes,” I admitted. I sighed and put my head in my palms. My skull felt like a twenty pound frozen turkey in my hands. I was so tired and hated not telling Becky the truth, hated being alone in this. “I was so scared, Becky. I thought he was going to kill me.” I kept blinking to keep myself from crying as I spoke. The frustration and anxiety that had been building in me since Saturday night boiled over as a single tear escaped down my cheek.
Becky knelt down and put her arms around me. “It’s okay, it’s gonna be okay.”
“What if it’s not?” I whimpered through uneven breaths. “What if he comes after me again? What if someone’s not there to stop him the next time?” I really was afraid my attacker would find out I hadn’t died and come after me again. Especially since Robert had disappeared into the night. Even after all I’d seen it still felt crazy to think he had some kind of Magical power but I was too tired to think of a more rational explanation.
“Come on, I’m taking you home. You shouldn’t be working today,” Becky said in a stern voice as she stood and pulled me up with her.
“But…”
“I don’t wanna hear it; I’m taking you home.”
I took a deep breath and said, “Alright, just let me shut down.” To be honest, my muscles cheered with relief. I hadn’t slept well over the weekend. Every time I closed my eyes I saw myself lying in the street bleeding to death.
I shut down my computer and went into the back room to switch off the printing equipment.
“Ready?” Becky asked.
“Yeah.”
Becky refused to let me ride my bicycle home so I threw it in the back of her Jeep. When we pulled up to my place, she offered to stay and keep me company but I told her I was just going to lie down. I got my bike from the back of the car and headed inside. The closer I got to opening the door, the harder it was to keep the exhaustion at bay. By the time I stumbled into my room I could barely focus on anything other than getting into bed. One near death experience and two sleepless nights finally took their toll.
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I woke up gasping for air, my heart pounding. It felt like I was drowning in my sleep. I tried to remember what I had been dreaming about but nothing made sense. Only bits and pieces of the nightmare remained, I could still feel the cool rain on my face and the burning in my lungs. Rolling over, still gasping for air I faced the clock: 5:27. I’d slept most of the day away, but at least I finally got some rest. Relaxing onto my back and staring at the ceiling, I stretched my arms and legs. My body ached all over, every muscle was sore from being thrown around like a rag doll.
I felt under my shirt for the larger of the two scars just under my right breast. I traced the scar back and forth, trying to remember exactly what happened when Robert saved me. It just doesn’t make sense, I thought. The memory of that evening remained blurry, but Robert’s voice was crystal clear in my mind. I closed my eyes and let the sound of his voice wash over me and calm my nerves.