‘Bring them to see me,’ I said. ‘I am sorry for my part in their trouble.’
‘Can you help them, do you think?’
‘I cannot say without seeing the papers in the case. But if I can, I shall. I promise.’
The sergeant gave me a long, searching look. ‘I hope so, sir. If they are turned off their land they will have nothing.’
FEELING GUILTY, I left the field and began to mount the hill. The path was wide, bordered by oak woods, covered thickly in fallen leaves so that I had to be careful not to slip. I felt a moment’s nervousness at being thus alone, but reflected that if anyone else came up the hill I should see them.
A chill breeze blew. The village, when I reached it, was but a single street of poor houses straddling the upward path. A few chickens and pigs rooted about but apart from some children playing by a puddle I saw no one; most of the adults had probably been pressed into service to help settle the Progress for the night.
Beyond the village the hill grew steeper. At the summit the path came out on to a stretch of open ground in front of the square-towered Norman church, the ancient churchyard to its left extending back to woods behind. I halted in front of the lychgate to get my breath. There was a stiff breeze up here and the air felt clean. To my right I saw an enormous beacon, twenty feet high, made of planks secured in place by thick ropes. I went over to study it. It was one of the beacons Cromwell had ordered to be set on hills all over the country three years ago, when it looked as though the French and Spanish might invade England at the Pope’s behest.
From up here I could see the camp as it spread itself out over the fields for the night. As when I first saw it approaching at Fulford, the Progress made me think of a great stain on the landscape. I looked across to the mansion where the King would have taken up residence now, a fine old building. Broderick said the King had stolen it from Robert Constable. He has stolen so much, I thought.
‘On a clear day you can see York Minster.’
A voice at my elbow made me jump. I turned to see Giles beside me. ‘Jesu, sir, you startled me.’
‘I am sorry. I was over in the churchyard on my way to visit my parents’ grave, and saw you coming. My footsteps made no sound on these wet leaves. You look sad, Matthew.’
‘I needed to get away from the camp. I breathe easier up here.’
‘Ay, ’tis all din and mess down there.’ His eye went to the misty horizon. The sun was low behind the milky clouds, tinges of red showing through. He leaned heavily on his stick. ‘You know, the day it was decided I would go to law I walked up here and looked over at the Minster. I thought, one day I shall work as a lawyer there.’
‘As you did.’
‘Ay.’ He shook his head. ‘So long ago. When man’s relation to God seemed clear and settled.’ He sighed. ‘Since then the world has been turned upside down. And York and the north have ended on the bottom.’
‘Perhaps things will settle now in the north, after the Progress.’
‘I do not think the King has done much to assuage the bitterness up here. Oh, he has bought the gentry, secured their allegiance with oaths, but you only need to look at the faces of ordinary people to see what their true feelings are.’
I laughed uneasily. ‘Giles, you sound like those who grudge all rich men and would pull them down.’ I smiled sadly. ‘Sometimes I wonder if they have not the right of it.’
‘No, no.’ Giles shook his leonine head. ‘We must have kingship to have order. But – it is unfortunate that England has the King it does.’
‘Yes. It is.’ I looked out over the fields. They had been carved out of the boggy ground at the foot of the hill and ended abruptly at the marshland, which I saw stretched away for miles. I decided to change the subject, realizing anew how strained old loyalties I had once taken for granted had become.
‘Where was your parents’ farm, Giles?’ I asked.
He pointed with his stick at a clutch of buildings. ‘There. My father drained the land himself. Howlme marsh is quite trackless, you know. There is a hermitage some way off, where a couple of monks used to guide travellers who became lost. Gone now, of course, even their poor hovel taken by the King.’
‘Were you happy as a child?’ I asked him.
He smiled. ‘Oh, yes.’
‘Your father did not expect you to carry on the farm?’
‘No. I enjoyed my schoolwork, you see. They saw my tastes lay with words and arguments rather than billhooks and drainage ditches, and they thought I might raise myself up in the world.’
‘My tastes were bookish too. And I liked drawing – I used to paint for a pastime, though not recently. But I always knew my father would rather have had a strong son to carry on the farm than – well, than me.’
‘He should have accepted you as you were, rejoiced that you had brains.’
‘He tried, I think.’ I hesitated. ‘My mother died when I was ten.’
‘No woman’s softening influence on your father, then.’
‘No, he was harder after that.’ I was silent a moment.
‘I was on my way to my parents’ grave, and then the church. Would you like to see them?’
‘Yes. I must consider a design for a headstone for my father.’
He led me into the churchyard. Most of the gravestones were sandstone, weathered with the years, but he took me to a prominent stone in white marble. The inscription was simple:
Edward Wrenne 1421-1486
and his wife Agnes 1439-1488
At rest
‘They both died when I was a student,’ he said. ‘My mother was devoted to my father. She pined away and died eighteen months after him.’
‘She was much younger.’
‘Ay. My father had another wife before her, more his own age. They had no children. She died when they were in their forties and is buried with her family. Then my father married my mother. I was the child of his old age.’
‘My father’s family lived round Lichfield for generations. I think that was partly why he was sorry I did not carry on the farm. The line going out.’
‘My father came to Howlme from beyond Wakefield when he was a young man. So there was less of a local tie.’
I nodded slowly. ‘Well, it is a fine memorial. Marble, that is good. I shall provide a marble headstone for my father.’
‘Leave me a moment, Matthew,’ Giles said quietly. ‘I will join you in the church in a minute. It is worth a visit.’
I turned and walked back to the church. I stopped. I had heard a branch crack, a loud pop. I stared at the trees that shadowed the graveyard but saw nothing. A deer, I thought, as I walked on to the little church.
The interior was lit dimly by candles. There were pretty little vaulted arches and a new roof whose beams were decorated with Tudor roses. In a large side-chapel a candle winked redly in a lamp set before an image of the Virgin. King Henry would not like that. I sat in a pew, thinking about my father as the light coming through the high stained-glass windows slowly faded. His face came into my mind: grizzled, unmoving, unsmiling. Yes, he had been hard. In truth that was why in adult life I had always been reluctant to go home.
The door opened and Giles came in, his stick tapping on the floor. He went to the side-chapel, crossed himself, then took a candle and lit it from the lamp. He came over, put the candle on the front of the pew and sat down heavily beside me.
‘This is a pretty place, is it not? I was an altar boy once.’ He laughed. ‘We were naughty children. We used to catch the mice that came to nibble the candles, set them between the shafts of tiny carts we made and send them skittering down the aisles.’
I smiled. ‘I was an altar boy too. I was obedient, though. I took it all seriously.’
He looked at me. ‘Till you transferred your allegiance to reform.’
‘Yes. I was hot-headed for reform once, believe it or not. Always questioning everything.’
‘I think perhaps you still do that.’
‘Perhaps. In a different way.’