"It's not always my fault," she said softly. "Things just get complicated, sometimes."
"Well, trust me on this one, Tally. Seeing Zane is going to make things really complicated. Just give him time to find his own way here. Aren't you happy with us?"
Tally nodded slowly—she was happy. Her special senses made the whole world icy, and every moment spent in this new body was better than a year of being pretty. But now that she knew Zane was healthy, his absence muddled everything. Suddenly, she felt unfinished and unreal.
"I'm happy, Shay-la. But remember when Zane and I escaped the city last time? And we left you behind? Well, I can't do that again."
Shay shook her head. "Sometimes you have to let people go, Tally-wa."
"So I should have let you go last night, Shay? Just let you drown?"
Shay groaned. "Great example, Tally. Look, this is for your own good. Believe me, you don't want this complication."
"Then let's make it simple, Shay-la." Tally put the tip of her thumb between her razor teeth and bit down. With a prick of pain, the iron taste of blood spread across her tongue, and her mind cleared a little.
"Once Zane is special, I'll stop. I'll never make things complicated again." She held out her hand. "I promise, blood for blood."
Shay stared at the little drop of blood. "You swear to that?"
"Yes. I'll be a good little Cutter and do whatever you and Dr. Cable tell me. Just give me Zane."
Shay paused for a moment, then flicked her own thumb across her knife, watching thoughtfully as the blood welled up. "All I ever wanted was for us to be on the same side, Tally."
"Me too. I just want Zane here with us."
"Anything to make you happy." Shay smiled and took Tally's hand, squeezing their thumbs together…hard. "Blood for blood."
As the pain pushed through her, Tally felt her mind grow icy for the first time all day. She could see her future now, a clear path with no more reversals or confusions. She'd fought being ugly and she'd fought being pretty, but that was all over—she just wanted to be special from now on.
"Thank you, Shay-la," Tally said softly. "I'll keep this promise."
Shay released her, cleaning the knife with a few quick swipes across her thigh. "I'll make sure that you do."
Tally swallowed, then licked her still-throbbing thumb. "So can I come with you tonight, Boss? Please?"
"I suppose you have to now," Shay said, smiling sadly. "But you might not like what you see."
New Pretty Town
After the others headed into the wild, Shay and Tally banked the bonfire, jumped on their boards, and flew toward the city.
New Pretty Town was lit with colorful explosions in the sky, just like every other night. Tethered hot-air balloons floated above the party spires, and gas torches lit the pleasure gardens, like bright snakes ascending the island's sloping sides. The tallest buildings cast jittering shadows in the fireworks' momentary light, reshaping the city's silhouette with every burst.
As they approached New Pretty Town, the ragged cheers of drunken bubbleheads scattered down to meet them. For a moment, the joyous sound made Tally feel like an envious ugly watching from across the river, waiting to turn sixteen. This was her first trip back to New Pretty Town since becoming a Special.
"Do you ever miss pretty days, Shay-la?" she said. They'd only spent a couple of months together in bubblehead paradise before everything had gotten complicated. "It was kind of fun."
"It was bogus," Shay said. "I'd rather have a brain."
Tally sighed. She couldn't disagree—but having a brain hurt so much sometimes. She licked her thumb, where a red spot still marked her promise.
Climbing the island's slope through a pleasure garden, the two of them kept to the shadows, heading for the center of town. They glided right above a few entangled couples, but no one spotted them overhead.
"Told you we didn't need to switch on our sneak suits, Tally-wa." Shay chuckled softly, letting the skintenna network carry her words. "When it comes to bubbleheads, we're already invisible."
Tally didn't answer, just looked down at the new pretties passing below. They looked so clueless, so completely unaware of all the dangers they had to be protected from. Their lives might be full of pleasure, but they seemed so meaningless to her now. She couldn't let Zane live like this.
Suddenly, laughter and screams came through the trees, approaching fast … at hoverboard speed. Flicking her sneak suit on, Tally angled into the thick pine needles of the nearest treetops. A line of boarders came slaloming through the garden, laughing like hysterical demons. She crouched lower, feeling her suit sprout dappled camouflage and wondering how so many uglies had snuck over to New Pretty Town all at once. Not a bad trick…
Maybe this bunch would be worth following.
But then she saw their faces: beautiful and huge-eyed, perfect in symmetry, absolutely clear of blemishes. They were pretties.
They shot past unaware, shrieking at the top of their lungs, zooming toward the river. Their screams faded, leaving only the smell of perfume and champagne.
"Boss, did you see—"
"Yeah, Tally-wa, I did." Shay was silent for a moment.
Tally swallowed. Bubbleheads didn't hoverboard. You needed all your reflexes to stay on; you couldn't be all fuzzy-brained and easily distracted. When new pretties wanted thrills, they jumped off buildings wearing bungee jackets or rode in hot-air balloons, things that didn't require any skill.
But these pretties hadn't simply been boarding; they'd been doing it well. Things had changed in New Pretty Town since the last time Tally had been here. She remembered Special Circumstance's latest report, that there were more runaways leaving the city every week, an epidemic of uglies disappearing into the wild. But what would happen if pretties got it into their heads to run away? Shay emerged from her hiding place, her suit shifting from dappled green to matte black. "Maybe the Smokies have been passing out more pills than we thought," she said. "They could be doing it right here in New Pretty Town. After all, if they've got sneak suits, they can go anywhere."
Tally's eyes scanned the trees around them. In a well-tuned suit, as David's ambush had proven, you could hide even from a Special's senses. "That reminds me, Boss. Where did the Smokies get hold of those suits? They couldn't make them, could they?"
"No way. And they didn't steal them either. Dr. Cable said that all the cities keep track of their military equipment. But nobody's reporting anything missing, not anywhere on the continent."
"You told her about last night?"
"About the sneak suits, yes. But not about losing Fausto or our boards."
Tally pondered this, floating in a lazy arc above a flickering torch. "So…you think the Smokies found some old Rusty technology?"
"Sneak suits are too clever for the Rusties. They were only good at killing." Shay's voice faded, and she stayed silent for a moment as a group of Bashers walked through the trees below, drumming loudly as they headed to some party by the river. Tally peered down, wondering if they looked more lively than normal Bashers. Was everyone in town getting more bubbly? Maybe the nanos' effects would rub off even on pretties who hadn't taken a pill—just as being around Zane had always made her bubblier.
After the group had passed, Shay said, "Dr. C thinks the Smokies have some new friends. City friends."
"But only Special Circumstances has sneak suits. Why would one of us—?"